Obsessive Love Disorder
Andre

The next day, I was finally able to go to college but I asked Sienna not to take classes at that time.

“Please Syen I want to tell” I said so begging him.

Sienna looked at me with pity, she could definitely see if I really needed her.

Then we both went to his boarding house not far from campus using his motorbike.

In Sienna's room I started crying. Sienna hugged me before she knew what had happened between me and Aditya.

“It's okay” said Sienna gently, by continuing to stroke my back.

I let go of her hug.

“Gue don't know should start the story frommana”

“Ga anything,lo story only I'm ready to hear kok”

“Gue ga tau if Aditya turns out to be as possessive as I” said me by holding back my sobbing that continues to pour.

Sienna gave me a tissue to wipe away my tears.

I started telling Sienna the beginning of Aditya's possessiveness, and then told her about how jealous she was with Zio, and then started talking to Jimmy,how Aditya was so jealous of Jimmy that almost all the stuff around Aditya was thrown, even my phone was broken. So now I still have no cell phone. Actually I was a little lucky because Aditya has not changed my phone, so I can feel a little free from him who always call me at any time.

“Gue can't handle Syen” I said by starting to cry again.

“Lo be patient, maybe Aditya need time to change his attitude”

“Until when should I wait? I can't do it, you can't stand the same attitude his”

“But has he ever lukain lo? For example hit or make you bruise?” Sienna asked watching my body.

I shook my head.

“He was never rude with me at all, he just vent his anger with the same stuff around him”

Sienna nodded her head.

“Means he really loves lo Dheb, he can't lukain lo, maybe that's how he points if he doesn't want to lose lo”

“With how to make me uncomfortable?” My speech.

Sienna shrugged both of his shoulders.

“Kalo lo emang already feel not resistant with his attitude, you just go Dheb”

“Syen you don't understand, Aditya is too overprotective with me. I can't leave him that way”

“Ya keep how?”

I covered my face with both hands.

“Gue should find fault him once again, let strengthen me to be able to stayin him”

I know it's not a good idea, but there's no other choice. I don't want to just leave her without any word of her ending relationship. I want to really get it done but by cornering the blame from him it's not my fault.

One day I called Glenn to meet me at a cafe. And told him all my experiences. And Glenn did not believe what I told him, Glenn never thought that Aditya se toxic was in a relationship with me.

“I didn't think Aditya was as possessive as Dheb” Glenn said as I told him all my suffering.

Just like Sienna she couldn't believe that Aditya was that hard on me.

“I also never knew he had such a rich nature”

“Because all this time I never saw him actually have Dheb's girlfriend, he was rich stiff, rich males aja have a girlfriend. Maybe this is what Aditya fears, if he has a girlfriend and his girlfriend can not accept with Aditya's job, he instead treats his girlfriend like this”

“Mas, I always accept whatever Aditya's job, I'm always patient to see him with any woman in the media. I never had that problem, I never even talked about it the same as him. But it's my turn to be close to other men he even thinks I'm a macem-macem when not at all”

“She is too affectionate with you Dheb”

His assumption was exactly the same as Sienna.

“Mas I know she loves me, but I can't keep going and having a toxic relationship like this, I can't”

“Oke if that I can help you what?”

Glenn was finally willing to help me after such a long and convincing explanation. My decision has been completely unanimous to leave Aditya, and I can no longer hold him back. I knew it would hurt a lot for me or Aditya, but I was sure it was the best option for me.

A few days have passed. Glenn finally called me.

At Club Holly Wings at 9 p.m.

I sighed so deeply before I did anything that would be so heavy tonight.

That day Aditya said that he would have a meeting with his new project team. And I'm sure he'll be home late again.

I'm ready to change my clothes for the club. I drove the car to where Glenn had told me that day. The place where Aditya is.

He said it was the birthday of Lucy, the son of the owner of a production house in Indonesia. This Lucy has rented a nightclub for her birthday and invited some of her relatives. I was able to enter because of access from Glenn who had recorded my name on the guest list. Glenn couldn't accompany me because he came with his other artist friends.

