Rai Universe
CHAPTER 62. Sometimes, Mouths can Kill Without Forgiveness.
Esta was shuffling in the corner of the living room by sitting while folding her legs back. He clutched his hands on both knees. Subjecting his head did not dare to look at Fandi who was sitting before him.
Fandi was circulating his gaze throughout the room which could be reached by his eyes. Many times he grunts furiously. It seemed that he was angry with Esta.
They were both in the house. While the man who was with Fandi did not come in and just waited in front of the house.
“You want me to make a drink, Om?” Ask Esta lirih. His head is still down. He was really scared even just by feeling Fandi's aura alone.
“No need. No need.” Hardik Fandi's. “Where's Rai?”
“Ehm, Rai, again out, Om. Want me to call?”
“No need. I'm just here to see you and talk to you.”
“Iya, Om.”
Fandi seemed to smile cynically at hearing that. Then he went back to silence by watching Esta stick around.
Esta felt Fandi's gaze on her as if she was stripping her all-out. He was confused about how to face Fandi. Want to apologize, what was he wrong?
“That brash kid. Could be married not tell papaanya.” Dengus Fandie.
Esta responded in silence. I don't know what to say at all. His position was not possible to answer. The man sitting before him was truly terrifying.
“I heard you were pregnant?” Ask Fandi then. His tone was firm and sounded sniffy.
“I-iya, Om.”
“Hufh! Aibs. It's really disgrace. Why didn't you just kill that baby? Why even ask Rai to marry you?”
“Yes? Mean Om?” Esta was shocked to hear the words coming out of Fandi's mouth.
“Oh, you must have deliberately defended the baby because you know who Rai.” is
The more allowed, the words Fandi the more slurred not because. Spicy not play. Feeling already emotional, now Esta dare to raise her head and look straight at Fandi.
“Jaga mouth Om. Do not carelessly talk if you do not know the actual incident.” Resist Esta. His sense of manners had evaporated somewhere. His fear turned into an overflowing emotion.
“What? Isn't that so?”
“Origin Om tau. I never asked Rai to take responsibility let alone marry me. Never at all. Om's own son who chose to make responsible.”
“Ya you should not tell her that you are pregnant with her child. If you don't know where he might want responsibility. You purposely told him to hold him accountable. Very cute you are.”
Want it to feel Esta yells and scratches Fandi's face until it is destroyed. Just this time he wanted to cry so much to hear the insults that people were throwing at him.
“Denger yes Om. Here, I'm the loser. I am the one whose future is ruined. As for Om's son, he can still continue his ideals. No one ruined the future of a child Om.”
“Dare to argue yes you. What do you think will happen if the news of your marriage reaches its spread? You want to destroy my family? Huh uh?! Anyway I don't want to know. You guys should split up soon. The problem of the future of the child, let me guarantee 100% of my life. So please freelance Rai.”
Really, Esta could no longer contain the anger. Everything that came out of Fandi's mouth sounded very painful. Cornered him as if he was the wrong one in this. His heart was burning with emotion. Hot and overflowing.
“Please keep his mouth, Om. Om can say directly the same son of Om. Why did Om say it was the same as me? I never meant Rai to marry me. I also don't mind if Rai wants to split up and I have to take care of this kid myself. I have said the same Rai but Rai continues to insist on responsibility. So, never Om blame me.”
“Halahh. Tell me you need money, right? Don't be ashamed. Call it the amount. As long as you want to keep your mouth shut and separate from Rai. Just be careful if anyone knows about this. I'll blow you anywhere.” Threaten Fandi again.
“If Om came here just want to chat unclear, mending Om go from here now. Before I scream and people come here. Let everyone know that Rai is Om.”'s son
“How dare you, yes! The child does not know himself. You should be busy studying at school. Not to tempt Rai for the sake of getting money. It's ugly to doubt. Is that your body all you can be a teaser for?”
“Quite Om!!” Shouted Esta. He was very angry with Fandi. His breathing went up and down to refrain from punching that face.
“OK. I'm going to go now. But inget, I will continue to come until you want to split with Rai. I don't care if you want to take that kid to the end of the world though. Provided you don't involve Rai. Don't involve my family. Know?!”
Finished saying so, Fandi immediately stood up and walked out of Esta's house. Leaving the fixated Esta felt a heartache that seemed to be torn apart. Fandi's remarks were far more painful than the slaps and punches he had received from Ringgo. After Fandi came out, Esta slammed the door and grabbed him tightly.
Fandi is not a person. Fandi did not know how hard he tried to accept his condition. How difficult it is for him to make peace with himself and to accept everything freely.
That's what makes it more painful. Fandi who is a nobody and does not know his life, can talk to him that harshly.
Esta's heart is being torn and torn apart. The pain is incredible. Making those rarely crying eyes now shed tears. Flowing profusely wet his cheeks. Esta sobbed with mounting heartache.
Wh why? Why is everyone blaming him? why is everyone corrupting him? Is that how big his mistake is? This is a social sanction that must be accepted as a result of committing a major sin. No one can escape this judgment.
He hated Rai. If only Rai had not been determined to marry her. If only Rai had not expressed his love, perhaps he should not have felt this pain.
Esta thought back. Everything became this because of his decision to tell Rai. If only he had been silent and endured everything himself, he would not have had to feel this humiliation.
Suppose that... Suppose that... Suppose that...
Esta fooled herself. He sat down and hugged his knee. Sobbing and keep sobbing. Spilling all the pain he hoped to immediately disappear from his heart.
However, the more he tried to endure it, the more the pain in his heart became. He does not accept being insulted by others. But the man did not know how hard the choice he had to make was.
“Huhuhuhuuhu..” Esta continued to sob uncontrollably. He buried his mouth in his knees so as not to attract the attention of others to come.
That fragile girl, her life never went smoothly.