Obsessive Love Disorder
The first lie

On my way home, I picked up a car parked on campus with my friends.

“Lo direct home?” Sienna asked worried about my situation.

“Iya I go straight home,gue ga feeling this” said I quibble.

“Yaudah lo ati ati ya, kabarin me if already same”

“Okay,thank you Syen”

Then we split up in the campus parking lot and I immediately drove my car. I don't want to go back to Aditya's apartment but I can't go back to my boarding house, because Aditya will definitely find me there.

I drove my car to a hotel in the middle of town. And I booked a room for me to rest there.

I went into my hotel room and threw my body in there. I held my phone and immediately sent a message to Sienna.

-Syen, I didn't go back to Aditya's apartment and I didn't go back to boarding. I want to matainin mobile phone for 2 days just to nenangin themselves and avoid from Aditya, if the friends say I have business and do not say Aditya if I say you yes Syen, if I say yes Syen, love you Sienna

I sent the message and immediately turned it off after the message was successfully sent.

I am still very disappointed in Aditya. He could have lied to me, and been seen holding other women besides Cateline. Just seeing him and Catelin in all the media has made me sultry even though I know it's just a setting, especially with this woman, this one, which is completely unknown to the public and even looks friendly with Aditya behind the scenes.

I tried to calm myself down and throw away all my thoughts about Aditya. I turn on the TV and watch it all day, I turn the TV channel into an overseas TV so I avoid Aditya's face in all media.

The first day I was able to get through in the hotel room. I woke up at noon and ordered a meal to take me to my room. I tried to ignore my phone that was lying dormant in the bag. I want to teach Aditya a lesson in what he's done, even if I want it to be over soon. I can't afford this hidden relationship with her.

At night I go to the pool to stretch my body by swimming. As usual, the atmosphere around the pool looks quiet at night. I'd rather this atmosphere not many people.

I started swimming quietly from end to end of the pool. I remember Aditya always scolding me if I swim at night and wear skimpy clothes in public places. I admit, I miss his nagging but I hate his lies.

I sat on the chair beside the pool with a towel in my arms. I was still daydreaming about Aditya, and the sound of the steps of some people entering the pool made me go straight from there.

The next morning last day at the hotel I went to Fitness to get some exercise.

I set the Treadmill machine to keep pace with my running slowly, this Treadmill machine is a manual tool for me to be able to run on the machine complete with a speed suit to keep up with my running.

Suddenly someone ran on the treadmill next to me. I glanced at him and surprised him when I saw it was Jimmy.

“Hey” greet her cheerfully.

But I returned his greeting with a face of panic and wonder.

“I think semalem I was wrong, it turns out that you” he said while smiling in disbelief.

“What are you doing here?” Ask her while keeping up with me running.

“Olah raga” ketus ku.

He chuckled at my answer.

“I mean who am I at this Hotel?”

“Self aja”

“Staycation?”

I answered with a smile only.

“Mas who is here?” Ask me to look around scared if she's with someone I know.

“Don't call me Mas can?”

I silently heard her. And turned my face to hide the look on my face that remembered Aditya.

“I'm here also by myself, again there is an event around here”

I nodded my head.

I got off the Treadmill and stopped the operation.

“You're done?”

“Udah” answered me by giving a smile and leaving.

“Dhebi wait” I stopped my steps waiting for him to come to me.

“Later noon I want lunch outside, you want to come? emmm I mean, we're the same again alone in the hotel so we can mutually nemenin and can while chatting so” rigid with misbehavior.

“I checked out this afternoon”

“Kalo so before check out we eat out”

“Sorry Jim, I can't” I politely declined and immediately left.

I imagine if there were paparazzi watching me here with Jimmy and capturing this moment and then spreading it out without them knowing what we were doing, he said,this news will definitely be Hot and will be read by Aditya. I don't want to add to the problem before Aditya's problem is solved.

