Obsessive Love Disorder
Aditya's jealousy

“Jawab. Did Andre come here often?!” Ask her with patience.

I nodded my head trying to brave my fears.

“Iya”

“How far are you close to Andre?” Aditya stood up and walked slowly towards me.

“Why? What's your business?” Ask me with a look that is so defiant.

“How close are you to Andre ?!” He started screaming again.

“I've been very close with Andre, and yes, Andre often come here. Then why?” My words were so challenging looking directly at his eyes so sharp.

“What have you done with Andre here?”

“Indeed why? What I'm doing here with Andre it's none of your business” my opponent no longer I'm silent and just pensive to see him always like this.

“You don't know what Andre is like Bi, he's not what you think?!”

“I know exactly what Andre is like, he's so good as me, he appreciates me so much. Even he can be very sincere in love with me, unlike you!”

Aditya rubbed his face so rough. He looks so emotional.

“I know Andre better than you”

His words sound so convincing. He said it in earnest. But I don't understand what Aditya knows about Andre and I don't.

The sound of knocking on the door rang out between my quarrel and Aditya which was already heating up.

We both were silent to the sound of knocking on the door.

“Dhebi..you're inside ?” That's Andre's voice.

My eyes were shocked to hear his voice outside.

Aditya smiled grinningly.

“That's him, right?”

I looked at Aditya. I knew he would do something bad.

Aditya passed me straight away and came out so quickly from the room.

“Aditya” I chased her with a voice so slow.

He walked quickly to the living room door that did not stop knocking.

“Dhebii” shouted Andre.

Aditya continued to walk closer to the door and looked impatient to open the door.

“Aditya”

I tried to prevent it, holding his hand that was already holding the door handle.

“Dhebii you in” shouted Andre who even invited Aditya to want to open the door immediately.

I was forced to pull her face and kiss Aditya's lips. I had to do it to keep him quiet. I kissed her lips leaving her speechless and hypnotized with that kiss. I slowly removed her hand from the door handle. I dragged her body away from the door by constantly kissing her lips and trying not to let her make the slightest sound. I can't let Aditya meet Andre while he's having this kind of emotion, I have to ease his emotions.

Aditya released his kiss and looked at me so deeply. His hands touched my head gently. Implied from her eyes if she misses me so much, I can feel her.

I don't know what to say. I don't want to admit that I've missed him all along. No matter how much she belongs to someone else, I must not forget Lucy's wish to ask me to stay away from Aditya. And Aditya came back to kiss me as if asking me to forget all that. He took off my clothes and his clothes, and it all happened again.

Next day. Aditya and I went to the mall to shop because he had no clothes other than the oversize clothes I lent him, even *********** was also he only bought at the supermarket,finally she asked me to buy her a dress at the mall. We go to the mall quickly buying clothes for Aditya, as usual I ask Aditya to wear sunglasses and a hat so that no one recognizes Aditya here. I don't want the media to go straight to me and Aditya right now, I still think a lot about how Lucy and Andre feel. I felt guilty, but there was nothing I could do.

Aditya and I dropped off all the groceries from the trunk of my car and immediately took them inside the apartment. Then we were surprised by the figure of Andre who was already sitting in the main lobby that was seen waiting for me. Andre stood up when he saw me and Aditya coming with some shopping bags in our hands.

Andre looked at me in disbelief. And Aditya looked at him so coldly.

“Di, I give you a chance to talk to him” said I asked Aditya to be silent not to approach Andre.

Aditya looked at me and then turned his face forced to grant my wish.

I walked over to Andre who was already staring at me in disappointment. And Aditya can only monitor me from afar beside a large pillar.

“What do you do Dheb?” Ask her when I approach her.

“Ndre, I can't explain now”

“Why are you even the same ? You know he's Lucy's fiancee and I'm myself”

“Iya I know Ndre, but please do not tell this to anyone including Lucy”

“Yes but why Dheb?”

“What Dheb?”

“I can't explain now, but I promise later I will definitely tell you everything is the same you”

Andre looks so disappointed.

“Ndre please, all this there is an explanation, I beg you to understand, and do not let Lucy know Aditya here”

“When will you story?” Ask her so annoyed.

“You believe me, right? I will definitely tell you everything, but I ask you to promise first you will keep Aditya secret here”

Andre sighed. He looked at Aditya back there who was still waiting for us.

“Oke if so, I wait for you” news

Then Andre approached my face and kissed my forehead. Makes me flinch at what she just did in front of Aditya. But I can't refuse him, because after all he's been accompanying me. I'm sure back there Aditya witnessed what Andre did on purpose.

“You take care of yourself ya” said while stroking my cheek.

I know what he did this was a deliberate act to make Aditya jealous.

I nodded my head stiffly.

He looked at Aditya for a moment in annoyance and then left my apartment. I turned my body back to see Aditya, he looked at me with great disappointment.

Me and Aditya leave right away.

“How dare he?” Upset Aditya once entered the Apartment and put all the shopping items on the table.

I'm really tired of arguing with her.

“Udah is Di”

“He deliberately made me jealous”

“Iya already if you know he deliberately you do not need a rich fishing rod gini dong” upset me.

“She's so presumptuous kiss your forehead in front of me” she's still babbling.

He could be jealous just because Andre kissed me on the forehead compared to what he did with Lucy.

“Terus why? You mad? You're angry that he just kissed me on the forehead in front of you?”

He knows I offended him with the incident at the club that night.

“I'm more angry when you kiss someone else's lips before my own eyes. It's even possible that what you did the same she could be more behind me without me knowing all this time right ?”

My eventual emotions cannot be restrained.

“Why are you still talking about that anyway?”

“Because you started!” My scream.

“Dheb, you can't assume what you saw at the club was exactly the same as what you saw on tv, consider all that just acting”

“Ga can't! All of it is clearly not acting, all of it is real”

“Dheb until when can you understand all that anyway? All this time I've been trying to be honest about all my work”

I shook my head feeling tired of hearing all the excuses.

“That's it, all this is done, you don't need a cape-cape to explain all that again I don't care, and I really don't want to know. We've finished a long time ago, in my eyes you still belong to someone else, and I don't want to be a destroyer of other people's relationships, I also don't want to deal with you!”

Aditya looked at me. He doesn't believe what he hears.

“You don't care?” Ask her by looking at my face.

“Iya. I have no hope with our relationship that has been completed since long”

I said it with complete conviction. Even though my heart hurts so much.

He nodded his head.

“Oke” said he looked at me with disappointment.

He took all his belongings and stuffed them roughly into his bag.

I don't know why I felt so guilty for saying that to him. Why seeing her going away like that makes me sad.

He snatched his big bag and went past me just like that.

I was silent where I stood. Started to shed tears feeling the heartache that so confused me. Why am I crying ? Isn't this what I want ? Seeing Aditya leave and no longer bothering me ?