Obsessive Love Disorder
A sacrifice that cannot be made

“Sit Lus” pinta Andre after he stood up and invited Lucy to sit in his chair.

Lucy seemed so scared to talk to me. The way he sat was very hesitant and panicked. I turned my face away from her and showed her how much I still held a resentful feeling towards her.

“Dheb. I'm sorry for the mistakes I made with you and Aditya” Lucy said looking at me sincerely, and she held both my hands.

“I was too obsessed that time to get Aditya's heart. I know what I did was totally Dheb's fault. I realize I've almost ruined your relationship, I've missed it. Please forgive me Dheb” Lucy said with her heartfelt and pitiful gaze.

“Why are you suddenly apologizing like this now?” Ask me cynically. Makes Lucy look embarrassed and lets go of her grip on my hand.

“Today I have no friends Dheb. I was just a haughty woman who approached people just because of the wealth I had and they took advantage of my loneliness by claiming to be a friend only when I could give them money and fun only,after that they left and did not care about the problems that befell me. I didn't have someone sincere to make friends with all this time. Like friends who can be invited to play out, share stories or be a backup when we have problems. It used to be that only Aditya could accompany me and make me feel less alone. But after knowing that he was also just using me, I realized that no one in this world would want to be my friend”

Say it by continuing to bow.

“I know, I've been too obsessed to get Aditya's heart until I did something out of bounds. But I remember what Aditya said at that time, that love can not be forced, we can not change someone's feelings to grow or be eliminated. It all happened on its own. And Aditya was right, if I did not have the sincerity like what you have Dheb” Lucy said looking at me with her eyes that began to get wet because of the tears that were still held there.

“Because if I have sincerity, I will let him be happy with others and not do anything stupid to destroy you. I'm really sorry Dheb. I continue to feel guilt towards you, I feel the most evil woman on earth. All I did was because I was lonely Dheb, I knew it sounded weird” Lucy said, bowing her head.

I touched Lucy's arm gently.

“Lus. I know what you've done is hard to forgive. But if you've already said about sacrifice, then,I certainly can not let that and even I thank you for letting your loved ones be happy with me” I said gently and also sad to see it.

“You forgive me?” Lucy asked with such a happy expression.

“As long as you are truly sincere in apologizing, I will also sincerely forgive you” I said sweetly.

“I'm really sorry Dheb. I'm sorry for what I did Dheb. I mean”, Lucy said so quickly.

I nodded my head and smiled at him.

“Thank Dheb,Thank you So Much” said so moved looking at me.

“It’s Ok. Now you can think of me as a friend” said me by making her more happy.

He looked at me in disbelief.

“Really?” Her question fixedly continued to stare at me confused.

“Yes. Of course” answered me sweetly.

Lucy then smiled happily with tears on her cheeks.

“You really are a good woman Dhebi. It's not wrong if Aditya and Andre are so crazy about you” Lucy said making me frown at Andre.

“Oh No Me!” Deny Andre by showing his palms to me as if he was not following along.

“Just Aditya” further her again justifies Lucy's remark.

“You sure?” Lucy asked Andre.

“Maybe just a little, no longer crazy” replied Andre made me and Lucy laugh at his answer.

“OK. Now you are officially friends and the first task of a friend is to help other friends to find information” said Andre back to the core of the conversation.

“Yes so” answered me while laughing.

“I've known Danu for a long time. I forgot where I knew him at the time. And yesterday I had a chance to find out about his team management so that I could try a little to disrupt his career in music if he tried anything else with you. But it turns out..” said Lucy hung up her sentence.

“Why?” Ask me a curious.

“He is the son of a famous musician in Indonesia Dheb. And his father has also gone international by bringing his orchestra berkelilinh World. Danu is the son of Warseno Hutaradja”, Lucy said, making me frown as if I didn't believe what she said.

“Who's million?” Ask me confusedly.

Lucy lifted her two halis and she looked at me in surprise.

“Warseno Hutaradja Dheb's. Famous orchestra musicians. You know right?” Lucy asked with a strange name in my ear.

Then Andre looks smiling laughing at my facial expression that is starting to clumsy.

“Lus. Already” Andre said by scratching his forehead.

“The world to artisan or about celebrities, that is one of Dhebi's weaknesses. He never knew with any famous artist even once”

“What?” Lucy asked in disbelief.

“Not because he doesn't have a tv, nor does he watch infotainment. But Dhebi was most disliked by the world to the artisan that she values too many dramas and settings” continued Andre guessing the content of Lucy's mind.

“Thank you Andre” said I was so grateful to represent me to explain a little about my life.

“Sama-sama Dhebi”

“Waw. You don't follow the artist's life at all?” Lucy looked at me in wonder.

“For what?” Ask me to frown.

“Yes is not for anything. But what about Aditya? Not Aditya is also an artist, right?” Lucy's question made me smile considering the first time I met Aditya.

“The story is long Lus. I'm sure you'll get tired of hearing his” replied me with a smile.

“It’s Ok. I have a lot of time” said Lucy so seemed interested in my story.

“You really want to hear it?”

“Yeah. Sure”

I looked at Andre in confusion.

“It’s Ok. I can hear it again” said Andre as if he knew the contents of my mind.

“OK. So I used to know Aditya on a tour in Sumba for a big movie project that was shot there a few years ago.” I told him enthusiastically back to remembering the times with Aditya.

So painful but so happy if I remember all those memories back. I also never knew, if my decision at that time, to join the tour in Sumba with the artists made me will be Aditya's girlfriend a famous artist at that time. And I did not think, if my relationship will be a lot through big problems from the beginning until finally we got married even until now.

Both of us struggle can be hard to exist at this point. However, when will Aditya and I be happy again as before? And I hope there will be no more problems that will befall me and Aditya in the future.