Obsessive Love Disorder
The more reasonable

I didn't know who the student was, but I knew I had saved his life by pushing him into the pool. And he saved me for a swim to land. I don't really remember her face, but the shape of the man's face is the same as Danu's as she turned to look at me sharply.

Then I remembered the incident when I hit a coral reef in the sea. Danu also seemed to be holding onto my old scar, and was astonished that all this time Danu often asked for a wound on her leg that I thought was a wound while diving with her.

In the cabin of the plane. He asked me how my legs were because he saw my legs being hit by heavy items when I was going back to Jakarta. Then while at Skygarden's apartment, he also asked me how my leg wound so worriedly.

I was also confused why Danu se worried it with my injuries that are not how much, then I associated it with the events of several years ago.

Did he mean my leg wound was the one I got after getting it?

And I think back to what Danu said when he was at the rooftop apartment.

“I loved you a long time ago. Since the first time we met and you acted as if you cared for me when you didn't know who I was

And when on boats Bali last time.

“You have changed my life so much Dheb, you are too special for me to forget”

And the questions people have been asking all along that I could never answer.

“Why can Danu obsess like this to approach me? Though all this time I've always been bad to him”

I understood more and more why Danu was acting like this to me. Maybe because I saved her life once,and after that incident I never again met him when we met in Bali when I was PKL and we were on the boat for the first time again.

But at that time I saw Danu as if he didn't know me either. Even before it was like her I never met her.

“Dheb. Hello!” Mira said trying to wake me up from the daydream by waving her hand in front of me.

“Oh ya” said me with a look of confusion.

“Lo why the hell?” Mira asked with a strange smile looking at me.

“Hahs. No,gue just anymore nginget-nginget aja events” answered me confused.

“Ya its occurrence has been a dozen years right Dheb, it's been a long time anyway, and until now we don't know why the Danu can be there just as you?” Tanya Mira who never knew the answer.

“Iya I forgot” answered me stiffly.

“Yes I'm going first. Afraid Aditya cari” pampit me in a hurry.

“Oh yes Oke” replied with confusion seeing me who started acting strange.

“See you Mir”

“See you Dhebi”

Then I went outside the toilet and started a pile of thoughts that started to bother me. Why can't I know if the student I helped was Danu. Why can't I remember it while Mira just remembers. That face did look different when I saw it in the forest a few years ago and now I don't think it was Danu who had been bothering me all along.

I saw Aditya who was standing on his chair with the medicine wrap in his hands. I paused for a moment and calmed myself down, I have not wanted to tell Aditya this. I'll tell her later after we have more free time to tell her stories.

“Hay” my hello.

“Already?”

“Sudah” answered me cheerfully.

“Ayo” answered me while holding her arm.

We arrived at the apartment. I changed my clothes and sat down on the sofa.

“What do you want to eat?” Aditya asked as he sat beside me.

“I want..” said I hang thinking of something. Suddenly I thought of Danu who I had saved in the forest back then.

“What?” Aditya asked confusedly waiting for my answer.

“Di. I want to ask you something first” said I changed the subject.

Aditya just stared at me silently.

“First when in Sumba. I was able to save you when you were hit by panic attack” said I remember our incident when in Sumba.

Aditya just watched me let me talk until it was over.

“What did you think the first time you saw me there?” Ask me carefully.

Aditya looked at me deeply. He didn't answer right away, he kept staring at me with probing. I was scared in his face like that. I was afraid that Aditya was wondering why I asked such a thing.

“You are like the angel Dheb” answered so deeply that I fell silent.

“You are my life-saver even now. I don't know what my life would be like if I hadn't met you back then. I've loved you since then” Aditya replied making me stare at her with haru.

“Really?” Ask me.

“Yes. You made me fall in love when you saved me. Even when you found out about my secret about crabs. I feel like you are the special woman God sent me. Yeah, even if you're always acting shitty. But my heart is always moving to keep getting to know you more in”

Then I nodded my head with a smile.

“And I'm lucky to get you, even if I have to fight your stubbornness”

“You're more stubborn in” agile me by staring at her annoyed.

Then he laughed looking at me who was already squinting at him.

“Now we eat. You have to fill your stomach first and then we continue our conversation about the past. I don't want my baby to starve” Aditya said making me laugh with pleasure.

“OK”

“I ordered you to eat” Aditya immediately stood up and immediately went to pick up his phone.

The look on my face changed when I saw Aditya go to the room. I'm back to thinking about Danu.

Is it true what Aditya said? She could have loved me the first time I helped her in Sumba? Is that what Danu experienced?

I became more and more understanding with the attitude of Danu who can love me like this. Maybe Danu still feels like I'm her life-saver, and does she also think of me as her angel?

Danu's past started to re-introduce my mind.