Obsessive Love Disorder
Of jealousy?

I carry my bag with my change of clothes. I walked in tandem with Catelin, so contrasting our differences if she was paired with me, she was beautiful masculine with sunglasses in her wear and with higheels so high. While I always wear ordinary clothes with shorts and sneakers, as well as a backpack that is blue. I feel unworthy to go hand in hand with her who looks like a model all the time.

Aditya was already in the car waiting for us, with a heavy heart I climbed his car and sat back in the back seat, Catelin directly entered in the front seat beside Aditya. This car is the same car that I always ride every time I accompany Aditya, a black car with an open roof, making the afternoon sunlight penetrate our skin.

Throughout the journey, I kept trying to be quiet and enjoy the journey by not paying attention to those who were talking to the discussion that I did not understand.

“You are really traveling seneng ya deb” asked Catelin without looking back at me.

“Hah? Oh yes mbak” answered me surprised when he said my name.

“Where have you been traveling other than Sumba?”

“Yesterday to NTT to Labuan Bajo the same to Ubud, but it is a favorite of Sumba mba”

“Termore?” Said.

“Hmm” answer me with a smile.

“Kayaknya there are sweet memories here” chirps make me silent remembered the incident this morning.

Does it include sweet memories, or even bitter memories ?

“Whose name ? Ya”'s boyfriend and reflexes I saw Aditya in his rearview mirror. Aditya does wear sunglasses but I can tell that he is also looking at me from his rearview mirror.

“Ngga mbak, love the same natural atmosphere his” replied me slowly. Recalling the conversation Aditya and I had this morning about the beauty of nature that we both love.

“Terus you also dit, not her you said Sumba your favorite place too yaa?” ask Aditya who is so focused on driving.

“Keep your favorite place where is it?”

Catelin really made things more awward for me. I kept trying to look calm and went back to seeing the scenery beside me.

“The Cliff” answered briefly, making me close my eyes by trying to calm down.

“The Cliff? Which cliff?”

“Near Resort kita”

I'm upset, why Catelin doesn't talk about anything else compared to him having to talk about things that he didn't realize made me want to get out of here and go alone.

“Emang cliff is cool, yes, we do not try there anyway deb?” Her question finally turned her body back to look at me.

I shook my head quickly and looked panicked.

“The cliff is ordinary aja mbak, better cliff yesterday the day after we came in”

“Emang you know which cliff?” Her question made me clumsy, stupidly I unconsciously said that I knew where the cliff was meant by Aditya.

I feel stupid.

“Ngga.” while shaking my head trying to look calm by rubbing my forehead because of panic.

“ngga mbak, I mean like a cliff around a regular resort and.” I keep trying to find answers that make sense and can be received.

“Ga good aja spot kayaknya, if the place that I have come to is certainly guaranteed the beauty of his”

Catelin just nodded in confidence with all my words.

I looked at Aditya who had a slight smile while shaking his head, he laughed at my carelessness. She was happy to see me who was panicking, but I kept my eyes open and showed so much regret at the time.

Until we got to the dock I saw all my friends gathered in this white and very luxurious Boats. I'm so lucky to be able to enjoy all these facilities for free and just.

“Hay deb” greet Glenn as soon as I approach.

“Hay mas” answer me sweetly.

“Temen you have been waiting for you tuh” Glenn lead me by touching my back.

I glanced at Aditya at the back who was seen watching me being stared at by Glenn. I'm glad he saw Glenn so good to me.

“Debiiii” shouted my friend when I saw me enter the boat which is quite luxurious.

“Lo is healed?” Ask Sienna.

I'm nodding.

“Cure it, it's good you all seneng seneng while I'm sick in dalem kamar”

“But you go diving right?” Ask Caca.

“Kayak ngga deh, I diem aja in Boats”

“Why? Ih you are very cool, when again we are diving in Sumba deb”

“Sisil,gue just healed yes time I immediately exhausted my energy to melt”

“Weittssss is ready to dive nih” exclaimed Andika to her boyfriend Leonita.

