Obsessive Love Disorder
Trying to toughen up

“Dheb for today lo ga join the Roadshow first yes, let all your work in the same handle Dery aja and you do not need where first until the gossip subsides,Aditya also will not join this last toadshow” said Mas Didi with a distended stomach, tall body and sunglasses in my hotel room.

“Iya I know mas, I also do not want to meet many journalists out there” said I who sat on my room chair with drowning.

“Iya already sorry ya kayak lo also have to be scorsing first a while. Because they all know that our cooperation and we do not want our work to be slowed because of the lo” gossip

I can't believe what Mas Didi said. But what Mas Didi said is true, I cannot involve them.

“OK”

“Loe take care of yourself, Dheb”

“Iya mas”

Then Didi came out of my apartment. When Mas Didi opened the door there were some people eavesdropping on my doorstep. They were my coworkers who were so curious about the gossip.

After the bar rumor went viral, Ms Didi asked the hotel management team to check the cctv and clarify that what I said was true, I was just looking for Aditya and happened to find him at the Bar. On cctv I really just woke him up, and didn't do what everyone thought was commenting on the gossip instagram. The hotel was finally willing to help clarify the gossip in the bar, and finally the gossip was removed,but the Aditya gossip that was entering my apartment still did not get clarification from anyone until it finally made the rumor into a tranding.

I can't stop thinking about how someone who's that tough makes a big rumor without knowing the truth. And how did anyone take a picture of me at the bar? And who was the person who had photographed me in the apartment back then?

I remember Andre. Why didn't Andre contact me with the viral gossip that had spread. I'm sure Andre knows all this, and he's been reading it.

I tidy up all my stuff and put my clothes in my bag and snatched her out of there. I wear a mask and sunglasses to cover my face from the attention of others who see me. I chose the back way to get out of the many people who were already waiting in front of the hotel.

I feel like a burglar now, who keeps hiding from the time that will catch me. My phone kept ringing with different numbers, but I was reluctant to pick it up, because I knew that they were the ones who were already affected by the gossip.

Arriving at the Apartment I immediately changed my clothes with a plain white T-shirt and short jeans and called all my friends who were waiting for news from me,they were all worried and asked me to contact them immediately.

Finally inevitably I explained to them all about my backstret relationship with Aditya all this time. I explained why Aditya was in my apartment. And yes, like what I imagined, their responders were so shocked and in disbelief, until they kept asking “ini really?” And Sienna convinced both of her friends to believe, because she was the one person who hurt Aditya picked me up at college and always called me. Even Sienna was often called by Aditya to ask me questions.

Sisil and Caca still couldn't believe I was hiding that big thing from them, they were angry at first, but finally they understood and realized that until they were told from the beginning, it was certain their mouths would be buckets and tell it to others.

“Iya I'm sorry ga the same story y'all”

“Ih lo ya really want to hide it from us” said Sisil with annoyance.

“Yes I'm just afraid you guys are excited and leaked my relationship with Aditya at that time”

“But how can you call the affair Dheb?”

“Gue also did not know Ca, one of which was a photo taken when Aditya was just engaged to Lucy”

“Dheb be careful there are eyes matain lo there deh”

“Iya Syen, and now the spy in me is increasing because of the news. I can't go anywhere now, my rich fugitive gini” whines so sadly.

“Ya already mending now you do not first go out, if anyone knocks on your door do not want to open the door, and if you have to go out mending hold first,or lo out the middle of the mallem let mace people who follow elo”

“Iya, I also ogah used to make out now, I really-gener males terget”

That night someone knocked on my door while I was relaxing watching a movie. I stared at my door so lazily, I was afraid that it was just a prankster who just wanted to know the gossip.

I peeked at her from the door hole. There was a tall man with a black hat with his head down in front of my room, and then he turned his head into a glance at the door.

Aditya!

I immediately opened the door and was surprised to see him who seemed to have had a great fight, with a bruise on his cheek and blood on the corner of his lips. But even so does not fade his natural good looks.

I shook my head looking at him who was a mess, then brought him inside.

I immediately picked up the p3k box and brought warm water to wash his wounds.

“Why can you be rich gini?” Ask me while rubbing the wounds on his lips and temples.

“You asked me to finish my work, right?”

I sighed with my eyes staring at her.

“Which job?” My cynics.

