Obsessive Love Disorder
Mangata (shadow of the moon in water that plucked like a road)

The next day at 04:30 someone knocked on my door.

Tok.shock.

I blinked my eyes for a while and went back to sleep.

Tok.shock.

“Iya briefly” annoyed me while clucking annoyed because it could be his morning like this someone trying to disturb my sleep.

I opened the door with my eyes slightly closed, holding back the sleepiness. A tall body in sports clothes stood behind the door of my room.

“Ck asansih in, I'm still sleepy this” annoyed me as soon as I saw Aditya who was already noisy knocking on my door.

“We ran morn” he said made me open my eyes wide.

“Morning run ? Don't want to, I'm still sleepy” said I keep trying to awaken myself to his fullest.

Aditya continued to stand firmly regardless of me.

“Ck..” I clucked in annoyance then turned around to obey his will.

I washed my face and tied my hair, changed my clothes in black and wrapped in a thin blue jacket, wore shorts and blue sneakers to make my legs run.

I left the hotel room lazily and approached Aditya who was waiting for me. Aditya greeted me with such a sweet smile as soon as I saw him

“Where the hell are you going ? tumben really ngajak I run in the morning at 04.30 loh this” my nagles that are still upset.

“Once in a while you exercise so that there is not much fat” he said insinuating me.

I formed an annoyed face hearing her babble.

We also began to run on the beach, with a side by side, I occasionally glanced at her who was so handsome and charming.

Until this moment I still can't believe that I've been so close to Aditya, a famous artist who is handsome and also annoying. There could be an artist who managed to steal my heart like him.

I don't know how it would have been, if someone else had caught me like this with Aditya, for sure it will make my day difficult by the media that will target me. But the circumstances around like taking my side. Along the coast is still quiet and Aditya invites me to a place far from the Resort even far from the crowd of tourists.

And we arrived at one of the beautiful places charming with a high cliff background and with coral reefs that are so beautiful like beach properties.

I adjusted my breathing which was getting tired, I touched both my knees which were already starting to hurt.

“Cape really, where are we going anyway ? Nyari end of beach ?” I was babbling while continuing to regulate my breath that had started to suffocate.

“We've got till” Aditya looks so relaxed, he doesn't look exhausted at all.

Aditya pulled my hand over the coral that was towering to the surface of the water. He took me to sit on a rock so big, I followed him sitting next to him. It was not too late to enjoy the sunrise that morning.

“You've been here too ?” I asked to remember he had a favorite to watch the sunrise.

He shook his head.

“This is the first time I've come here” I lifted my bowls and rounded my mouth.

The drowsiness still assaulted me, making me yawn several times.

“Still sleepy?” Ask her.

“Yes people I sleep through the middle of malem” said I with badmood.

“Why? Wait for me?”

“Iya” answered me subconsciously and immediately looked at him in panic with my answer that was so honestly out of control.

My clumsy face made Aditya smile.

“Ngga I mean, yes I have a hard time sleeping just like usual” tangkis I was broken.

And the sun began to appear little by little from the end of the beach. The shadow of the sun began to be seen on the surface of the water, so beautiful orange-colored light that illuminated the ocean.

I was so happy that I didn't realize that my smile was on my face.

“You like ?” Aditya asked when he saw me looking so happy with what I saw.

“Iya” answered me so amazed by this beauty.

“You've seen also the moon shadow on the beach?” The question made me remember something again.

“Midah” answer me.

He glanced at me in wonder.

“You mean the warmth right?” My toot.

“I know, the shadow of the moon that is swamped like a road above the sea” said.

He smiled at what I said.

“Other people won't anyone understand it”.

“Iya” says I justify.

“Only those who understand its beautiful nature can enjoy it” said I made it back smiling.

Then she immediately went back to silence with her empty gaze.

“I've found an answer to your question at that time”.

“Question ?” I asked to frown at me.

“Questions about what you should do” said remembering my conversation with him while in my room.

“We must accept with the feelings we have now, however we deny his feelings this will not be able to be lied” I continue to quietly hear it.

Her words really confused me not knowing how to respond to her.

“I'm sorry I was too selfish. I should have known that our position was difficult. I know I'm too jealous of you with someone else, I shouldn't have been like that, but I'm trying to regulate my emotions for your convenience”

“Maaf” sayku lirih.

“For?”

“Bikin you fight with Glenn” answered me considering that it has made him fight with Glenn.

He smiled at my words.

“I can't control emotions. It feels like I haven't been jealous again like this” her look so bitter.

I don't know if she's sad or confused by her condition.

“So the story is that you are really in love with me?” I laugh at my own words.

“I don't know , I'm also confused” he said with a smile.

“Why ?”

“It will be difficult bi, kalo until I acknowledge the feeling I have, this will not be easy for me and for you”

He looked at me so deeply, I could see his words mean it. Then I kissed her lips gently. Letting the warmth of the sun warm our hearts.

I understand how he feels now. Aditya was so confused, he did not know what to do with his feelings that he already had. I know it's going to be hard, but Aditya's right, we can't deny the feelings we have, no matter how I try to avoid them, these feelings will stay like this. I had to try to live it out so I could avoid the confusion that was haunting me.

There will be a storm waiting for me ahead, but I must be ready to go against the tide. And I hope Aditya will also help me to fight the storm.