Obsessive Love Disorder
Emotionally

In the morning, I made breakfast for Aditya. But strangely that morning Aditya had not woken up like usual. He was still asleep on my couch with a blanket on him. My sofa looks small for its large height.

“Aditya wake up, let's have breakfast first”

Aditya's not budging, he's still hiding in his blanket.

“Aditya” call me. But he still didn't hear me.

“Dii?” I tried to shake his body carefully.

He's still not moving. My mind's gone everywhere I'm afraid something's happened to him. I pulled the blanket out of his head. And look Aditya's face with great sweat and shivering teeth.

“Aditya!!” I was surprised to see him getting worse.

“Dii your body is hot again?” I was so panicked to see her return pale and gnashing teeth shivering with coldness.

Aditya blinked his eyes and glanced at me without speaking.

“In you move to room ya”

He won't listen to me and keeps pulling back the blanket I'm holding, he's back huddling himself with blankets not caring about me.

“Aditya move to room!” I was half yelling.

He didn't bother me at all.

I took a breath so deep. And trying to figure out a way to get her to move into my room.

“Aditya if you do not want to move to the room, I call your driver to pick up here!” Threaten me with a shout.

He immediately opened his blanket and looked at me annoyed.

“Moving now!” Ask me firmly and emotionally.

He woke up slowly and closed his eyes holding back the dizziness that looked so bothersome to him. He held his head for a moment then got up from his sofa and walked cautiously towards the room.

It looks so painful dizziness that Aditya suffered. He kept holding his head in pain while walking. He looks staggering unable to balance himself. I immediately carried Aditya around my neck and helped him walk into the room. It felt so hot Aditya's body that so much sweat came out on his body.

He dropped himself on my bed, because he couldn't stand it anymore. I tried to shift her body to fall asleep in the right position.

I covered her with my blanket.

“In you very hot, I call the doctor just yes, I am afraid your pain even worse” said me and want to leave the room.

Aditya held my hand. He held my hand so tightly.

“I don't need Dheb's doctor, I just need you”.

I was shocked to hear his words.

This incident was the same as when I first accompanied her in the Apartment when she was stricken with anxiety disorder, and she just asked me to keep her company exactly the same as now.

I sat by my bed and let him hold my hand.

If indeed by holding on like this makes her calm I will let her.

The muttering of those words I once said when Aditya and I were at Parasailing Adventure Sumba.

I saw that Aditya had finally fallen asleep. And I slowly let go of her hand to go outside the room. I very carefully removed Aditya's fingers from my hand. But instead of her being let go she pulled me into her arms.

“Aditya!!” My screams commemorate her.

“For a moment Dheb just send me” he said softly, making me silent let him hug me in his sleep.

Aditya thinks of me like a sedative for her. He had thought of me like a doctor who could instantly cure him. She said, no one else can get her heart but me. Then why would he dare hurt me if he really loved me?

And I remember Glenn saying that Aditya never wanted to have a real lover as long as he was an artist. Is this the reason? Is he afraid that the people he loves are going like me? But still whatever the reason, what Aditya did was not right.

In the afternoon I went back to check Aditya into the room and held Aditya's forehead to check his body temperature. Then I breathed a sigh of relief when I felt Aditya's body temperature had dropped.

“Thank God your body temperature has dropped”

I came out of my room and sat down on the couch. Not long ago there was a knock on the door outside my apartment.

I frowned asking who had visited this early in the morning. And for sure he is my apartment's first friend, because access to the Apartment is to have the key to the entrance elevator.

I peeked at her from the door peeping hole.

“Gosh that's Amel” whispered to me anxiously.

I immediately closed my room tightly so that she would not see Aditya in my room.

Then I opened my door trying to calm down.

“Hay Dheb” greet him with his spirit.

“Hay mel” then she hugged me tightly.

“Why the hell, so tall you are here?” Panicked me by trying to prevent her from getting into my apartment.

“Lo where the hell hasn't been in work lately?” Ask Amel by directly attacking inside without permission.

I couldn't hold him back for fear of making him suspicious.

“Iya I again have business first mel, Mr. Didit also already kok” permission

“Iya I know, but there is someone looking for you mulu to the office” said Amel while sitting sweetly on my sofa.

“Who?”

“Samuel Andreas Dheb geez he nyariin lo mulua” said Amel made me surprised because he was so loud to mention Andre's name that I was sure his voice would be heard into the room.

“Hah? My nyariin? Keep saying what?” Ask me with a stutter.

“Yes I said just take a holiday”

“Oh yes okay okay okay okay let me just tell him later”

“She said the hell she wants to come here too?”

“Hah? Dateng here?” I shouted so surprised.

“Iyaa she said that,wow she has often been to Apartment elo nih” ledek her with an itchy face.

“Asaan really ngeres deh otak lo”

Omel me by throwing it with my fur pillow.

“Hahaha. Eh yes I want to pinjem clothes lo dong” said Amel moved from his seat and almost approached the door of my room.

I immediately blocked him by standing guard at the door.

“Bentar bentar” I held back his steps to make Amel shocked.

“Which clothes ?”

“The clothes that are the color of ash that I said at that time I wanted to pinjem the shirt was”

“Oh yes Yes” said I glagapan.

“Shirt I laundry mel, I take it first to the laundry ya keep me anterin to room lo”

“Oh that, yes I have been waiting for ya”

Say it while smiling.

“Salam Sama Andre ya if here” ledeknya while smiling meaningfully.

“Asaan sih lo, so dirty my mind lo” I keep pushing him outside my apartment and locking him up.

I breathed a sigh of relief holding the door handle, Amel finally left there without him knowing Aditya was in my room.

Did Aditya hear my conversation with Amel? Will he be angry ?

I was so panicked and anxious when I was about to go into my own room, I was afraid that she would get angry when I found out Andre was coming here often.

I approached the door of my room and opened the door slowly, hoping Aditya was still fast asleep. But my guess was wrong. Aditya is sitting by my bed. He looked at me when he saw me open the door.

“Udah wake up?” Ask me clumsy.

He didn't answer and just kept staring at me so creepy.

“You want me to make you eat first?”

“Andre ever come here?” Ask her.

Turns out it was true, Aditya heard all the conversations I and Amel had. I was afraid of his gaze being like this. This look is very familiar to me. This look is a look I hate.