“Solve the Roadshow and beat up Jimmy”

I raised both my halis hearing that.

“Anthesize Jimmy?”

“He who has taken our photos in the bar was”

“Where did you know?” My amazement.

“I know Dheb. It's been a long time I want to beat him” said with a satisfied look.

Why would Jimmy do that to me? And did she also spread the photos of me and Aditya in the apartment ?

“Lucy how?” I asked her to remember Lucy was there and must have been shocked to see such news.

“I don't care”

“But he was there right Di?”

“Iya and her grumpy”

“How do you explain his”

“Ga there is something I need to explain to him, I let him get angry as much as he does, then I go”

That's what Aditya is like. If he already felt tired with everything, he would let go and leave.

“Ya I want to go down first”

“Where are you?”

“I want to find eat”

“Under already a lot of waiting for you” said he casually holding his wound ensures how severe the wound is.

I let out a long sigh, and mentally prepared so big to go outside the apartment. I know I'm afraid to meet reporters, but I have to find food and drink that's been tricked for us to eat.

I shop at the supermarket wearing a hoodie to reduce the stares of cynics looking at me.

My phone rang when I was at the cashier's desk.

Andre's.

“Hallo”

“Hallo Dheb, where are you?”

“I'm outside again find eat”

“I saw the news” said without being stale.

“Ya and I are in the face of people as destroyers of other people's relationships” said I look back at the people who stole the steal look at me.

“I've already remembered you”

“What sweaters?”

“Never get in touch with Aditya again, you see for yourself right?”

“I was never an affair Aditya ndre, I will not hide from people, let them judge me as much as I am sure the truth will be revealed” said I defend myself.

There was a sigh from Andre on the phone.

“Yes already, I still have work outside the city, home from here I immediately found you”

“OK”

“Be careful Dheb”

Then he hung up on her. And I immediately paid for my groceries in front of the cashier.

The cashier didn't seem to focus on scanning my groceries. He kept looking at my face, I stared at him in confusion.

“Mbak can be faster?” Say it with a ketus.

“Oh yes sorry mbak” then he refocused on my groceries, but occasionally he glanced at me.

I handed the cashier a debit card after all my groceries went into the shopping bag.

“Mbak in gosipin same Aditya right?”

My heart flinched hearing her and I kept quiet not answering that question. With a ketus I flicked my debit card no pin and after it was done I immediately left from there.

Along the way, people took out their phones and stole pictures of me with their cell phone cameras. I let them do that and I tried not to care.

I stood beside the road waiting at the end of the zebra cross to cross towards my apartment.

“That's seeing Aditya's affair right?” Someone shouted beside me.

I didn't push it, I kept watching the cars and motorcycles that were passing by to get across.

“Iya don't know so embarrassed, even though Lucy already announced her marriage with Aditya loh?” The other chimpanzee was so audible in my ears.

It seems like they were speaking so loudly that I could hear their chatter.

“Oh yes? Very bad yes he, fortunately Lucy is very good ga nyudutin ga nyudukin his affair this” his lips.

And I'm trying to toughen up not responding to her.

Even in the apartment lobby, everyone saw me and whispered whispered as I passed them.

I went back to my apartment and saw Aditya lying on my couch watching TV. I went inside feeling so upset, I kept my groceries on the dining table tight. Made Aditya look at me.

“why?” Her question that had seen me so scowled.

I kept quiet and didn't answer. Aditya immediately approached me looking at my eyes that were getting wet.

“Hey you why?” Worry about touching both of my cheeks.

“They all think I'm the destroyer of your relationship” annoyed me staring her in the eyes cynically.

“Who said?”

“Everyone out there” sadly I pointed out the door like a child.

Then my tears rolled, I hurt from being looked at badly by people. I don't accept it because I don't feel like what they think.

“Hey don't cry, I can't see you sad like this”

“How should I go? Everyone already thinks I'm evil” my whining starts crying.

Aditya pulled my body leaning against his chest that field, he stroked my head hugging me so gently.

“I'm sorry, I brought you here”

I sobbed, then remembered what the person who was about to cross earlier said.

“They also said you wanted to marry Lucy”

“And you believe that?”

I was still confused as to what to answer.

“I'll fix everything Dhebi”

“How?”

“By completing everything”

I still don't understand what Aditya meant all this time, why does he always say he's doing his job, what does it mean ?