Love Bersemi In Turkey
My Last Time

I woke up and saw Vian still kneeling on the edge of the bed beside me. I shook her body to wake her up. Slowly he opened his eyes.

"Vian, sleep in bed" I told him.

He was still kneeling on the floor. He looked at me, his eyes still sleepy. He slowly climbed into the bed. He said nothing and fell asleep longer than usual.

I went to the bathroom to refresh myself. To be honest, the nights before he came I was very hard to sleep well but this time I was able to sleep well. I smiled remembering the time I felt comfortable with her, even though I knew I had to end it.

After the shower, I prepared a sandwich for the two of us. After that I went upstairs to wake Vian up.

"Vian, get up," I whispered to wake her up. He moved a little before opening his eyes. He looked at me before he looked around, trying to remember where he was.

“Fresh yourself, I have made you food,” I said while making room for him to stand.

He nodded as he moved his foot into the bathroom. I started eating the sandwiches I made, because I couldn't wait for them.

When I was about to finish eating, she looked at me strangely. I gave him a sandwich and he picked it up while sitting next to me.

"Why?" He asked me. I looked at him, not understanding what he meant.

"Why are you doing this? Why are you being nice to me?" He asked me.

I put back the sandwich I was still biting onto the plate, suddenly I became lazy to eat it.

"Should I be angry or what ..?" I asked while looking into his eyes deeply. I still don't understand what he wants.

"Why are you acting like you care about me and being sweet. In reality, you want to divorce me" he said.

I'm still staring at his face. His explanation makes me even more confused. If she doesn't like me doing her a favor, then what should I do? Do I have to get him out of here, out of his own house?

"I want to end something, it doesn't mean I don't care" I said, trying to make sense of it. He looked at me with an unusual expression.

"What do you care about me for?" He clearly asked. Netra brown brightly stared into my bead of eyes, trying to find an answer.

"Because I owe you. You took me out of that house and didn't force me to go back there, even if it was against your will. You defended me, tried to save me even though you had no reason to. Maybe, you don't like to talk to me much, but deep down, I'm sure that you're a good person" I explained the reason briefly. He looked at me for a few seconds and then looked down.

"I just .. I've never experienced a situation like this. I just really need you,"

Before he finished his words, suddenly a loud clashing sound shocked us. The gunshot shot me in the ear.

Vian. Fear emanated from his face. Suddenly the door of the room opened forcefully, they broke into it.

Vian stood up quickly and encouraged me to hide behind his back.

So many men stepped inside and I don't think we'll be able to get out alive. Vian won't be able to fight them alone. Vian turned to me for a moment.

"Run if there is a chance" he said, crashing at the first person he could reach.

They were so numerous that Vian would not be able to resist them. Three of them caught Vian and took him out of the room.

Two more people came towards me. I tried to avoid them, but they were faster and stronger. The two of them caught me and dragged me forcefully towards the entrance of the house.

They took us to the backyard. My eyes widened to see many security guards lying on the floor. My body started to tremble.

They threw Vian to the floor and still held him. Then they threw me at a man I didn't know. The man grabbed me and grinned.

"Take me off! You who!?" I yelled while trying again to kick him, but he felt nothing as if his body was made of stone.

"I will take a little revenge with Viantra" he said with a grin, ignoring my question.

"Why?! What has he done to you!?" my many. I try to understand the thoughts of those around me, even though I know I won't understand them.

"Huh, ... Boss," Vian said cynically as he glared at the man who was gripping me. He looks very tired. Blood dripped from the side of his face and his lips broke - wait. What did he just say? The boss?

"Viantra, you're lucky to have such a beautiful girl, but unfortunately fate has never sided with you, have you? I mean, you saw me kill your girlfriend, and now it's your wife's turn. It's so sad" the man sneered.

Vian yelled, trying to get away from those people but he couldn't. They gripped him firmly.

"If you try to touch it. I'm gonna kill you!" shout Vian.

"All right, good luck. One man against many, hahah. I remind you once again, you will not be able to save your lover, even if you threaten me with the same thing" he said grimly.

His grip on me grew so tight that it hurt and I gasped, seeing Vian's eyes glancing at me.

"Please let go" I whispered. His firm grip made my chest feel tight and difficult to breathe.

He let me go for a moment and I thought it was over. But suddenly he wrapped his arm around my neck and put a gun to my head. My eyes widened and I felt my body start to numb.

"get rid of guns! Your problem is with me, not her!" shout Vian.

He shouted a few more things but I couldn't hear him. My eyes closed. I feel like these are the last seconds of my death.

'Don't be afraid. Only God can take your life, if He wants to. Your work is not done. You still have a purpose. Don'tbeafraid. Pray to God. God gives you bad things when you forget Him and all this is a test. Everything will be fine, said the strange voice.

I began to recite prayers and recite verses from the Qur'an that I had memorized. Perhaps what that strange voice said was indeed true. But who knows when death will come? Maybe this isn't my last time, but what if this is my last time for Vian? The thought made me open my eyes in fear.

The man who grabbed me and Vian yelled at each other but I didn't listen. I am tired of listening to their screams.

"Stop! Just pull the trigger. Kill me right here, right now." I interrupted them.

I tried to sound challenging, but even my organs were shaking from fear. The man gripped me tighter and pushed the gun hard on my head.

"Sadiya, stop!" shout Vian.

"Let him go! He has nothing to do with this problem" Vian told them. I tried to ignore Vian's voice and tried to concentrate on my breathing.

“Pronounce your last words sweet girl,” said the man who still gripped me. I closed my eyes and recited Surah Yasin. I want to collect the reward in the last seconds of my life. I don't care what's going on around me right now. I don't feel anything. I know that he's gonna kill me now. Everyone around me was screaming, but I ignored them all.

“Vian .. if I die don't be sad ..” I said as I looked up into the air with my eyes closed.

I know he won't be sad, but I don't want him to blame himself. This is my last time.