Obsessive Love Disorder

Obsessive Love Disorder
Nightmares


The next day we went back to our previous resort. The morning I as usual me and Aditya acted like nothing happened last night, even though last night was a completely out of reason event. Aditya's kiss, Aditya's touch still felt in my body, and it made me unable to go back to sleep when I was done with her last night.


While walking towards the Resort I saw Cateline chasing Aditya and immediately holding Aditya's hand in front of me. Aditya was surprised and immediately glanced at me backwards who was walking right behind him. I opened my eyes and passed them both.


“Dit later malem make it to club” asked Catelin behind me who was still heard by me.


“As if this is our last night here, we should try the club here right? Others have agreed that Catelin loh” sounds to persuade him spoiled.


I tried not to glance back, and suddenly someone standing in front of me surprised me.


Glenn. With her ever-sweet smile she suddenly stood before me.


“Deb, this mallem you are the same temen you are coming, right?” Ask Glenn.


“Hey mas” bumbling sapaku.


“follow to where?”


“Club malam” said with a smile.


I took this opportunity to avenge Aditya behind my back.


I wrapped my hand around Glenn's arm carefully and slowly.


“I'm the same friend of Temen I join mas” I said sweet to him.


Glenn looked puzzled by my change of attitude, I dragged him away from there making Aditya and Catelin watch over me.


After getting away from everyone I glanced back to make sure Aditya was out of sight and then I let go of my arm.


“Why ?” Glenn asked at last.


“Ngga mas, no why why why why why ?”


“Kok you even asked back sih” said while laughing.


“Iya I ga why why kok mas, yes I have entered the room first yes, bye mas”


I'm sure Glenn is still confused by my strange attitude. She must have thought I had a taste for her. It's okay, I let her prejudice be like that, so that Aditya knows that I'm still close to Glenn.


Evening came, my friend was ready to dress up in my room. So excited they are because they are very happy to be invited to a nightlife place in Sumba. The place is on the beach as well, the nightclub is open, there is a large pool there, and the typical music is always played ileh disc jokey, and the place is so wide, so,this place is one of the favorite places that are always visited by foreign and foreign tourists.


“Gue really can club the same famous artist” Caca exciting.


“Ih ga patient I want to go, pesketan dong Syen lo catapult so much sih” annoy Sisil to Sienna who still makeup.


Their clothes are so sexy and beautiful with a face makeup that is not too flashy but looks charming, and of course they are the ones who have made me change into a full woman, with a beautiful makeup, and of course they are the ones who have changed me into a woman, and such sexy clothes.


The four of us went to use a car that has been provided by Mas Dias specifically to deliver us. The others were there first.


Once into the entertainment place that night, we are treated to the sound of music that is so boisterous and mixed with the sound of people screaming in there.


We passed people dancing on the dance floor. I saw the figure of Aditya sitting at the bar tenders table with Catelin in his biannya, he and his other friends were gathered and laughing happily there. I was so upset to see Catelin so friendly with Aditya. Why can I be so upset to see them like that, again the incident last night haunts me. Why can I do that with Aditya? If so I'm sure Aditya must think I'm like other cheap women who want to be easily bedded with him.


“Hey deb, you are so beautiful” greet Glenn by directly holding my waist.


“Hay mas,makasih” said I blushed embarrassed.


“Yuk we join the others” Glenn still holds my waist and takes me to the bar table.


Aditya was surprised to see my presence, he watched me from under my feet to my head. He's upset, I can feel that.


“Hey deb, pesen drink only later yes if thirsty can anything aj” saya Mas Dias with a glass of drink in his hand.


“OK mas thank you” I said with a smile.


“Deb we there ya” said Caca showed one of the round tables.


I nodded my head.


“Mas I went to the toilet for a while ya” my door to Glenn.


“Oiya was there” she showed me the toilet at the end of the room and I immediately went to the toilet.


I was surprised to see Aditya in front of the toilet. He leaned against the wall with such a sharp look when he saw me.


I'm trying to ignore him. He pulled my hand and held me away.


“What's in,lepasin”


“It is so safe to wear gini rich clothes?”


He said in an annoyed tone.


“Loh why? My shirt is less open, huh?” Ledek me while watching my shirt


“You don't pantes wear clothes like this”


“Terus in your opinion, only Catelin aja who pantes show the sincerity of his body?” I said who was fed up of hearing him keep commenting on my clothes.


“Create what the hell you're here” he still sucks.


“As far as I dong, this is a public place I also have the right to come here without permission from anyone”


Then I left her. Aditya just keeps pissing me off with his selfish attitude.


“Deb you why?” Glenn asked when he saw me coming out of the toilet with a crumpled face.


“Ngga mas not what”


Suddenly Glenn held both of my waists, leaving me stunned.


“We go to the middle of ya” said Glenn in my ear because he knew that the sound of music was disturbing my hearing.


I glanced at Aditya who had returned with Catelin. He looked at me with annoyance. I let Glenn dance to me, he asked me to dance to the song.


I still stole a glance towards Catelin and Aditya who were still sitting at the bartender's table. Catelin wrapped her hands around Aditya's neck, and glued her body to Aditya's. Aditya continued to gulp down the alcoholic drink that was beside him.


I didn't want to lose, I danced my back to Glenn and glued my body to him. Glenn must have been confused as to why I could be this aggressive to him, but he didn't seem to mind what I had done.


Aditya looked uneasy, and continued to gulp his alcohol with a face so upset, he was jealous, I know that.


I danced so powerfully among my friends, we were happy together and laughed together, I kept jogging with Glenn who seemed to be anxious to hug me but there was no courage. I can see his lustful face.


“Deb I brought first drink ya” he said in my ear a little scream


“Iyaa” answered me by shouting as well.