I deliberately wore sunglasses to cover my face for fear that someone would recognize me in there. Even I was afraid that Aditya himself would find him there.

I sat at one of the empty round tables at the end near the bar tenders.

I glanced to the left right looking for Aditya. He's like he hasn't come yet.

A woman entered the club and was cheered on by all the invited guests. It was Lucy in such sensual clothes and her makeup was so beautiful elegant.

I was still looking for Aditya around there and opened my glasses.

“Hay, can sit here” said a man who came out of nowhere.

I didn't answer him, but he sat in front of me.

“I'm not used to coming to a place like this”

“You came alone or with another artist?”

I just understand now. She must have thought I was the artist Lucy had invited to this private show.

“Hey” greet her by folding both her hands on the table and looking at me seriously.

“Club is already dark, why still use sunglasses”

I flinched with his words. My goal in wearing these sunglasses is not really to be stylish, to cover myself from people who will recognize me. But he's really not funny I wear sunglasses in a dark room like this.

I opened my glasses slowly and put them on the table. The man glued to look at me and then thrust his hand.

“I Andre”

I looked at her confused. She raised her one halis waiting for me to welcome her hand.

“Dhebi” while shaking hands with her.

“I'm not an artist, so surely you don't know me”.

“But I'm Lucy's best friend. Are you a movie star or singer?” Her question makes me clumsy.

“Not his second” ketus me.

“Oh sorry” she looks sorry with her own question.

“I rarely watch tv so I don't know”

I glanced at her. As if you want to answer ‘so with me’

“It doesn't matter if I sit here? I didn't have any friends, I came here too because I appreciate Lucy”'s invitation

I nodded my head tightly and without looking at her.

“You order a drink?” Ask her.

“Bole” answered me who still ketus.

Then he stopped the servant who happened to pass by.

“Mas I want a hot brown paste yes. You drink alcohol?” Her question pointed at me.

“Ngga. I ordered hot chocolate too”

She smiled at my remark and asked 2 hot chocolates for her order.

“You don't drink alcohol?” Ask Andre.

I shake my head. Like Andre realized that I didn't want to talk to him much. Then he decided to shut up and Andre pulled something out of his bag.

“Hp me where sih” said his self babbling.

Then he put a book on the table and went back to looking for his phone in the bag.

“This is him” then Andre returned the book.

I glanced at the title of the book when there was a hint of light that could make me briefly read his book judlu. Mangata.

“That book!” My words made him surprised and confused.

“Why?” Her question was shocked.

“Euh that book I can see”

He gave the book that was almost put in his bag again.

The book is titled Mangata. I started to open the book but it was hard to see the writing because it was too dark inside. Then a white light shone on the book. Andre turns on his cell phone flash and directs his light to the book. I smiled at him to say thank you.

So beautiful is the series of words written in the book. All the stories about the beauty of the sea and the natural atmosphere that I have always admired were written in the book.

“Why ? You like her book?” Ask her.

I glanced at him for a moment, then closed the book.

“That word means shadow.”

“The moonlight on the water that was drenched like the streets” cut me while thrusting his book back.

“I have not finished reading this book, later if it is finished I can borrow you”

“Ga try, I already have one at home”

“Mangata too?”

“Swastamita”

“Great views at sunset” I was surprised to hear Andre also found out about my book entitled Swastamina.

“Wow is a coincidence. You are a lover of natural beauty deh”

I started to like this conversation from a stranger. I feel like I'm getting a frequency friend at the right time like this.

“I really like traveling let alone the atmosphere of beach”

“Waw same dong , I also prefer the atmosphere of the beach on the mountain banding, yes although occasionally I often hiking but I am more comfortable with the atmosphere of the beach especially at night”

I smiled hearing her.

“Why like the beach atmosphere at night?” I'm trying to figure out why, if it'll be the same as my mind.

“More peaceful, the sound of the waves is louder, the night wind is more tasty”

I chuckled back to hearing him. And from there I felt like I had a friend who was like me. I did not expect it turns out there are also people who judge the atmosphere of the beach at night looks more beautiful.