Obsessive Love Disorder
Overthinking

Me and all my team came down from the stage, followed by a loud applause in the room. I went down and went back into the room.

“Oh god lo great Dheb” said Sienna hugged me proud.

“Our community got a great welcome from the guests” continued Caca hugging me.

“Iya yes I know I am great” said I was so confident.

“I'm very proud to be with lo Dheb,ga thought I had a pinter temen speaking gini kaya lo”

I shook my head at their babbling.

“Hay” greet a handsome man with a very neat outfit approaching us.

Jimmy.

“Hay Mas Jimmy” greeting Sisil glued to see Andrew in his presence.

“You are so great Dheb, I salute you”.

I smiled and nodded my head in thanks.

“Dheb, Brother Jimmy is the one who asked our community for counseling love here”, Zio said when he came to me.

“Oh,” said I'm still confused.

“I told you, someday I will definitely use your community for the event I”

“But not his video clip project yes that time you said” said I remember him once asked to reference his video clip place.

My friends stared at me not believing what they were hearing. Their gazes seemed to say ‘kok lo ga story sih’

“Iya it's only a small part, most of it yes ini” he said.

“Thank you jim, have helped my community become more Up”

“Sama-sama Dheb”

“I'm sorry to join another ya”

Then I dragged all my friends to leave Jimmy before they did anything silly, by making snapgrams or asking for photos or asking me things that would embarrass me.

“Dhebii, kok lo ga never told me about this anyway Dheb” said Caca began interrogating me outside the building and sat in the main loby.

“Caa please, I met him on purpose”

“Where?” Ask her.

I looked at Sienna in confusion, and Sienna understood the look on my face that was asking for help.

“Time in the Mall is the same I yes Dheb” exclaimed Sienna makes all my friends now staring at it.

“Di Mall?”

“Iyaa so the time of last week if it's not wrong ya Dheb, we're again the way in the mall we keep meeting Jimmy in.” sayings he depends on staring at me.

“At the place of eating” connect me

“iya at that time we again eat at a place to eat in Japan, he kept coming with his friends, we chat first about this, we talk about this, and Jimmy asked for my no hp at the place to eat it and discussed his video project” so brick-styled I lied to them to cover up the truth.

“Oh gitu” his plain Caca just trust.

“Wait” Sisil is like trying to think of something.

“When did you guys go to the Mall? How come you didn't take me?” Ask Sisil.

Sienna and I looked back. I handed the next lie to him, because I could not get any more ideas to find another reason for them.

“That's not in the planain,gue ask temenin Dhebi when it buy..” said Sienna think of more reasonable things again.

“Shirt for the condangan ya” he continued again while continuing to smile so strange his.caca and Sisil just nodded in trust.

I can only be silent no longer to give them another lie.

The event was over me and all my team went home after the afternoon meal there.

“Dhebi” Call someone before I exit the building.

Jimmy. He ran after me.

“Dheb, thank you for everything. Hopefully after this we can work together if there is a chance”

“I also thank you well, have believed in my community to give you extension”

I smiled sweetly at him.

“I'm sorry ya” told me to get out of there before anyone else noticed.

“Euh wait Dheb”

“Ya” I said stop step.

“Can I take you on the road sometime ?” Her question made me fall silent and think of Aditya.

Then I actually went from his presence leaving him who still seemed to want to hold me back.

Of course it won't be possible someday I can go with her. If Aditya knew he would be so angry with me. And besides Aditya, I won't go with him.

I'm still waiting for Aditya inside the apartment to have dinner together. But like his Aditya came home late because there was a sudden meeting with his Management team.

I sat on the couch watching TV. The sound of the apartment door was open, and Aditya came in with his face so tangled.

“Hay” greet me with sweet.

He looked at me so sharply. I approached her confused.

“Why in ?” Ask me while touching her face that looks so upset.

He threw my hand.

“You why the hell?”

“Why don't you say that your event last afternoon was an event made by Jimmy” he said while continuing to throw his face away from me.

“You know where?” is from

“You can't see, your face has been posted so much on Instagram he” his annoyance.

I don't know which photo Aditya is referring to, either, because I didn't realize that Jimmy uploaded my photo on his Instagram. I'm sure there's no photo of me alone with Jimmy, because I don't want to be photographed alone with him.

“Yes I also don't know if it turns out it's a dia” show

“Ga maybe you don't know”

“You think I lied”

“Yes you could have lied to me right, do not want me to know if you met Jimmy”

I'm so upset with Aditya that it always works.

“I don't know if it was Jimmy's event and I never tried to liein you” I said clearly and firmly

“Which you may not know,Jimmy will have no you”

“Yes I know why he didn't call me first. If he had contacted me, I would have told you the same in ga maybe I closed shutin”

“Alakh reason” Aditya throws the bag in his hold with annoyance.

“Why are you overthinking gini anyway in?!”

“I can't possibly overthinking if you're not the one who made it!” Shouts with emotion.

Again Aditya's true nature is again visible. I held back my tears seeing him who kept shouting at me.

“I didn't lie in” I said while continuing to hold back tears.

“You see, now your face is on display on her Instagram, and the media has been simple fhoto it to be spread in all social media!” he continued to scream with annoyance.

He threw away all the things that were nearby. The food I made was thrown to the floor. I started to cry and was afraid of Aditya who was already this kind of emotion.

Aditya grabbed both my arms

“You know, your face has started to be exposed where with Jimmy I can not continue and see that Dhebi, you think I would like to see you gossiped with him huh?!”

“Then what's up with me on?!” Shouted me in a cry.

“How are you doing with me who always sees you making out on TV with other women and you always ask me to be patient for it”

She let go of her grip, and turned around in a fit of annoyance digesting my speech. He rubbed his rough face and paced back and forth looking unsettled.

“You think my heart is made of steel that is always strong to see you with others even though you always say it is not real?!” now Aditya who was silent heard that.

“I'm also the same in, can't keep looking at you like that with other women”

Now Aditya regulated his emotions and tried to approach me calmly.

“Denger bhi, I'm like this because of a job, I've told you many times that I never had any feelings with them”

“And you think I have feelings for others too ? You think I'm that easy to feel like Jimmy? Please do not be selfish. If you want to understand me, you should also be able to understand me first”

Aditya touched my face gently. His emotions instantly disappeared, now he looked so sad and worried.

“Dheb, I'm sorry”

I threw my face away by wiping my tears.

“Dhebi, sorry that I was too scared that you couldn't keep your feelings for me, I was too scared until someone else called you from me Dheb”

I still can't speak. I'm still in shock about what happened.

“Dhebii, I love you so much that I fear losing you”

Say it while hugging me tightly. Again and again there should always be shouts and glassware to solve his problems. And again I forgive him.