Obsessive Love Disorder
Destiny ?

After I finished taking them to the Grand Canyon, I took them to the big waterfall there, tnapa in the many trees around there. This waterfall is even so open with many large rocks around the river flow, making us able to relax on the rock and sunbathe there.

After Caca finished explaining everything, the actors and the people there indulged themselves by playing in the water under the waterfall and also swimming around him. I took this opportunity to dry myself on a large rock among the other rocks on the river, wearing sunglasses protects the eyes from the scorching sun sitting by supporting myself with my hands and allowing the scorching sun to seep in my body.

I do wear minimal clothes but not as seasonal as the female artists who are with me, they wear the G-string that looks the back of it. And wear Braa which also only closes the protruding part. While I wear a tanktop that just show all my arms and wear short jeans that may only be a little. For me, I feel too sexy.

While the others were enjoying the waterfall, I enjoyed the hot sun.

Uhuukkk.

I heard someone coughing far away. I opened my sunglasses to my head, and sharpened my hearing.

“Hhhaaaahhh” the sound of a person's heavy breathing in his cough follow is so severe. I came down from the boulders and looked for the source of the sound.

Far down there by the shady trees I saw someone's back behind me continuing to cough and look in pain.

“Aditya” rattled me and went straight to him.

“Mas Aditya, you why ?”

She was surprised to see me, I saw her face flushed red and like a shortness of breath coughing. He shook his hand weakly asking me to leave.

“Mas you should be on abatin”

He kept away from me and said nothing, because it might be too hard to talk because he kept coughing and trying to catch his breath. I can guess what's going on in her life. I immediately led him to sit on the ground and leaned him against the trees.

“Mas sit first , mas inhale deep” he finally wants to obey me.

“Out slowly, breathe again keep outin slowly”

He still looked in pain and trembling.

“Mas listen to me yes, I try to focus on my voice and try to follow what I said yaa”

He did not reply just continued to regulate his breathing while coughing.

“Mas Aditya, try me to ask mas make sayin 3 to the body in the body of Adit” tanaya me so clearly and gently so that he understands.

He looked at me and then he tried to say something calmly

“Hands, eyes, ears”

Her voice was so heavy, I nodded my head.

“Then mas dengerin 3 voices that there are around mas now, mas first close his eyes and then cry out aja 3 macem sounds that mas heard”

Slowly he closed his eyes and seemed so concentrated with the body that kept going to hold something that revolted in him.

“Udah ?” My toot.

“Voice of waterfall, sound of birds, sound of wind”

I nodded again and continued to stroke her arms so that she would feel calmer.

“Mas Adi opens his eyes”

He opened his eyes slowly and already started to look calm.

“Mas, now try mas callin 3 things around mas that mas see”

I kept sitting in front of her and kept trying to calm her down.

“Pohon” then he glanced around again.

“Awan” and he looked at me.

“Kamu” I'm speechless hearing her.

He made me misbehave by looking at me so sharply like that, I looked away. I didn't realize my hand was touching her gently. I let go of my hand quickly and pretended to justify the hair blocking my cheek.

He breathed in with relief and began to justify his seat.

“Udah fix mas?”

He just nodded and continued to regulate his breathing, he looked calmer.

“Mas can be found here first, later if it has been meningan mas can follow there ya”

He did not answer, as perhaps his breathing might still feel heavy. I immediately stood up and lifted her up.

“Wait”

I stopped my steps, I heard him stand up and walk over to me. He stood before me and looked at me with sweat so visible on his forehead.

“Do not until anyone knows this incident”

I nodded, then he left me.

I stared at her back who kept walking away, and thought of her request that I keep my mouth shut. Questions began to arise, why should it be kept secret ? But I shook my head to throw away thoughts that should not bother me.

He came back with his friend's friend, put on his shirt and sat beside the waterfall as if nothing had happened.

I sat back on the rock before I sat down and re-indulged myself. Although actually my mind has been distracted by Aditya.

I was enjoying the night breeze outside my hotel room that felt like this Maldives. There were lighting lamps on each of his bridges, so it didn't scare me to be silent outside enjoying his beautiful night.

I propped myself up on the wooden fence, facing the vast, unbrimmed sea, closed my eyes and listened to the sweet sound of the crashing waves in my ears, and the sea breeze that was so cold swept over my body. I love this atmosphere so much that I don't want to leave this place.

“Like with beach” night atmosphere

Excited someone beside me, I can already guess who he is, because his voice is now familiar to my ears.

I opened my eyes slowly and glanced at Aditya who was already standing 2 meters beside me. I just smiled at him and bowed my head.

Aditya walked up to me with both hands in his pants pocket, then he stood by me and took pleasure in the beauty of this beach by supporting his hands on the wooden bridge.

“Where do you know about the treatment you were doing?” Ask her.

I was guessing if he wanted to talk about what happened this afternoon.

“You learned medicine or something else?”

“Ngga” tank me.

“I only know how to deal with people who have anxiety disorders aj” replied me without looking at him one bit.

“You have a distraction too?” Ask her, I shake my head.

“There are friends or relatives who have the same disorder ?” He looks so curious.

I shook my head again.

“I only ever read the medical book my friend and my friend had written a discussion about people who experience panic” anxiety disorder

He nodded his head.

“Now you know that I have an anxiety disorder, I ask you to be quiet and do not let anyone else know including your friends” said he was still worried if I could not keep my lips this.

I smile.

“Quietly, I am among the people who can be trusted among my friends” said I with so confidence.

“Partially I am not at all interested to share this with my friends who over it” continued me again.

He didn't make a sound in a while, I looked at him making sure he heard what I said, but it turned out that he was watching me so closely.

Then he threw away his face and looked back at the open sea before him.

“Before I had a relapse also from that anxiety disorder. And there are people who try to help me in the way you were 3.3.3 method if I'm not mistaken”

I'm nodding.

“But it didn't work” he said.

“At first I did not believe in that method, because every time I used that method I never succeeded”

I nodded in understanding her.

“According to me, the method must indeed be helped by others mas, and who must certainly be calm to provide an explanation, so that the method is smooth and understood”

He massaged his forehead with a face that looked uncomfortable.

“Can ga ,ga call me mas. Call aja Aditya”

I kept turning my face away so I wouldn't look directly at her.

“But it's not polite to see people if I just call aja” name

“I ga commonly called mas, sounds like java”

“OK”

I tried to end the conversation.

“And I ask once again never tell anyone about my anxiety disorder ya”

This time I looked at her with curiosity.

“Why mas ? Euhhh I mean Adi” erratiku by calling his first name alone, although it sounds strange but I have to obey the owner of this name.

“Ga anyone knows, and I never told anyone”

I nodded my head.

“Includes Mas Dias?” Ask Mr. Producer who seems to be very familiar with him.

He shook his head.

“Ngga”

“Baik” answered I no longer ask much.

Then he left.