Obsessive Love Disorder
Just to make him satisfied and leave

I've been standing next to the pool on the rooftop of this apartment. I stood looking at the starless dark sky and saw the beautiful city lights, my eyes blankly looking ahead.

The atmosphere of this swimming pool is so quiet because who wants to swim in the middle of the night like this other than me who is always random have the desire to swim when midnight. I saw a long chair near the pond, and suddenly I remembered the incident here when I met Danu. He turned his head towards me with a smile, laughing at my happy expression when he saw the plane passing over us that night. And I guess that was the first time I met her, I was wrong. Danu has known me for so long since she was in Bali a few years ago, and she has admired me ever since.

“At last you came” said someone far beside me wearing a dark blue shirt and black pants.

Her hair looks new. She cut her hair with her neat crest. He looks so handsome from before. Her jaws are white face box her eyes are narrow and her thin lips make her like an overseas artist named Kevin Zegers who is so handsome and dashing. Even Kevin Zegers had long hair like Danu yesterday and I just realized that they were very similar.

Danu smiled sweetly at me with two hands that she put in her pants pocket, she stood in her place and looked at me so amazed by continuing to smile thinly. But I looked at him so coldly. I walked up to her gracefully, and my eyes kept staring at Danu.

“You happy?” Ask me cynically.

Danu still smiles in amazement at me.

“This is what you want?” Say it again.

“You are so beautiful Dhebi” said Danu still looking at me so sweetly.

I blinked my eyes not at all flattered by her praise.

“You believe in the term Love at first sight?” Ask her.

I'm silent not answering his bullshit.

“I believe it Dhebi. Because I feel it. When there was a stranger suddenly greeted me and bravely mocked my life. I was fascinated by her innocence, and I admired her bravery. And when I saw her again at the counseling, I was more and more amazed at her beauty and excess. You make me love you more Dhebi”

It makes me sicker to hear it.

Danu raised her hand slowly and she almost held my cheek again.

“Don't dare touch me again!” I sternly stared at her cynically.

Danu folded her fingers and lowered her hand again. He breathed so deeply.

“I never know why you hate me so much Dhebi. I also never wanted this feeling, you who made my feelings grow” said his so familiar in my ears.

These are the words Aditya used to say, which he once revealed to me.

“The more you ignore me, the more I'm interested in you. Your beauty..” said by looking at me so deeply.

“Your kindness, your innocence, even your genius makes everyone who knows it will instantly love you. You must also realize it” he said by probing my face.

So far the people who approached me were people like Danu.

“Listen Danu” said me by gathering all my courage to look at him firmly.

“Whatever you are feeling right now. It's just pseudo, the feeling you have only temporarily not with sincerity. You only love me from the outside, even without knowing me. You're just too obsessed with having me. If it is true that you love me, you will never make me feel afraid, feel threatened and even feel compelled to do this. All I do now, just to make you satisfied, and so you no longer feel curious” said I so bitterly.

Danu smiled cynically hearing my words.

“If my feelings are only temporary, there's no way I've kept it this long”

“That's because your feelings are never reciprocated!” Answer me so firmly.

Make Danu quiet.

“If only you had said this, and I easily accepted your feelings. I'm not sure the relationship we're in will last long, considering so selfish of you, and so harsh of you. I certainly can not stand all your attitude like this” said me by mentioning all his bad qualities so far to me.

“How about Aditya?” Tanya Danu mentioned the name Aditya.

I was silent and could not answer.

“I know how Aditya's attitude towards you Dheb. He used to be rude to you, right? Even he is so possessive that it makes you afraid” said Danu made me confused how he could know.

“Why can you accept him ? If he only has the same nature and disposition as ku”

“She can't control her emotions. He is temperamental. But he would not be provoked by emotions if I had obeyed him and believed him, even until now I regret ever having left him. He was like that because he loved me too much, and he was afraid of losing me. But he never knew how to reveal her and it all made him turn into such a possessive. While you? You're just obsessed. You never really loved me. Not only have we been in a relationship you've been acting this way, making me scared and disturbed. How about the end if we were together ?”

“I can change Dhebi. If Aditya alone can make you believe, I can certainly do his” Danu said so convincingly.

“Danu..” call me so tired of hearing her.

“Please. Don't make everything difficult. To this day, I have never had any feelings for you. I will marry, and I will never betray Aditya, nor leave her”

“Then how do I feel Dhebi?” Danu asked insisting on holding her accountable.

“I don't know. And it's none of my business” I said with a cold stare.

Then I was about to leave her. Danu pulled my hand tightly until I hit her body. He held my hand so firmly.

“This is certainly your business. Because it was you who had already cultivated feelings in Dhebi's heart,even now with you deciding to come here and fulfill all my wishes makes me so sure you have also started to have feelings for me” Danu said so seriously looking at me.

I frowned at her hearing what was so unreasonable.

“I told you. Everything I do now is just to make you satisfied. And this is all for Aditya. I don't want him to get in trouble again just because you” said me so sharply.

“I also keep this a secret, because I feel sorry for you Danu. Because if Aditya finds out you've always bothered me like this, he'll definitely beat you”

Danu smiled cynically hearing my words about Aditya. He seemed unafraid of my threats.

“I've never been afraid of it” she said with a smile.

“Then let him go. Your business with ku” said someone standing near the entrance and wearing a black jacket and long jogger pants.

Adityas.

I was surprised to see him standing there staring at the two of us. I don't know when he's been standing there. But now I see Aditya was so upset with his gaze that was so sharp to see Danu.