Obsessive Love Disorder
Suddenly the fear disappeared

We decided to rest at one of the resorts near the village, because this Resort will be one of the core points in the film, he said,This magnificent resort will be one of the main places for the needs of the film to be made, so we will feel this resort for one night.

Me and my three friends got a room so spacious in one room, and there were already 2 beds in that room. So luxurious and comfortable.

This resort is certainly different from our hotel room which is above the sea water, but the scenery we see is the same as the view of the ocean, because this Resort is on the sea coast. And the difference is the Resort is complete with facilities in one building. Like a private outdoor lounge overlooking the beach, a private dining area just outside the room, a swimming pool next to the beach is on the lower floor, there is also a gym on the top floor.

I enjoyed my first night at the Resort, greeting the night breeze outside my room. Leaning on the guardrail and closing my eyes let the sea breeze sweep over my face.

“Adit”

I heard a woman next to my room.

That's Catelin, she came up to Aditya who just came out of her room right next to mine.

Catelin wrapped her arms around Aditya's neck as soon as they messed up.

“Tomorrow to club right ?” Ask her with a tease Aditya. He was so aggressive, it made me uncomfortable again.

I pretended not to notice them by turning my face away.

“Jadi” Aditya replied briefly.

“Continue this malem?” Ask her again.

This malem? What are they gonna do tonight? Where are they going? They really make me angry and upset. No longer do I want to listen to their conversation that makes me stifle, I prefer to leave them both. I went down to the Resort and started walking on the beach which always kept me calm.

All my friends were going out, they were shopping to the traditional market to buy by to take home. Because our chance here is a few days away and they don't want to go home without being taken by. Of course I do not want to come, and just want to stay here enjoying this luxurious resort, because there is no one I will give souvenirs including my family. I'm not used to doing that.

I heard the sound of someone walking behind me, the step getting closer and walking beside me.

“Ngapain here?” I asked tightly as soon as I saw Aditya's figure beside me.

“I need a way” answered her coldly.

“Ga can walk the road elsewhere ?” My ketus looks annoyed but not in the rubric.

“I gamau yes until there are others who see you here, keep them thinking that does not” my connection.

“You mean Glenn ?” Ask her.

“Bukan” I said by staring at her annoyed.

“Catelin” something was strange when I mentioned Mama Catelin.

He smiled looking happy, shaking his head.

“You're jealous of Catelin?” I immediately frowned at me hearing his nonsense.

“What ? Of jealousy? For what?” I asked while turning my face away, because it seemed like my face was the opposite of my speech.

“Because she is beautiful, sexy, white, famous..”.

“I've never been jealous of someone else's physicality, or anyone's status. I love myself as I am, I never want to look like other people, just so myself I am happy” said I tried to convince him that everything I said was true.

He laughed again, what was he laughing at, my words? my behavior ? or even my bullshit? Because actually I feel weak compared to Catelin, even though before that I never cared about anyone around me.

Suddenly someone approached me, he was wearing a life jacket and with a sheet of paper in his hand.

“So you want to try Parasailing Adventure?” Ask her while handing out the paper she holds.

(Parasailing Adventure is a large parachute that attracts people in more numbers than one that will be pulled by the Speed Boat and will feel we are flying over the beach.)

I opened my mouth happy, because before I had found this in Bali but did not have time to try it because my friend did not want to try this extreme vehicle.

“So I want dong” as I'm so happy.

“Let's come with me” I held back the steps mas who rented this Parasailing as he invited Aditya to follow him.

“Kak,euh I myself” said I because I do not want to invite Aditya to fly with me, I want to enjoy it myself, some I noticed it seems Aditya is not interested in this vehicle.

“Sorry, this Parasiling must be at least two to be able to fly”

My face turned grim, I sighed.

“I'm not interested” said coldly while leaving us.

I held his hand. I put my sweet face on him and approached Aditya.

“Mas Adiii, you don't want to try this vehicle anyway? It's exciting loh mas” I'm trying to tease her gently.

He removed his glasses in annoyance.

“I told you never to call me mas” he said making an affirmation.

“Okeee but want ya ride this vehicle me menenin ya? Please” said I pleaded with making an anxious face.

He did not reply, his face so clearly was thinking of weighing something, and finally left in annoyance following the tenant man Parasiling to the rental place. I cheered softly, and followed Aditya behind her cheerfully.

