Obsessive Love Disorder

Obsessive Love Disorder
Discussing a child with Aditya


Me and Aditya so eagerly went to the airport to go to Sumba. Finally we can return to Sumba after a few years, the journey is only a distance of 1 hour using a plane. Aditya often visited his favorite cliff there, because from his parents' house he did not need to travel so long to go to Sumba. I only realized it when I found out that Aditya was Balinese.


Papa Aditya presented us with such a large and luxurious hotel accommodation in Sumba. The name of the hotel is Nihi Sumba. This hotel is predicted as the best hotel in the world by Travel magazine + Leisure in 2017. Because of the location of this hotel which is on the coast of East Nusa Tenggara this makes anyone who stays there will feel like on a private island,because of its location that looks like the tip of the island makes us so spoiled by the silence of nature and its beautiful sea views. Right left and front you can see the beautiful beach, and also all the facilities that are so private can only be enjoyed by visitors to the hotel.


Our room was also very luxurious. There is no TV but it is not a problem for us who stay here. Because there was nothing to get to this hotel. But we can be as content to watch all the natural beauty and aesthetic panorama around this hotel.


Aditya and I kept our things in the room and changed our clothes immediately. We will both enjoy mangata tonight by walking on the beach is so quiet from other visitors.


A strong wind swept across our faces, making our hair float about and our bodies began to feel cold.


“Finally Sumba” said me while continuing to walk on the beach feeling the sea water hit my bare feet.


Aditya sounded a little laugh.


“Why?” I asked her to look at her in wonder.


“Papa's right, we're weird. Even though he has given us a vacation to Japan, but we chose Sumba. The truth is we can just go here” said Aditya felt that it was funny.


“Why do you want?” Ask me by lifting my things. Then he stopped his steps and looked at me seriously.


“Because I know, you must miss this place again. The place you said is the most beautiful place of your life, and you think Sumba is the Heaven of the World, and I want to take you to a place that will make you happier” Aditya said.


I looked back at Mangata in front of me. The moonlight was so big and it looked so beautiful compared to what I saw on the other shore.


“Other people will probably take this for granted, or they will judge this atmosphere will be the same as on other beaches. But they'll never know, in Sumba they'll see the moon looking so close and looking more beautiful,moreover, his shadow that was swept over the sea water exactly like the road that seemed to ask to take us to the moon Sana” said me by admiring its beauty.


Aditya stared at Mangata in front of him.


“I guess I'm the only one who thinks the Moon is closer here than anywhere else his” said his sambio smile.


“You think like that?” Ask me in wonder.


“You think why I could every morning blind be on the cliff there if not to enjoy the seconds of the moon sinking with its aesthetic” replied Aditya considering that I happened on the cliff of Sumba when I followed him in the morning blind.


“Caused” I said while nodding my head.


Then I hugged her and leaned on her shoulder. Suddenly something popped into my mind.


“Di. You ready to be a Dad?” Ask me by continuing to lean on her shoulder.


Aditya looked surprised and he immediately looked at me confused.


I laughed at his panicked face.


“Not yet. I'm just nanya” answered me by continuing to laugh.


Aditya sighed and looked at me annoyed.


“Why? Are you afraid that I am pregnant? Are you not ready?” I asked her to look at her face.


“I just don't know how to prepare myself to be a good father yet. I had never thought about it before, even getting married I didn't expect to be at 28. You know Daniel Craig?” Tanya Aditya made me think.


“Mmhh. The James Bond?” Guess me.


“Yes. He got married at 43. Yet many beautiful and rich women approached her, but she chose not to marry at the beginning. Because he thinks marriage is just a status, and he thinks he doesn't need a wife to take care of him. She had a lot of fun changing girlfriends during that time, she was known as a high-class playboy, and finally at the age of 43 she just found the woman she loved and she felt really wanted to marry the woman. And I now think, that age is not their benchmark for getting married and forcing themselves to marry the woman he loves. But they have to find first the woman who will really make their instincts moved and their heart says ‘I want her to be my wife’ then they will assume the woman is the right person to be di marahi”


Aditya.


“And your instincts say I am the right person?” Ask her with haru staring at her.


“You're not just the right person Dhebi. But you are the only person in the world that I have to marry” then Aditya smiles and hugs me.


“So,about baby how ?” Ask me back to our topic before.


Aditya seemed to be breathing deeply and looked confused.


“If I ask for your pregnancy to be delayed how?” Ask her carefully.


I smiled sweetly at him.


“I don't mind in. Who objected to be sure our parents” said I mocked our parents who asked when they came home honeymoon later they want to be rewarded with this happy news.


“We don't need to say if we delay having children. Just say I'm too weak” Aditya said making me round my eyes and grinning at his speech.


“If they knew how strong you” answered me by discussing our relationship when making out.


Then Aditya kissed my lips gently and looked at me so deeply.


“I Love You Dhebi” whispered so closely speaking in front of my face.


“I Love You too Aditya” then I hugged her so warm and so tight.