I cleaned up my luggage before I checked out from the hotel. I was still reluctant to reactivate my phone and received a call from Aditya. I let my cell phone back in the bag.

“Dhebi” call a man when I just returned the key to the reception desk.

Jimmy approached me.

“Dheb, you directly checkout ?”

“I just want to ask for your phone number”

“For?”

“Ya just in case I want to find a reference tourist attractions aja Dheb”

I reconsidered his reasons. And let him keep my phone number.

“Thank you”

“OK”

I rushed out of there. Took the car in the basement and drove my car somewhere.

I can't avoid this problem, I have to deal with it. I've calmed down enough, now I have to finish everything.

I've reached the basement of Aditya Apartment. And set my foot in his room on the 19th floor.

I adjusted my breath before I finally entered his room. Aditya looks surprised to see who has entered his room. She woke up from her lying on the sofa, she was standing staring at me happy and sad.

“Bhi..” call her with a clean slit.

“Where have you been from yesterday ?” Ask her gently.

I didn't listen to him and immediately went to my room to get my clothes done.

“Bi, horrified I used to” I did not rub it and continued to take my clothes out of his closet with emotion.

“Dheb, please stop me first”

He stopped my activities, he tried to hold my hand.

“Please me!”

“Dengerin I used”

“Dengerin what else?!” Shouted me with heightened emotions.

“For so long I have been patient with you, I follow what you want, even I willingly wriggle you in the gosipin with other women, but what do I get? You even have to play with other women behind your own movie ! What other reason would you like to give me Di?”

“Iya I want to explain everyone listen to me first”

“I can't do it, it's enough. Patience I can only get here”

I said with tears that could not be contained anymore.

“Dheb” he tried to hold both of my cheeks but I parried him.

“I've been in a relationship with Lucy for a long time, but no one knows about this relationship” I can't believe Aditya has admitted it.

I got more emotional hearing her confession, I rubbed my hair violently. Felt that I was only made a mistress by him.

“But all this is because of my film needs, so that my film can be trusted to show. I was asked to be in a relationship with Lucy a long time ago, because my closeness with Lucy made it easier for me to film bi”

“You are so evil Di, how could you lie to me. I thought you were serious about this relationship, I thought I was the only one you had behind the scenes, but it turned out..” I shook my head unable to continue my sentence.

“Bi, I don't have any feelings as she”

“How can I trust in ?!”

“You trust me enough, do not see my closeness with others who are only setting for my career”

“Until when In ? till when? You think my heart is a stone, can it continue strong even though you are sick like this?”

“Dhebi please understand, I beg”

“I also want to be understood on !!” Shouted me while crying.

“For so long I continue to understand your situation, I let you be alone with Cateline wherever it is, even the faces of you two appear where as a virtual couple, already quite hellish all that in, you know,I swallowed my pain for the sake of your career. But for this one, I'm sorry I can't accept everything”

“Dheb..Dhebi..” He tried to hold me back, but I kept putting my shirt in my suitcase.

“Dhebii please!” his screams made me silent.

“I can't see you leaving, I'm not ready to lose you” she said, shouting.

He gripped both of my arms tightly.

“For so long I have not been in love like this with anyone else, I have never been this crazy with another woman Dheb, I also do not want to treat you like this. I don't want to restrain you, I'm afraid to restrict you from hanging out but I can't! I can't lose you, I'm too afraid you're comfortable with someone other than me. This is what I've been afraid of all this time Dheb”

Say it while shedding tears. Just this time I saw Aditya so sad, it looked so sincere he said it. But I can't go on like this with her, I'm human too, having the same feeling as her.

“Aditya, I just ask you to be honest and trust me. Don't ever have anything you cover up on, and don't ever be afraid of me to go if you can keep my trust. If you lie to me like this, I feel unappreciated and feel will continue to lie to you”

“I'm sorry” she keeps looking sad making me pity.

“I beg you, no more lies”

He nodded his head and immediately hugged me so tightly.

I came back to him again.