Obsessive Love Disorder

Obsessive Love Disorder
Real reason


Finish breakfast. Everyone broke up from the dining room, and I quickly walked towards my room. Aditya saw the look on my face that had turned upset, he followed me to the guest room. She must have known I'd scold her there.


As soon as he arrived at the guest room he closed his door. I immediately turned my body and stared at her cynically. He stood up straight and put his hands in his pants pocket, preparing to receive all the scolding from me.


“So you've been lying?” I said in a tone that was so upset.


“What lie ?” She asked back, with a calm expression.


“Yes if it turns out Andre is your cousin”


“He never considered me as his brother, so why would I claim him as my brother”


I was shocked to hear Aditya's words. I feel confused now.


“Iya but all this time we have a problem with Andre dit”.


Aditya looks lazy to talk about Andre.


“I even had contact with him when not the same you, then you have beaten him, we even still have conflicts with him until now, and you do not say that he is your brother”


“He was my cousin, but we never got along, he pretended he didn't know me in the outside world, and I just went his way. No one knows that, and no one else knows who my parents are, only my people know that, and I shut them up,so no one else knows that Andre was my cousin all this time”


I thought of something with our problem yesterday that was still not finished.


“Lucy tau?”


He's shrugging his shoulders.


“I was suspicious that he actually knew, but I don't know if he ever talked about my family, which he knew I was just overseas from Bali”


I thought about it. There's no way Lucy doesn't know who Aditya is. He is the son of a famous businessman, he must know the origins of Aditya before him.


“What do you think is the same as what I suspected Dheb” said Aditya suddenly as if he was psychic could read my mind.


“Lucy could have known about your parents from Andre, and he might have actually known that Andre was your brother all this time”


Aditya shook his head looking at me sharply.


“I don't care that. There's no benefit to me even if Lucy finally knows who I really am, just let it be”


But it just made me think the reason Lucy insisted on marrying Aditya was because she knew who Aditya really was.


Someone knocked on the door. Aditya stepped back towards the door by continuing to look at me.


He opened his door. There was a servant who had bowed before the door.


“Sorry to disturb Young Master. Called the big lady to immediately prepare for Nusa Dua”


Aditya clucked in annoyance.


“Say Mama, I and Dhebi there is a walk-through today” ketusnya and instantly close the door.


I looked at her confused.


“What's in Nusa Dua?” Ask me.


He shook his head and curled his lips down. As if saying that's not important.


He's approaching me.


“Where are you going today?” Her question touched both my arms.


I stared at the ceiling thinking of Aditya's offer.


“Hmmm..” I'm still looking for ideas on where we're going today.


Then suddenly the door of the room opened again, this time without anyone knocking and bowing in front of the door.


That's Mama Aditya. I was surprised to see her, and away from Aditya with shame and misdeeds. Aditya bowed his head lazily when he saw his Mama coming.


I looked at Aditya in confusion.


“We met Grandma now huh ?all know Dhebi with Grandma” Her Mama begged so sincere.


Maybe Mama thought by inviting me Aditya would want to meet her Grandma.


“Ma.”


“Iya Aditya will be there, Ma” cut me off before Aditya again rejects his Mama's wishes.


Aditya glanced at me in annoyance.


My mom smiled at me. His gaze looked so happy.


“Thanks Dhebi” said Mama nya.


He looked at Aditya for a while with a smile and then left from there.


We stared at each other after her Mama disappeared behind the door.


“Why don't you want to meet your own Grandma anyway Di?” surprised me by frowning.


“Because Grandma must have discussed about the company it”


“What company?”


“Company he will give to me”


I remembered Papa Aditya's conversation earlier at the dinner table.


“What's the reason you don't want to accept that ?”


“I just want to be free” she looks sad saying that.


“Since childhood I was Grandma's favorite grandson. He always forbade me to play outside the house. He shut me out of the outside world. Even every time I wanted to play out there was always an aide who drove me everywhere. He worries about me too much, and keeps me locked up at home. Ever since I was a kid I always thought about why I couldn't be like the other kids who can play with their friends in the park, who can run around school with lots of friends,and learn in a crowd environment. Why do I always study at home, why do I have to be home-schooled while others can school out there ? I always ask what's wrong with me”


Aditya stood looking out the window and recalled all the times he was telling.


“The first time I knew the outside world was when I entered University. That was his start Papa forced me to study abroad but I refused hard not to obey him. I ended up attending Sriwijaya University of my own choice. But still I did not feel the real freedom 'cause Grandma's aide was still following me during my college days. All the friends I just had were feeling uncomfortable because of the adjutant who always followed me. Free, is the thing I wanted the most since a long time ” I approached Aditya standing next to him,I put one hand on her body and leaned my head against her shoulder, listening to the story I finally wanted to hear.


“I started to defy Grandma when I was casting on campus and got a role. I had a big fight with Papa when I asked permission to jump into the world of entertainment. Of course Papa didn't approve of that and he threatened if I insisted on doing that he would withdraw all the facilities he gave me”


I saw her not believing what her Papa was doing. So sad it turned out that his struggle was seeking freedom


“I go straight from home and rarely come back here. Because I was lazy, every time Papa came home I would continue to lecture me with the same thing. And I refused to continue Grandma's business because I was already too angry with Papa”


“I really started my career with a new identifier, I asked people to change my self data, I started my life from 0 as an overseas person from Bali,no one knows if I'm the son of a rich man in Bali. The apartment that we live in, that's the one facility that Papa gave me, after which I fought alone in the entertainment world, and it turns out I succeeded, Papa,but still Papa and Grandma don't care about my success, they still want me to continue their business. I'm still upset to remember Papa insulting me who can't take care of myself, and can't believe I can be this successful in the world outside”


I gently rubbed Aditya's back.


“Di. Papa you love you, he says it's just upset because you're stubborn. He also definitely did not want to really punish you like that. I'm sure he's also sorry to have said it to the same you at. He just ignited emotions”


“I know” he still doesn't want to stare at me.


“But we both do have such high prestige. So every time we meet we always be awkward and stiff”


“And you must not come to punish your Grandmother for your quarrel. He's not guilty one bit. He just wants to keep you his favorite grandson safe?”


He kept silent to justify my words.


“Then let's meet Grandma You” I said excitedly.


He smiled laughing at me.


“Why are you so excited?” Then my face became clumsy hearing him ask me something that made me even confused.


“Yes aja spirit, because I want to meet your Grandma right?” answer me clumsily.