Obsessive Love Disorder
Dusk Specially

Actually something bothers me more.

A viral article that I read a few months ago, telling a story that was so familiar to me, it bothered me for a while. But after the continued exit of the article, I was able to breathe a sigh of relief in the end. The title of the article is Dusk Special.

In the last week I was in charge there was a release of a small event made by the management team to congratulate the film players,and at the same time there will be a doTO’a event together so that their film can explode and succeed a lot in the audience.

The hall in magic became a festive dinner party. Attending her were friends and relatives of the artists, we the crew on duty also participated in enlivening the event by wearing party clothes so that the artists do not get tired of seeing us who only always wear ordinary t-shirts.

“Dheb is very beautiful, crazy, I don't think I” said Dery mocked me.

“Dialan lo”

We stand among the invited guests who have been present there in elegant and neat party clothes.

“Eh said Samuel ngundang singer yes here?”

I nodded confirming his question.

“He wants to bring you a song created by Samuel”

“He's also a songwriter?” Ask me a curious.

“Iya if the author can be anything Dheb, can write stories, write poems, write songs . Yes basically Andre pinter aja sih”

“Hahaha yes ga kaya lo begoo mulu his work”

“Thank you Dhebi” said with a smile annoyed.

It was seen Andre entering the hall along with his friends. He didn't look at me at all, maybe he was still upset by our conversation yesterday. Yeah, it's good, so Andre doesn't bother me anymore.

“Dhebiiii how do I look”

Seru Mona approached me with a centil and twisted her body showing the party dress she was wearing.

“Wooowww Monaa lo kok.

My words made him almost float away but I dropped his confidence.

“Iiihh sebel deh” pissed her off.

“Hahaha yes lo kok amazing really Mon, nyuri where nih tupe”

Mona was seen mendelikan her eyes hear me who continue to judge her.

“Udah diem deh lo, make me bad mood aj” me and Dery laugh at his annoyance.

“Eh it's Zahra” said Mona pointed to a beautiful woman with a stunning appearance.

He was the singer that people were talking about from last afternoon. She is a special guest tonight, as she will be promoting her new song created by Andre as she dives in water.

The woman went up on stage when the MC called her. He gave a little welcome and began singing along to the music of his innate band.

I don't understand

With my feelings

For you heart lover

Which I will never see again

I don't think

I'll miss you

Although our findings

Impressed only selu

You're my special lady

Come back to me

Meet me once more

Make my heart happy again

You're my special lady

Trust me

To accompany you

In your sorrow

You are special twilight

The song's lyrics are no stranger to me. I remember something so clearly. Well, it's not wrong, all the words in the song are the same as the words I saw in an article a few months ago.

I folded my hands in the iron of the garden balcony and stared at the city lights above. I reflected on all the events that had happened. I closed my eyes and tried to enjoy the night in peace.

“Hay Dheb why here?”

Andre asked at the doorway behind me.

I tried to hide my chaotic feelings in front of her. I should look fine.

“Hay Ndre I'm looking for air seger here”

He stepped closer to me.

“Why Dheb? You feel familiar with the lyrics of the song that Zahra brought earlier?”

I stared at him with reflexes. He could see my surprised face. Why did Andre ask that?

“Ya is indeed no stranger”

Answer me stammered looking for an excuse to try to calm down.

“Maybe his song is often on the puter on YouTube or on the radio so it sounds familiar”

Andre looked at me coldly.

“Yes already, I entered first yes Ndre scared in cariin kids”

I gave her a smile before I finally walked away.

“That song I just played here Dheb”

My steps stopped. I can no longer avoid.

“Even I have never promoted anywhere”

Andre came up to me again and was silent right in front of me. He looked at me again sharply and seriously.

“Why can you know my article website Dheb?”

Her question recalled the incident yesterday about one of the management artists who asked Andre's website for the benefit of the project. I sparingly told Andre's website to them because all this time I've been reading Andre's articles on the internet with the website.

“You know, that website ? It was a special site I created just to make Dheb articles not for books I wrote for general”

Checkmate. I don't know about that.

Andre kept looking at me emotionally.

“Dhebi replied. You read my article ?”

I still can't stand to admit it.

“Dhebi, all this time you read my article?!” Her question asked for my confession.

I looked at her so deeply and so sad. He was waiting for me to speak.

“Iya Ndre I read all your articles”

My answer was finally admitting.

A few months ago I always read Andre's articles that were so viral on the website. The article tells the story of our meeting on that club night. Andre did really find our meeting so memorable that he wrote it in an article and called me Twilight. I never thought that she would consider me to be her special lady. He even had time to make a poem called ‘Senja Speciali’ which was brought by Zahra into a song. I know all that, and that's why I stay away from him, so he doesn't get late with his feelings.

“I read all your articles ndre, I read all of them. I know if you've been looking for me for almost this year, I also know if you make a beautiful poem that has now been made into a song that Zahra sang earlier for me” said me with glassy eyes.

There is little regret that I have read all of his articles entitled Dusk.

“You read it all?” Andre asked happily in the look on his face.

“Yes I read” answered me with still continue to grieve.

“Even I read your article until the end. The story of the Rainbow that came after his departure Dusk” was crowded once I read the end of that story.

I assume Andre has found a replacement for his Twilight. Yeah, I think he's starting to forget about me.

“So why do you hold me again Ndre?”

I said so disappointedly, I held back my tears. I was sad because I honestly felt the same way about Andre all this time, but I had to hide my feelings for him because I felt it was too late to admit everything,and also my risk would be great if we ended up in a relationship further and Andre published our relationship in the media. I don't know how Aditya responded when he found out about my closeness and Andre's. I honestly still think about Aditya.

Andre pulled me into his arms.

“I've never met my Rainbow Dheb it's just engineering, I'm still faithfully waiting for my Dusk”

His whisper in my ear made me fixated and also confused by his confession.

Andre hugged me happily.

I started liking him when I read the article, I feel like I have someone who understands me, I'm happy that he's looking for me,I feel happy because all this time he still put feelings on the woman he met only once that night, I feel happy.