Obsessive Love Disorder
Be stubborn!

We got to my apartment. I got off Sisil's car and waved to them.

“Bye y'all”

“Bye Dhebi”

Sisil's car sped up so quickly it disappeared from my sight.

I'm so happy I finally got to let go of the miss with all my friends. Since the time I went to Bandung never once again I spent time with them like this, once he met we just ate together in the campus cafeteria. They never asked me to be like I used to, because they knew I had a lot of busyness that made me must be tired, I loved them.

I walked towards my apartment with my head down, watching the road that I was walking and not looking ahead, apparently there was already a man who had been waiting for me there.

“Where the hell are you?” Said a man standing straight in front of me.

I was so shocked that I saw a ghost in front of me.

“Aditya?!” My whisper with glaring eyes did not blink for a second.

Aditya stood up straight and with a face that was so upset.

“Where are you from? Why just came home?” Her oceh made me frown.

“What are you doing here?”

“I've been waiting for you since noon”

“For what?”

“To meet you!”

I'm not understanding what he's saying. Did she forget that last night she was engaged. And did he forget he had behaved so well with me, and tonight he stood before me without any guilt.

“You are crazy huh? You just got engaged last night in Malem, now you're even here to find me?”

“Then why?” Her words were starting with her annoying attitude again.

Aditya's face looked so pale. Her eyes were so cute, her lips were dry and she looked so limp.

I approached her worriedly.

“You sick?” Ask me by holding her forehead.

“Gosh Di, your body is so hot”

Aditya's body temperature was so hot, it was fitting that he looked so pale and limp.

“You're sick again, why don't you go home anyway?”

“I've asked my driver to go home”

I shook my head looking at her completely unchanged behavior. Aditya looked so limp helpless, he kept coughing in pain.

I'm pissed at her, why can I see her pity like this.

I pulled her shirt into the apartment. I don't think about what Aditya is doing right now. Why is he so close to me? Though the news he is currently hot in the spotlight in various media. I'm afraid if anyone sees him in my apartment and gets me in the news. Aditya is crazy.

I let him into my apartment. And he sat on the couch without my permission first, he was seen putting his head on the couch and closing his eyes.

He's really feverish. Why did he have to go here ? He thinks this is a hospital?

I kept muttering in my heart.

I cooked hot water on my stove. Go to the room and put all my stuff on the bed.

I made him warm water to compress his head.

“You are very troublesome sih” annoyed me by compressing his forehead with a small towel.

His eyes are still closed not to break my babble.

“Why don't you just go home? Or not to the hospital just to be handled directly?”

“Or you can't call Lucy to help you” said I mentioned Lucy.

He opened his eyes and glanced at me slowly.

“I don't need Lucy's help for this”

“Why? She's your fiancee” my insinuation.

His gaze was so sharp to me that even in this state he was helpless, his gaze remained sinister.

“Lucy ga will never be like this”

I don't think his answer goes into the topic we're talking about. Aditya talked about other things besides taking care of her who was sick now. She insinuates Lucy who never made it to be like me.

I no longer talk and go back to compress his head which is still looking up on the sofa.

“Why in?” I finally got curious about a question that had not been answered by me and Lucy.

“Why can't you open your heart to him?”

“Because he's not you”

“Why should I?”

“Because you have everything I want to do”

“What do I have and Lucy doesn't ? Though he could have everything he wants” annoyed me who is not restrained right.

“Why do you want to know ?” Her question was cynically staring at me.

“You want to tell Lucy about that?” His insinuation recalled the mistake some time ago that I had made to him.

I kept quiet and didn't answer. Though I promised not to help Lucy again about it, but Aditya would not believe it.

He fell asleep on my couch sitting down. He looks so tired and weak. I combed all over her face that I had longed for. Why did I miss him all this time? Aditya has hurt me so much. Why is it so hard to forget ? Even though he already has someone else in his life, and why does he love me so much and it is difficult to let go of me when it has been running for almost 1 year?

I remember what happened last night in Bali. The kiss from Aditya still felt on my lips. I remembered the story last night, I just found out if she was traumatized from eating the crab and not being able to eat it, and she almost died from it. And I was impressed to force him to come back to love crabs. It's worth it that he could be suspicious of Lucy suddenly making him a paddock sauce crab in her apartment for getting info from me. Aditya is suspicious.

I let her fall asleep on the couch, I gave her my spare blanket and I went to the room to sleep.

Andre still has no news to date. Is he really angry about all this ? I didn't dare call him first, let Andre feel calm enough to call me back. Anyway, I couldn't communicate with Andre while Aditya was still here.

The next day I made breakfast for me and for Aditya. He woke up earlier than me. I immediately made him some porridge and put him in front of his table.

“Eat!” Pinta me with a sniffle and an annoyance.

He took the bowl and ate it lazily.

I went back into the room to get ready for work. I came out of my room with a shawl bag on my shoulder.

“Where are you going?” She asked when she saw me wearing shoes on the dining table chair.

“Yes I want to work. I asked you to come home today, and the door of the Apartment does not need you to lock enough in aja”

“I won't go home” Say it coldly without turning my head while eating the warm porridge.

I silently stared at him sharply.

“You have to go home Di, you can't stay here continue”

“Why?”

“I have to work, and you are sick again, no maybe you are here while no one takes care of you. And for sure, I don't want to take care of you” ketus me firmly.

“I can take care of myself”

He's still stubborn. Being sick like this he still looks annoying.

I clucked so annoyed that I no longer knew how to evict her, I really felt unsafe if Aditya still kept quiet in my apartment. But I also know Aditya, if he says it doesn't mean no, it's hard to argue stubbornly.