Love Bersemi In Turkey
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"Do you really want this?" I asked him again. Now it will be proved. If he says no, I'm sure he'll go back to Liza .. He has to make his choice now.

"Yes ... I want this," he said. My eyes are furniture and I smile.

"I want this... I want you to yell at me when I'm acting like an idiot. I want you to yell at me for hurting you ... I want you to hug me when I need it, like now. I want you . I want you to be with me no matter what. I know ... I know I've hurt you so much, and I'll never forgive myself for it.

But I don't believe in God anymore. He left me in the dark. He left me alone, but I was ready to give up my life for Him. And you, you are the only star in the dark that just helped me through all this. And I, don't want this to end.

But I still can't forget Liza. Good Lord! Sadiya, if you'd known, this is painful. It was like hell" he said.

I felt tears drip down my cheek and I let it fall. I just want to know. Wh why? Why did he seem to be so hypnotized by the girl? I caught his face with both hands.

"You know, I'm involved with a gang. I'm not a gang member, but I'm just doing little things for them. I had a friend who did such things, so I got involved with him. I was young and thought like if we had a gang it would look cool. And that's where I met Kevin. We were actually friends back then. He wanted to give me a higher position in the gang but I refused. I started to change and stay away from the gang, and then, I met Liza. But I spent a lot of money with him" he said with a laugh, with nothing funny. I was confused as to why he did that. He turned down the position as gang leader, just for the sake of the girl. I think he really loves that girl

"When I turned it down, I had a big fight with Kevin. But, it's no big deal, because we've been friends for so long. So, we went back to making up. It's not a big deal, until ..." Vian paused for a moment. I know, she's back to remembering that incident, maybe it was so hard for her. I grabbed her arm, took her to my lips and kissed her while looking at her. He closed his eyes for a moment, but said nothing.

"Until I ruin everything. I really didn't mean to do that. They were all arrested by the police because I told someone about the drug dealings that our gang had done. I trusted the guy a lot, but I never thought he called the police and reported it. Kevin was in jail for months. Business, gangs, everything's ruined. And that's why he wants revenge. He wanted me to rejoin the gang and start selling drugs. I did it at first, but I started to stop, when we got married. That's why they're so angry and trying to hurt you. They think you're the one who influenced me so that I don't follow their will" he said. My eyes widened.

"You knew? At that time, Liza was also often treated badly by her parents. He's been beaten up a lot, just like you. I want to take it from them. I want to give her a happy life after everything she's been through .. I just ..," he said while sniffling about the last part. I rubbed his shoulders, and he turned around and hugged my waist. I stroked her soft hair, not knowing what to say.