Rai Universe
CHAPTER 40. Weak With Little Attention. Because It Is Luxury.
“It's OK?” Rai wants to make sure again that esta is really okay.
Esta nodded. Slowly he removed his hand from Rai's hand and sat back in his chair.
“I can rest awhile, huh? My head is spinning. Later on again.” Rayu Esta's. This is his chance.
“Gak. Don't have to work anymore. Tomorrow again. Now you rest. Can I make milk?” Tawar Rai was attentive.
Esta nodded. “But I'm not sleepy. If so, can I play a game on your laptop?” Esta's permission carefully.
“Ya already, play aja.” Rai helped turn on his laptop for esta.
While Rai makes milk for him, esta tinkers with the collection of games on Rai's laptop. He read one by one the title but there was absolutely nothing that interested him.
“By online, gak?”
“Bby.” Answer Rai from the kitchen. Because Rai put up wi-fi in his house.
Rai finished making milk for esta and put the milk glass on the table next to the laptop. “Wait cold first.” Later orders.
“Makasihhh..” Said esta who was still focusing on the famous online game she played.
While Rai chose to play the phone while lying on top of the living room ambal.
Fifteen minutes passed filled with cries of anxiety from esta. He has lost many times in the game and that makes him upset. He was less master of the game.
“This change weapon how?” Finally he asked the expert.
“That, click that in the top corner of it.” Rai gave a briefing from his place.
Esta tried to find the sign that Rai told her. But no matter how much he glared at the laptop screen, he could not find it.
“Which one, anyway?” Ask again.
Esta refocused her eyes to look for the sign in question. When suddenly he was stunned when Rai came closer and told.
“This, you know..”
Not because it was esta. But Rai's hand is now in his hands. The man was pointing the mouse by not letting go of esta's hand. The man slightly bowed his body with one hand holding the seat back on Esta's back.
How could esta not be stunned in such a position? In addition, Rai's face was very close to his face. Even almost stuck.
When the touch of Rai's hand in his hand, esta immediately turned her head until her face was right facing the sturdy neck of Rai yang fragrant. There is a muscle field that increasingly confirms the line to the section of a Rai.
Esta even swallowed her own saliva as the expanse of scenery unfolded before her.
“See laptonya, not see me.” Lirih Rai who turned out to be aware of esta's behavior.
Esta immediately turned her face back to the laptop. He tried to focus on the man's explanation. Although occasionally he still swallowed his saliva to wet his throat.
Feeling unable to hold back, esta immediately pulled her hand from Rai's hand. Then he ran and went into his room. He closed the door and immediately drowned himself in the blanket.
“ta? Where to?” Rai asked confusedly. Even though he was smiling funny to see esta who became wrong because of her actions.
Esta could feel her face that had been heating up since earlier. His face must have turned red because of the pounding in his heart.
Esta pretends to be asleep. He tried not to move inside the blanket when he heard the open door and footsteps approaching the mattress.
“ta?”
But esta still could not help but answer that melodious call.
“hmm..”
“ini in drinking milk first, just sleeping. It's cold nih.” Rai. He did not pull the blanket esta, but waited for the girl to open her own blanket.
Esta opened her blanket slowly. He sat down on the bed and looked at Rai.
Rai immediately thrust a glass of milk to esta and the girl immediately finished it in one gulp.
“pinternya..” Again Rai rubbed the top of esta's head.
This time Esta dodged. He could not bear to be treated as sweetly as that by Rai. He's his wife, but aren't they strangers?
“already, met sleep.” Rai said with a very sweet smile.
“Rai, stop tempting me.” Esta finally ventured to protest.
“who is seduced? When did I tease you?” Rai gave a small chuckle and then closed the room door.
Can't do. Esta could not continue to let her heart off guard like this. He must strengthen his own fort. He should be more strict about his limits.
He did not want his heart to be weak with the little attention that Rai gave. He didn't want to be more hopeful with that little attention. The attention that made him flutter was not careless. Attention that makes him want the figure of Rai completely.
Indeed he never got such attention that his heart was weak and unsteady. Akash often paid attention to himself. Why does his heart feel ordinary? Nothing was pounding in his chest.
If you can be honest, actually esta does not want to be tied to Rai so as to make their relationship awkward. He didn't want to get caught up with that little attention. But what power, he could not resist the turmoil in his heart.
Because he knew that all the attention given by Rai was no more just for the baby. Rai said it many times. Really, he doesn't want to get stuck with liking.
A small attention that is a luxury for an esta. He made his heart weak and fragile.
He was happy to get that kind of attention, but he was also afraid that this would not end well. No, he did not dare to hope for the grandiose. He is self-conscious about his place.
His marriage to Rai, no more just because of the obligation of responsibility because esta was already pregnant. Obviously, it is not a marriage that is based on love. There can be no love in their marriage. He must awaken himself immediately.
While outside the room, Rai was still standing in front of the door with a smile that was expanding on her lips. The more days, the more he could not control his attitude. There's something from esta that pulls her from her comfort zone. The zone he sets within his own limits.
Will it break its own boundaries?
One thing that Rai cannot deny, esta gives a comfort to him. He was comfortable watching the girl talk. He was comfortable hearing his footsteps. Even he was comfortable with his snoring voice. He is comfortable with everything in the Universe.
He had even felt the thump in the past few days. Maybe because the two are often together even when they are at school.
At first Rai just smiled cutely looking at esta who was always sleepy as she taught him. But over time, he became fond of seeing the way esta struggled to surpass herself. Although sleepy, but the girl still tried to wake up and listen to his explanation.
Then, he liked to be near the girl because he felt comfortable. And he would be too eager to look for her when she was not seen near him.
Rai was well aware of his feelings. It was just that he did not dare to go any further for fear of anyone getting hurt.