Rai Universe
CHAPTERS 103. Wanting to Destroy the Wall of Doubt.
Esta has already peeled the orange to three for Rai. And he still faithfully fed the man. Making Rai's smile grow more happy.
“So where were you, Ta?”
“Return. Shower and change clothes. Does Hera not tell you?”
Rai shook his head while opening his mouth to accept the next bribe. And after the citrus fruit managed to land inside his mouth, he immediately chewed it with vigor.
“Akash, all right?”
“You think he's all right?” Reply Esta.
Rai scowled while nodding.
“But worse you anyway than him.”
Mumpung was discussing Akash, Esta wanted to ask him exactly what happened to the two of them. Why wrestle like a child.
Esta fixed her seat before asking. He looked at Rai who was busy chewing.
“You really why the hell? How can you fight like that? Look at this, jontor's body runs out like this. Who would feel sick if it was like this?”
“We again called you.” Answer Rai casually.
“About me an item? Pake main all scramble?”
“Yes. I'm really happy because he keeps denying me to make your decetin. He said that I always hurt you. Who is he?” Dengus Rai's.
“And really, if you hurt me. You lied to me and played my trust.”
“I told you I was wrong. So what right does he have to make me like that?”
“Akash it's my. While you, just part of my mass, Rai.”
Instantly Rai instantly fell silent. He looked at Esta not accepting. He didn't like it if Esta thought of him that way. Because of Esta, it was never a mass for him. Esta remains part of his goal. To this day it remains so.
“I don't. I never thought of you as my mass. Even if I never thought so. Because until this moment, my goal is you, Ta. My goal never changed one bit. Never have. Very hard you think of me as your mass.” Grunts Rai who was a little annoyed.
“If so, what should I say to you? It really is you my mass.”
“In that case, I will change from your mass to your future. I'll make sure of it.”
“Rai...”.
“And you're sorry about me, right? The proof is you want to take care of me like this.”
Esta fell silent. He doesn't know what to answer. He forgave Rai. But his heart was still doubtful about how he should continue their relationship in the future.
“Try telling me your real reason, why are you pretending to be Sena?”
“Color I don't want to lose you.”
Esta frowning. It was different from the reason that was said by Rai at that time.
“You won't know how hard I miss you, Ta. I even almost blushed and almost went home to Indo so kangennya like you. All I can do there is worry about your photos. If you want a phone, either you who happen to be busy or I who fit do not have time. That makes me almost crazy know?” Rai. His eyes showed sincerity.
“But I'm glad you felt comfortable telling everything to Sena. So I decided to focus on Sena while continuing to look out for you. That way, I can return the same focus of my studies and goals after I am sure that you will not move to another heart other than my heart.”
Esta was still silent to listen. He had no idea what to answer or how to behave.
“My feelings have never changed with you, Ta. As promised.”
Esta chose to turn her eyes out the window. He could not afford if he had to linger staring at the netra Rai.
“That color, I will try until you want to come back with me again. And I'll never let you go again. This time, I'll do the right thing. Without any fault.”
Esta gripped her fingers. His chest almost exploded at this moment. But, there was still a lump of doubt in his heart.
Can they really get back together? What if he would eventually feel the same pain as that time? Although he is this mature, but Esta is even more afraid.
Because he had already felt the pain, so Esta was afraid to start over. Especially with the same person.
“Sentence, Rai. I don't know what to answer. My heart is still filled with doubt.”
“Why question? What's that cop for?”
Esta understands. The one Rai was referring to was Oza.
“We have nothing to do. It's just a matter of time.” Answer Esta.
“Continue? Why do you doubt? I know that your feelings are still there. I know it.”
“Can we not talk about this? Enjoy our time at this time.” Prevent Esta. He really doesn't want to talk about feelings or anything. He just wanted them to enjoy that time together for now.
Rai disappointed. It turned out that he was still unable to tear down the wall of doubt in Esta's heart. Yes, he did not deny it, if the pain that Esta had felt must have been very imprinted in her heart. He realized that.
“Mau orange again dong.” Pinta Rai's.
Then Esta could smile. Then he again took the citrus fruit and peeled it and then fed it to Rai.
“Ahh, just last night here it feels bored already half dead me.” Adu Rai's.
“Doctors say as little as three days in the new treatment can go home. See the development first.” Answer Esta.
Rai increasingly showed his lazy face. Continuing to lie down like this was absolutely not his style.
“But it's okay. What matters is that you're always on my deck. Hehehehe.”
“If you have recovered you will return to Jakarta again? Or where?”
“Neg. I want to stay in mess with you. I told you that I will keep trying to make you again.”.
“Rai..”
“OK, okay. I don't talk about that anymore. I'll just answer your question doang.”
Hufh. Esta regretted asking. A single crack will be used by Rai well to discuss it.
“You want to travel outside?”
Rai nodded. Esta stood up and took the wheelchair in the corner. Pushing her back into the bed and helping Rai to sit on it.
Esta pushed Rai out of the VIP room and went to the hospital garden. Stroll along the corridor while occasionally laughing at something they find funny.
Their hearts always lean towards each other. But there is still a wall of doubt between them to get back to starting it. Rai wanted to smash that wall to the point of not being left alone. Forever.