Obsessive Love Disorder

Obsessive Love Disorder
Where will we stay after marriage?


I went back to my apartment with a messed up feeling. Again Danu managed to disturb my mind.


“Dhebi” greeted Aditya when he saw me enter the Apartment with a face that was so tangled.


“Oh hey” said to me when I saw her standing in the middle room.


“Where to?” Ask him with a cold face.


He must have been upset to wake up and found I was no longer by his side.


“I finished jogging” replied me stiffly.


He glanced at my dirty-looking feet.


“Why are your legs?”


I took a glance at my own feet, and it turned out to be true so clearly my feet were full of dirt.


“Fall. I kicked batu” I said with a brick.


“Sini” pinta Aditya with so creepy.


I approached Aditya with fear of being angered by Him.


I was already standing before her by staring at her sayu, then she carried me quickly and my hands reflexively coiled around Aditya's neck.


“I have asked for it often. Never leave without my permission” Aditya said with a sharp look at me.


I nodded my head with a feeling of guilt. Not only did I feel guilty for not asking permission to go jogging, but I felt guilty for still not being able to tell him about Danu.


He took me to my room, and mendu dukan me in bed.


“Wait here. I brought you first warm water” pinta Aditya by returning to the outside of the room carrying a small container filled with water.


I take off my shoes first, then Aditya comes and cleans my feet. He saw my scar that came back red.


“It still hurts right?” Ask her.


I nodded my head.


“We are getting married soon. Please don't scare me because you have a lot of injuries like this” Aditya said extensively treating my wounds.


“I just fell in Di” answered me, making Aditya look at me with annoyance.


“It just fell small. Then what about your wound that kicked the reef when diving?” Aditya's question made me fall silent.


“I don't want anything to happen again” pinta Aditya seriously.


“Iya”


“Janji”


“Janji” said me with such a heavy feeling.


I wish it was like that too. It was easy and there would be no more problems that would make him angry, and make me renege on promises.


“Mandi. We must immediately go to Bandung to meet the family mu” pinta Aditya while returning to bring his container out of the room.


Aditya looks so disappointed. And I feel so messed up right now because I've been so upset by Danu's words that it's bothering me.


We arrived in Bandung and immediately met my Mom and Papa. Papa was so happy when he saw me coming home.


“Hay dear” greet Papa.


“Hay Pa” says to me while hugging her.


Then Aditya hugged Papa.


“Sehat Pa” Aditya replied with a smile.


“Hay Ma” greet me while hugging Mama who is beside Papa.


“Hay child. You're good right?” Ask Mama as if she knows if her child is agitated.


“Good Ma” answered me with so much doubt.


“Let's eat first” take Mama to me and Aditya.


And we all went into that big house.


We eat at the dining table with typical Bandung food that is so tempting. Aditya looks to eat voraciously because from the apartment we have not found food.


After the dinner, Papa invites Aditya to speak privately in Papa's study. I'm no longer afraid that Papa will interrogate Aditya, because I'm sure Aditya will definitely cope well.


My mom and I sat in the family room. With a soft brown sofa, with a big tv and some family album photos stored in the TV cabinet.


“Why you baby?” Ask Mama who keeps seeing her child is agitated.


“Ma. If I have to stay in Bali Mama agrees?” Ask me by frowning me.


Mama looks smiling and she tidied my hair gently, remembering my childhood who always asked Mama for permission before finally going to Papa.


“Nak. You will become a wife, and you must obey all the wishes of your husband. Mama and Papa will definitely be hard to let go of you, but we both want you to be the best wife for Aditya”.


“I want this Ma, not Aditya. Aditya is now holding his Grandpa business in Bali, and he will always be in need there, I do not want to bother him Ma just because we live in Jakarta”


“You sure just because of that?” Mama asked with her gaze that continued to investigate.


My mother made me silent and did not answer.


“Nak. Whatever the reason, you have to think carefully, do not until your choice is because it was forced just because something does not matter” said Mama advised me.


“Good Ma, I'll think of this”.


In the afternoon Aditya and I left the house. We're back in Jakarta because tomorrow I still have to go to college and I can't stay at home.


“Di” call me when we are still on our way.


“Hm” said Aditya turned to me for a moment.


“How do you run your Grandpa business in Bali if we stay here?” Ask me to start a conversation about something important.


“I only control it through laptop and mobile phone. Because there are already those who handle it there, and I just have to check it wherever I want” Aditya replied.


“In your opinion, do we need to stay in Bali?” Ask her the core.


Aditya seemed silent for a moment to think about my question with the view of continuing to pay attention to the street in front of him.


“I'm comfortable living in Jakarta because all my friends, my life is already here. But if you want us to stay in Bali I can follow your wishes Aditya said to make me full.


“I actually want to stay here. But I'm thinking about your business in Bali, I'm afraid you'll need a lot there”


Aditya seemed to smile at my words.


“If I needed in Bali I just fly there and will stay villa. We will only go there if needed” his word solve the problem.


“True also” said I confirmed Aditya's speech.


“So?” Ask Aditya.


“I'm coming with what are you saying? Because my Mama said, I will be a wife and I have to follow the wishes of my husband, and not even behind his”, I said by quoting Mama's words earlier. Because Aditya always said that he would only follow my will, and he didn't force me to follow his will.


That's Aditya. Now he's not de possessive just yet.