Rai Universe
CHAPTERS 119. A Missing That Can't Be Loved By Anything.
Rai pulled his car over at a funeral park parking lot. He asked Esta to get out of the car. And he clasped the woman's hand and refused to let go.
Rai continues to lead Esta to a tomb belonging to grandmother. It's not far from the parking lot. It is among hundreds of other tombs.
Rai stopped next to a tomb, and so did Esta. His headstone was clearly inscribed with the name Salamah. Reading the name made Esta shed tears. He longs for the Salamah who always supports and treats him warmly.
“This is Granny's grave.” Lirih Rai's. It seemed that he was also holding back the sadness of his longing for the grandmother.
Rai squatted beside the tomb while plucking out the small grasses that grew on it. Esta did not remain silent. He wiped his tears and sat beside the tomb. Pray for Salamah and then pluck the grass.
After Rai finished reciting a prayer for his grandmother, Rai invited Esta to turn to the tomb which was next to the tomb of Salamah.
“This mommy equals my sister.” Lirih Rai later. His tone clearly showed his longing for the two important figures in his life. He also winked to urge his tears back inside.
They also recited prayers for Rai's mother and sister. Rai even introduced Esta as his late mother's son-in-law. He asked for blessing in his heart.
Next, Rai walked to a small tomb that was near the guardrail. On his headstone it says, ‘The Loved Heart Fruit of the Universe Rai’.
Reading the writing makes Esta immediately scattered and powerless to hold back her tears. It was the height of her grief over the loss of their baby. How much he misses a baby he can't even touch.
“Sorry Mom, Deck. Mama can come now. Huhuhuhuhu.” Isaac Esta.
Rai immediately grabbed Esta's shoulder and stroked her. I hope it will reduce her sadness a little. But there is Esta just getting sobbing.
The sense of loss again stifled Esta's chest. The painful memories returned to her memory. Make the tears won't stop flowing.
Rai purposely allowed Esta to satisfy her sense of sadness. He did not want to disturb the meeting between Esta and their baby.
However, after a long time seeing Esta continue to sob, finally making Rai not have the heart either. He brought his mouth closer to Esta's ear and whispered,
“Udah, do not tangisin continue. Later we make adek to dedek.” Rai Whisper.
Rai's ridiculous behavior instantly got a punch in his arm from Esta. But it managed to make Esta stop crying and changed to look annoyed at Rai.
“If joking look at the moment, dong. Ngeselin.” Hardik Esta's.
“Hehehehe. Dedek certainly does not want to see you cry continue to be like gini. We should be happy for him.” Lirih Rai's.
After long periods of longing for their children, Rai and Esta return to the car to continue on to their next destination. The graves of Esta's parents.
Even after more than ten years had passed, Esta still remembered the path to the tomb very clearly. His heart pias imagined longing for both parents. It was nothing, he could not clearly remember the faces of the two. And that made his heart grow worse.
Esta and Rai have been standing next to two tombs that appear to be still well maintained. This time, Esta introduced Rai to them. Not to forget it also asks for blessing even in the heart.
Actually, all of that is completely useless. Both of his parents would not listen to him. It was just so that he felt a little calm because he had told about Rai. And do not forget they also chanted prayers for both Esta's parents.
Here, Esta did not cry at all. He was sad, but his tears would not come out. There was a commanding feeling that he should not cry here.
Only after returning to the car could Esta spill all her grief. He began to sob and make Rai confused.
“I kangennn.. Same them. I miss papa, my mama.” Lirih Esta in her sobbing.
Seeing that, Rai immediately pulled Esta's body and hugged her tightly. He could understand how Esta felt. Because the woman had already lost the figure of parents on her appeal.
“Udah dong darling. Don't cry on.” Rai said as he rubbed Esta's back.
It took a long time for Esta to calm down. But in the end he also managed to calm himself.
For the past ten years, Esta has only been able to cry this time because she misses her parents. That longing can never be compared to anything. And losing it, can't be replaced by anything.
Rai smiled as he looked at Esta who could already smile at him. He rubbed her cheeks while putting aside the hair that was scattered on her face.
“We're back now?” Ask Rai. This time he got a nod of his head from Esta.
And the car drove back to leave the public cemetery. Bring Esta and Rai home.
“You eat first, right? Or where to stop by?” Tawar Rai's.
“I want to stop by one more place.” Esta. He told them their next destination.
Mumpung is in Jakarta, Esta wants to meet people she once knew and help her a lot. Rai agreed with Esta's request. But before they left, Rai invited Esta to eat first. Because since this afternoon Rai's stomach has not filled anything.
“We eat seafood fried rice only?"
“Tere all By. I ngikut.” Answer Esta. “But when will Mas want to see your papa?”
Rai fell silent after finding that question. He had no intention of seeing his father. Their relationship is not that close to worrying about each other. His return was only to take care of his father's company. This is due to the coercion of the board of directors and shareholders.
Actually Rai was also lazy to take care of it. But he could not bear to remember the company was also founded thanks to the efforts of his late mother. So he felt he had little obligation to look after her as long as her father was not around. Not because he was worried about Fandi.
“I'll come if you want to go there.”
“Ngapain tagged?”
“I want to say something similar Om Fandi.”
Rai frowned at hearing it.
“Not to be afraid. Just want to talk about aja kok.”
Rai was silent for a moment. He was thinking. Is it okay to bring Esta to see her father? He was afraid things would get out of control like they used to.
“Ya already, tomorrow we go there.”
“Oke.” Esta answered enthusiastically.
There's still something to be done between Esta and Fandi. Esta does not want to live in hatred after what the man did to her first. After all, inevitably, accept not accept, Fandi is Rai's real father who will become his father-in-law. He must solve the problems that still remain in his heart before actually getting married to Rai. He did not want to regret it by continuing to carry hatred in his heart.