Obsessive Love Disorder
Am I really ready?

The show finished me and Aditya immediately out of the big studio along with the others. Outside the studio there were already some artists chatting and making circles with their occasional laugh.

“Hey dit” greet Glenn when seeing us both.

“Hay Dheb” greet her gently to me.

“Hay Mas” answer me.

“How are you?” Mas Andhika asked as she hugged and patted her back.

“Baik”

“Crazy. So the office guy lo ya great” ledek Andhika makes her laughable by all her friends.

“Kalo I know you are one of the richest people in Indonesia. I will definitely keep you from long ago, and will want to be a lackey lo deh in Apartments” continued Andhika increasingly make everyone laugh.

Cateline approached me and smiled to greet me.

“Hey Dhebi” greeted her slowly because she did not want to interrupt another conversation.

“Hay Mbak”

“How?” His question made me frown.

“How is it?”

“Your wedding?”

I laughed because I understood what he meant.

“Alright Ma'am. And everything went well, even though occasionally Aditya still looks possessive once, even though I always stay at home and do nothing” said I glanced at Aditya who was still talking to his friends.

“That's reasonable Dheb. I know she loves you so much, she will keep looking after you even though you are now her wife. He will make sure you are okay. Especially when you are pregnant later” said Cateline to make the look of my face change instantly.

“He will definitely be more overprotective to you. He will take better care of you and will not let you fatigue” continued so happily. Maybe that's how he feels now.

I nodded my head pseudoly and smiled stiffly.

“You're not pregnant?” Cateline's question made me pause for a moment to digest her question before answering.

Then I shook my head weakly.

“But mbak”

Cateline looked smiling.

“You guys definitely delayed her pregnancy” guess Cateline put me to shame.

“It’s Ok Dheb. At the beginning I was very eager to delay my pregnancy because there was still a lot of work that was not finished and there were still many activities that I wanted to do before having children. But it turns out my instincts as a mother have started to grow Dheb, and I decided to change my desire to quickly feel how to be Mom” Cateline said sweetly.

I was silent not answering. Because what Cateline said was very precise. I have a desire to have a child in my youth. And I'm already worried about my nausea that's been going on from yesterday. But I still did not dare to say it to Aditya, because I was not sure if I was pregnant or not.

Aditya glanced at me and Cateline then he smiled at the two of us. I returned her smile stiffly and went back to talking to Cateline.

“Eh Danu!!” Cateline's scream made me flinch and look in the direction Cateline was calling.

Danu just got out of the studio with her other friend. He stood up for a while staring at us and said goodbye to his friend there and walked towards us with a cold look on his face. I couldn't go anywhere, I kept quiet in my place and turned my face around to not look at her. I glanced at Aditya, he realized Danu was approaching us but he seemed to ignore it and spoke back to his friend.

“Hay Cat” greets Danu by attaching her left right cheek to both cheeks of Cateline.

Danu didn't look at me, she assumed I wasn't there.

“Ber-ener great you nu. I didn't expect your song to be able to boom in fast” said Cateline discussing a song that had disturbed my mind.

“Yes. I also won't know” she replied casually without turning her head at all towards me.

“Every song you create always means big nu. But this song, I'm sure you make it so from the deepest of hearts. Like her there's already teasing your heart” ledek Cateline with her face so ignorant tease Danu.

Danu looks smiling.

“Ya. That woman has long since gotten my heart”

“But?” Cateline asked pending the continuation of her outpouring of hearts.

“She's already happy with the other” further makes me jerk and makes me misbehave. I don't know if I feel like he's insinuating me.

I'm starting to feel uncomfortable. I tried to calm down and not look at her. But Cateline looked at Danu by probing her facial features, trying to find out what she meant.

“Gilbran where?” Danu asked to switch the conversation.

“Oh her there” replied Cateline pointing behind her.

Gilbran's husband Cateline was talking to her friend sitting back there.

“I went there first ya” Danu said. Then she looked at me and smiled, I returned her smile stiffly.

“Dheb. Can you take me to the toilet?” Cateline's whisper took me to the toilet.

I nodded my head.

“Awhile I said Aditya first. Afraid of her she'll find me later”

“OK”

I walked over to Aditya and touched his hand for attention, and he turned his head towards me.

“I take Cateline to the toilet briefly”

“Oke” Aditya replied with a smile.

Then I drove Cateline carefully to the toilet. He does not wear high heels as usual, but still, thetoilet is slippery and I am worried that he will fall or something will happen if he is not accompanied.

Cateline and I went into the toilet. And it just so happened that my stomach was nauseous, I went straight into one of the toilets quickly and pulled out all my stomach contents into the closet.

So nauseous my stomach and it felt like I was squeezed out all of it. I wiped my mouth with a tissue and pressed the flash to throw my vomit inside the closet cleanly.

I went out and washed my mouth in the sink. Cateline came out of the toilet and she approached me worriedly.

“You why Dheb?” Cateline asked to touch my back.

“Like her I catch a cold mbak” answered me by turning my body and leaning on the sink.

“since when are you nauseous?” Ask Cateline to investigate. I feel like Cateline knew something was going on with me.

“A few days ago” answered me weakly.

“You checked it?”

I looked at Cateline with my glare and shook my head.

“Why Dheb. You and Aditya are not ready to accept reality?” Cateline asked as if I could guess if I was pregnant.

“I'm ready Ma'am. But Aditya.” Ask me by hanging my words.

“He should know Dheb, no matter what his reaction will be. You need to know if you are pregnant or not. And if it is, you don't want him to have to accept it, because it is your baby that will strengthen your marriage” Cateline said giving advice to me.

I thought, If I shouldn't let my pain get worse. I have to check on her and I have to make sure my doubts about whether or not I'm pregnant.

But is Aditya ready if it's true that I'm pregnant?