Obsessive Love Disorder

Obsessive Love Disorder
A blue flower that is troubling


Just this time I felt badmood to go diving. All this because of Danu. He's ruined my mood before he was so excited. I asked Wayan to take me home after a few minutes of diving, and then came home upset.


Aditya was still asleep in his room when I reached the Villa, I vented my frustration in the living room. I threw my diving glasses on the chair and dabbled on the waist recalling Danu who had one boat with me.


“Why is he still like that anyway!” I was upset to mumble to myself.


Then I glanced at the blue flowers that had been decorating the living room table all day. I immediately took her out of the glass vase and took her to the trash with annoyance, and threw her away.


I started to get confused and feel uneasy about what Danu was doing,I thought about telling Aditya right away but he was still resting and asleep I didn't want to make him even more dizzy to hear Danu when he woke up. I brought my cell phone in my room and went back outside. I called someone who should know about this. Andre's.


I immediately called Andre by continuing to mundar and fro trying to calm down.


“Hallo Dheb”


“Where are you?” Ask me without regard to her greeting.


“I'm still at home, later in the afternoon just back to Malaysia. What's up?”


“Danu is here ndre, he is in Bali. It turns out that what I saw yesterday was true Danu, so I met him on dive boats, he also just wanted to dive” said I immediately tell my anxiety.


“You met Danu? Without Aditya?” Ask her in wonder.


“Aditya was sick she was insomnia last night, and just slept in the morning at 4, her head was dizzy so I asked her to sleep and I went diving alone, he said,I also did not know suddenly Danu was there” I said by sitting in a long chair next to the pool.


“He does things?”


“Ya is not. But he dared to send me a bouquet of flowers in Venue yesterday and before that I did not know it was from him”


“Aditya don't know yet if you meet Danu?”


“She still sleeps ndre”


“Yes already, I tried to find him first before going to airport”


“Oke” answered me feeling a little calm.


“As long as he doesn't bother you don't make Aditya worry ya” pinta Andre that I actually thought before.


“But I have promised not to hide anything from Aditya from now on ndre” said I remember my promise to him.


“Dheb, let me handle it. As long as he doesn't touch you or miss let it go, don't make Aditya expend his energy just to beat him up,let me first look for his” Pinta Andre made me think what he said was true.


“Alright” answer me so weakly.


“I heard you want to vacation in Sumba right?”


“Iya”


“Honey moon is calm Dheb, be happy there. I'm sure Danu won't bother you at Sumba”


“Yes you are right, I should be able to be happy can not be too much thought. Andre thank you yes, because you are still so good with me, you still want to help me a lot”


“It’s Ok. I'm glad I can still be close to you even if it has to be like this. I'm happy to see you happy with Aditya”


“Thank ndre”


“Sama-sama Dhebi”


“Bye”


“Bye”


Then I hung up on her. And immediately rushed to take a shower cleaning myself of his wet sea water. During the day I called the Restaurant section ordering lunch and asked immediately to deliver food to the Villa to eat Aditya when he woke up.


I ordered some heavy meals into the Villa and vegetables and fruits for Aditya. And around 13:00 noon Aditya woke up from his sleep and came out of the room. I was tidying up the dishes at the dinner table when Aditya came out of the room he looked so tired and messy.


“Hay” greet me with sweet.


“We eat first” pinta I show food that has been arranged neatly on the table.


“I took a bath first” then she disappeared back behind the door.


I smiled and shook my head.


Some time later Aditya has returned by wiping his wet hair with a towel and wearing orange boxer pants and plain white clothes.


“You ordered from Restaurant?” Ask her when she sees the luxury food that is already available.


“Of course. You think I should cook in this Villa that has no kitchen spices and cookware?” Ledek me by pointing to the back of the kitchen table that only looks like a modern kitchen decoration.


Aditya looks laughing.


“Have prepared all luggage to go to Sumba tonight?” Aditya asked as I poured the drink into his glass.


“Already. Are you feeling better now?” Tanya I noticed her face that looked more fresh.


“My head is still dizzy, probably due to fatigue and unable to sleep. But I've been feeling better”


“I do not want when in Sumba you even hurt and lie in bed” said me with a face began to frown.


Aditya looks smiling laughing at me.


“Not her who always hurts when in Sumba is you huh? You often complain of pain when we want to go trip” ledek Aditya remember the memories in Sumba.


I also remember the incident. Where I only pretended to be sick to avoid my awkwardness to Aditya, because he had dared to kiss my lips when on the cliff.


“Actually I was not sick at that time, I just avoided you” I said with a confession that made me still embarrassed.


“Avoid me?” Ask her in wonder.


“Yes, you made me awkward to meet you at that time, I was so confused how to deal with you” replied me clumsily.


Aditya laughed again.


“You're awkward? Because of that kiss on the cliff?” Ask her, still laughing.


“Adityaaa” call me squinting at her to commemorate her if I get upset.


“What ? I'm just asking, right?” Say it by smiling happily.


“Ya. Don't discuss it, quickly eat you must be healthy” said I switched the conversation.


Then he stopped smiling and immediately ate the vegetables in his presence.


“How was your diving this morning?” Aditya's question made me pause for a moment.


“Commonly, not pleasant” said I with a face that tried to calm down.


“Why?”


“Because you are sick, I am not calm thinking about you” I said quibbling.


He raised his halis.


“I'm sorry, tomorrow we will dive in Sumba” Aditya said trying to make me happy.


“Your headache should be lost first” my pinta.


“Iyaa” answered her coldly and she went back to eating her food.


I'm not ready to tell Aditya about Danu. It's not that I lied and didn't keep my promise to her to be open, it's just that I put off telling her all until Andre gets results and until our vacation is a success.


Andre was right, and you didn't touch me at all or harm me. It's just that I'm too sensitive every time I see her around me, she doesn't go too far to harm me, so I'll tell Aditya all of this later.