As soon as the boats pulled the parachute I was preparing to fly, and quickly we were both thrown into the sky by parachute, I shouted so loudly as we felt ourselves already flying above the clouds.

“Gilaa really cool” seruku while shouting.

I felt myself flying, all the beautiful scenery was so clear up here, the wind was blowing strong, making my legs be blown away by the strong wind. We continued to hold onto the rope in the safety beside us. Speed boats that continue to speed bring us to the middle of the sea.

And when I saw Aditya, he didn't open his eyes at all, and kept trying to calm down. I remember something, I was afraid she was attacked by an anxiety disorder at a time like this, I held her hand gently.

“Di, no matter what, you open your eyes slowly” said I slightly shouted, because the wind made my voice blur.

He slowly set his breath, he clasped my hand tightly, making me surprised yet I let him. If holding on like this makes her feel safe I'll let her.

Little by little he opened his eyes, then his eyes opened wide with a wide smile on his lips. She saw me happy, she finally got past her anxiety. He kept smiling happily at the beautiful scenery around him. I began to be confused by my feelings, why I felt at ease seeing him okay, and why I was happy to see him happy like this.

Speed boats continued to pull round in the middle of the sea for a few minutes, then slowly we went down, we followed the direction of the tenant to release the rope when we reached the beach. We let the Parasiling float above the sea, and we waited for the Speed Boat to pick us up in the middle of the sea by continuing to float on the surface of the sea.

“Cool crazy bangett” exciting Aditya while swimming.

The expression of happiness continues to radiate on his face makes me hypnotized to smile.

“This first time also for you ?” Much

“Iyaa, I'm afraid of height”

His words left me silent in confusion with his words.

He's afraid of heights ?

And not long speed boats we came and we were immediately pulled to go back to the beach.

Aditya sees his other rides that attract his attention. Doughnut rolling. We throw each other glances and try to put our minds together, Aditya pulls my hand towards the ride. And yes, we felt it was a long day for us to have fun. I feel very happy, and very lucky to be able to try all the rides that are there with Aditya.

The last ride was the flyboard I let Aditya enjoy the game itself while I waited for him by the beach. The flyboard is a water rocket connected to a jet-shaped device that provides water thrust under its feet like iron man. He looks so adept for a first time try it, he uses the flyboard so smoothly. I kept smiling looking at her who was so happy.

He finished, he walked up to me in clothes and all the bedding was so wet.

“Udah satisfied?” I asked as Aditya approached me.

“Udah cape” said while laughing.

We walked back to the resort. I still remember something that bothered my mind.

“You said he was afraid of heights, I want to ride Parasailing?” My toot.

“I was playing, but I'm kasian kamu”

“Oooww kasian” my ledek.

He just smiled.

“Kok can be afraid of heights?” I asked again, Additya looked at me holding back his answer.

“I have a lot of anxiety disorders appear if I am at the height”

He kept me quiet again, guilt now surfaced in me. My steps stopped when he said that.

“Why didn't you say ? We will not need to ride the parasiling” he helped stop his steps and looked at me so deeply.

“Entahlah. I also do not know why I can not refuse your wishes, I also do not know why my anxiety does not appear when with you”

She stuck me up, kept me glued, and didn't know what to say to answer her. Aditya stepped foot so close in front of me.

“Dheb, you can make me calm, you managed to treat my anxiety, and even you can make me forget with all my fears”

He's getting me confused. I didn't know what to say, I turned my face away and was about to avoid this conversation that always made me upset, but he pulled my hand,and putting her hand on my body ensnared me so I wouldn't leave her still talking. Our faces almost collide if I don't hold them back.

“Why can you make me comfortable?” her question, so close she spoke.

My hand was trying to put some distance between me and her, but she kept her arms together.

“Why can a stranger like you enter into my life and disturb my mind” said he who still kept me quiet.

“ lest you ever help me when I have an anxiety disorder, lest you ever find out if I lied about my food allergies, if only you were like the others who have never been sensitive to me, all this would not be possible”

I was still silent and pensive with each of his profound remarks.

“It's all wrong you” he said.

Then he kissed my lips again gently, he did not care at all about the people around us. I just quietly accepted her kiss. I enjoy it again. So great was the kiss Aditya gave me, her lips were so sweet, and so soft and she kept moving her lips.

I don't know what's got into me. I feel so comfortable when near her, and I feel if my heart always feels different when looking at her.

Has this feeling grown for her?