He approached the bar tenders table and was seen chatting with Aditya who was already seen drunk.


All of a sudden everyone stopped dancing and was seen running around something near the bartenders table.


“What's up?” My toot.


My friends shrugged their shoulders indicating they didn't know either.


And I finally saw some people like they were splitting the fights at the table.


“Aditya!” So shocked of her I saw her thrashing around trying to escape from the person who was holding her back.


“What problems lo!” glenn's yelling sounded so emotional.


Glenn was also seen held by Andhika not to be carried away by emotions.


“Lo is a jerk!” yelled Aditya while looking drunk.


“Glenn fought Aditya ya” asked Caca to panic keep standing at my place.


“We go home” I say feel scared.


Caca and the others just threw a glance, without thinking long I left the place that night and followed all my friends who must be confused with my attitude that was like fear.


I went into my room and sat by my bed, thinking about what had just happened. I was thinking, did Aditya fight because of me? Does he like to see me with Glenn ? I remember when Aditya said if he couldn't see me with anyone else, did he really dislike it to this extent ?


I shook my head, confused by all the things that were raging in my mind. Why should I be in such a position.


I immediately went to take a shower and changed my clothes. I wish all my thoughts would be gone after being rinsed with water.


Tok.shock.


I lazily approached my door and opened it. So surprised I saw the person who was standing behind my door ‘Adity’ instantly I tried to close the door again but Aditya held it with one hand.


“You why are you here?” Ask me so lazily.


He just stared at me quietly with his hand still holding my door.


I glanced right left scared if anyone saw Aditya coming here. I let her in and closed my door.


Aditya instantly laid himself on the bed and let out a deep sigh. I clucked resentfully at her behavior and returned to packing my things into the suitcase.


“I told you, I don't like to see you with Glenn” said he who was still laying on my bed with a little conscious.


I kept quiet and didn't answer.


“Glenn it's just messing around.”


“Ya keep why if he messes around?” I said with annoyance cutting off his words.


Now Aditya who was silent and he woke up looked at me limply.


“I really don't understand why you can forbid me to make deket with others, while you are free to deck with anyone ?”


Aditya turned his face away.


“I also never want my life arranged by others, do you think I'm cool with my rich condition gini?”


His answer made me go back to silence.


He came up to me and stood right in front of me. I waited for him to speak. He drinks a lot of alcohol but he doesn't look so drunk, he still seems to be conscious, but still he's under the influence of alcohol.


“Bi, all this time I never mind to be close to anyone for the success of the film project that I played in it. Before her I never cared if I had to be in a relationship with my co-star. But now it feels so hard that I have to build chemistry with my co-stars, I can't.”.


His words were so earnest.


“I never asked you to understand, even I never asked you to come to my life. I also never want to finally fall in love with you, jealous like this, this is not the thing I want” he said with full honesty.


He admitted that he loved me, but all that made me even more upset.


“Keep I have to what?” I'm confused.


“I also don't know the answer to that question” answered her.


We looked at each other in silence and then he kissed my lips. In the middle of her drunkenness she took off all her clothes and my clothes by unceasingly kissing me. And that night happened again.


The next morning, I woke up to the sound of knocking on the door in my room.


Tok.shock.


“Deb you're awake?” Said the man behind my bedroom door.


I immediately woke up as soon as I heard Glenn's voice behind the door, I saw Aditya beside me who was still asleep with his hands hugging me.


“Deb...” call Glenn again.


I got out of my bed quickly and put on clothes that were strewn across the floor.


“Deb.”


“Iya mas I've woken up” my response in panic. And made Aditya wake up to my noise.


“Deb you want to come see the sunrise right ? You have been waiting for me in”


Aditya wakes up from his sleep after he hears who has woken his slumber. Aditya sat down and leaned on the mattress by folding his hands together with a face that was so cold and relaxed. He was still undressed, just a blanket that covered his waist to his feet.


“What are you doing? Cepet wake up !!” I whispered in annoyance to him.


And Aditya just kept quiet with his cold. He refused to wake up.


“Deb..” call again Glenn.


“You're okay, right?” Ask her.


“Euh mas kayaknya I still do not feel well, I did not follow ya” said me with panic and eyes continue to look at Aditya.


“You still sick? Want me to go to ?” Glenn asked which made Aditya raise both halis.


Why would Glenn have to say that?


“Nggaa mas ngga,uh I want to rest aja ya continuein sleep” panic me who has seen Aditya so uncomfortable.


“Okay if that, I stay ya”


“Iya mas”


And it looks like Glenn just walked out of my room.


Aditya really pissed me off he kept quiet on his bed quietly.


“Why isn't the door open?” Ask her.


I raised one thing and shook my head at her annoying behavior.


I went to the bathroom and cleaned myself, while Aditya pulled the blanket back and lay on my bed.


After I finished my bath, I put on my shirt and tied my shoelaces to go to the restaurant for breakfast.


“Where to ?” Ask Aditya who is still lying on my bed without wearing clothes.


“You're looking for a meal, why ? Can't you?” Ask me cynics.


He did not answer and went to the bathroom.


I came out of my room, and I was so shocked to see my three friends standing in front of me.


“Hay Deb...” greet them simultaneously.


“Hay girl” I said so panicked.


“Lo is better?” Ask Caca.


“Hah ? Oh already kok,gue just in the wind because of semalem” I am still so panicked.


“Eh I asked to drink dong deb thirsty I” said Sisil who almost opened my door.


I stopped him and held the door shut to keep it closed.


“Eh I have no drink precisely, we go directly to Resto aja yuk I laper terribly nih” said I who immediately led them away from my room.


I'm sure they must be confused by my strange behavior, but they don't care about it and follow my wishes.