“All underwater photoshoots kan” replied Leonita.

“Catelin sexy really, his body is very smooth” exciting his other friend named Bonny.

“Aditya likes the sexy sexy gini” exciting Glenn patted Aditya on the shoulder.

Aditya looked straight at me, when his friend was teasing him, I opened my eyes when Aditya looked at me. I wonder, why am I so upset to see the closeness of Aditya and Catelin, how did this kiss affect my brain this morning? Oh my god.

“Nongkongnya outside yuk” invite me who already feel sultry in there.

“Ih snack first deb” said Caca.

“Ih ayookk” I tried to drag my friend friend away from these artists.

Then we sat on the chair at the back end of the boats, we were swipe photo on this sunbed with a beautiful background that presents a view of the blue ocean, the sun is so beautiful, as far as the eye can see there are only oceans and small island islands that we have passed.

Boats stopped, I heard Aditya and his friend were having a shooting session at the end of the boats right in front of the crew. It looks Aditya and Catelin are posing together, so friendly and so harmonious they.

Aditya took off his clothes, and again took pictures with Catelin, I did not want to see her but my heart was moved to pay attention to them.

My friend's friends have started to take off his clothes and leave their swimsuits that turned out to have been worn somehow.

“Lo sure get tagged?”

Sienna asked, I shook my head.

“You won't dive deb?”

Glenn asked, followed by all his friends tailing behind him. Aditya and Catelin are right behind Glenn.

I shook my head.

“Why?” Ask her.

“Maybe she can't dive” Aditya replied, I haven't had time to answer. Aditya's been so annoying.

All my friends were staring at me at the same time. They knew exactly what I was going to do after hearing Aditya's statement.

My heart was upset, feeling belittled.

I undressed in front of everyone in front of me, and took off my shorts. All were silent to see me who was preparing with my swimsuits so minimal, he said,with a sports bra and sports pants that are so short just a little bit that I actually have prepared before I feel lazy earlier. Glenn just gawked at me from top to bottom, because my swimsuit could show me the smooth part of my stomach and my white thighs were also very smooth.

“I can dive kok” I said while smiling and breathing a sigh of relief.

Aditya just looked at me coldly and threw his face away. Does he seem unhappy with what I'm doing, or does he dislike my swimsuit?

We started having fun in the water, taking pictures cheerfully with the go-pro. And hope this happiness will continue like this. I loved my nature so much and so fell in love with my country.

I swam here and there with his breadth. And occasionally dive down to greet the sea fish hiding behind the coral with special glasses and frog legs. Sisil photographed me with his underwater camera. I was beautifully styled in the sea and felt so happy. I saw the artists having fun by diving into the sea, and taking pictures together. I did not see Aditya among them, maybe he was lazy to swim.

I felt thirsty, then swam up to the Boats and went upstairs to get a drink.

I saw Aditya who was sitting sunbathing with his sunglasses. I sighed, and tried to ignore him. I picked up the bottle of drink that was right next to her.

“Not you still sick?” He asked without looking at me and without moving.

“I've recovered my short” while trying to open my bottle of drink.

So difficult to unseal the bottle, because my hands are wet slippery as well because the sash looks strong.

Aditya stood up, and standing before me steadfastly, he grabbed the bottle of drink in my hand, and helped me open the bottle cap, then thrust it back to me.

I was surprised but still I took a bottle of water that he had opened for me.

“You can't wear ordinary clothes like you normally do?” her question astonished me.

Then I downed the bottle.

“Why ? You think I can't dress sexy rich artist?” Tanyaku.

“You it's not them” her chirps.

“So far as you mean, only an artist can show off the poignancy of his body and show his smooth body?” My strictness to him, Aditya has really upset me.

“Keep your cuddly,your body on watch others rich gini?”

His question managed to make me quiet, actually this is not me, who is trying to look like someone else . Usually I don't care what other people do, and I always do things that I like myself without seeing others.

Aditya went out from before me and he got into the boats and lay down on the soft chair continuing his sleep.

I was so embarrassed by his words, Aditya managed to make me self-conscious.