Rai Universe
CHAPTER 36. The Envy of Seeing the Good of Others.
Rai and Akash walk towards the back shed of the school. Their expressions are very difficult to explain. Like angry, but no. Irritated, not either. It was just that Rai was always staring intently at the road in front of him while Akash followed behind.
“I still don't know why you can do this. Let me think all night, but I still don't find the alesannya. There's only one explanation, if Esta..”.
“What you think is so real. That's why I married him.” Rai replied firmly.
“You're a moron, Rai!!! How can you, anyway?!”
“That's my fault, not Esta's. I also don't know why that night we could do that.” Rai said regretfully. He put his head.
“Hah!” Akash was very frustrated to hear that. He rubbed his face rough. “When is her wedding?”
“Udah about two weeks.”
“Crazy you! This can't be updated, Rai!”
“Kash, I beg you. Please help me protect Esta.”
“Nprotective? It's bullshit! You ruined him. You are crazy! I'm not gonna be this newin.”
“For Esta. please. Not until we graduate. Esta just wants to graduate, so let's help me protect her. Do you love Esta?”
“Crazy! You idiot! Bangs@t!!” Akash Maki. It was a disappointment for Rai.
Brak!!!!
Akash vented his anger by kicking the piece of wooden board that was next to him. The wood was thrown and stumbled onto the pile of benches and tables that were no longer used.
For a long time, the two were silent. Rai understands how much Akash is disappointed because he knows his friend likes Esta.
“So that's why he doesn't accept me... Because of that time, you guys were married.” Lirih Akash later. He tried to understand Esta's condition.
“I realize I was wrong, Kash. That's why I want to be responsible. I married him just to be responsible, that's all. Not more.”
“You're worse, Rai. You know how sick Esta feels? It must have been really ruined.”
“I know. Therefore I do not want to escape the responsibility.”
“Fuck, you.”
“just judge him enough. You have no right to judge me as gini.” Rai became emotionally ignited because Akash continuously cornered and blamed him.
“Do not have the right you say? I love him, Rai!”
“Iya I know! I take responsibility for him. I almost went crazy too! Huh,, huh,,, huh,,,” Rai emotions with a wheezing breath. “I realize I was wrong, so stop beating me!”
Akash is shocked by Rai's anger. He looked at the two Rai netra who were filled with regret and anger, as well as confusion.
“It's up if you still want to kill me. I'm just asking, please keep this a secret for Esta's countrymen. I don't need protection. But Esta, she'll be ruined once this news spreads, Kash. You know what?”
What Rai said was right. Although it was Rai's fault, but who will accept the consequences is Esta. Who would accept the scorn, it was definitely Esta. And who will be far away and ridiculed, must also be Esta. It would be very heavy for the girl.
From the outside, Esta could hear everything. He stood behind the barn door and was just glued there. Hearing Rai speak as if she wants to protect him, even though Rai's mind is only the baby. Esta knows that.
Slowly, Esta ventured to open the door of the warehouse. Rai and Akash looked at him. He was walking to approach the two men but his feet tripped over a broken chair and made him almost fall.
“Be careful dong Ta, your stomach is, you know.” Akash precedes Rai.
Seeing the worry on Akash's face, Rai instantly pulled herself and released her hand from Esta's arm. He backed off and just watched.
While Esta, her face is already as red as cooking tomatoes. He tried to win his heart that was pounding fast because it almost fell earlier. He could not imagine if he had fallen earlier, he would have landed on a pile of chairs.
“You okay?” Ask Akash again. He examined Esta's face and body.
“I'm fine.” Answer Esta. He fixed his standing position correctly.
Esta looked at Akash and Rai alternately. He was worried that they would hit him because of him. But apparently his mind was too much. Who did he get two men to fight? Very confident.
“You're no longer fighting, are you?” Ask Esta.
Rai and Akash compactly shook their heads. Esta was relieved to see it.
“Kash, I'm sorry I fucked you, but please respect my choice. It's also heavy for me. Please help me keep this a secret. Please.” Esta said in a pleading tone.
Actually Esta wanted to cry, but her tears did not want to go out. He rarely cried before. He was also only speechless when he got a punch from Ringgo. Maybe his faecal gland's in trouble, though,
that makes it hard to cry.
“Yes, I know, Ta. I'm not gonna tell anyone. You are calm.”
Esta and Rai could breathe a sigh of relief now.
“Still a lot, Kash.”
“What are your plans now?” Ask Akash again.
Esta and Rai compactly fell silent. They don't even think about what they can do.
“Create a chakrang, the important thing is to be careful. Don't let anyone suspect.” Answer Rai.
“So you every day ngabaiin Esta because of that?”
“Yes so what to do, dong? I can't suddenly get along with him, can I?”
Also true. It'll make them look weird.
“Oh yes, there was a task from Bu Sisil. Create masterpieces, recycled themes. Two-man group equally victorious.” Esta tells. It was nothing, he wanted to switch the conversation so as not to become awkward.
Because Esta did not like to hear the two men acting as if they wanted to protect her. He is not used to that kind of attitude. It made him waver and expect more.
“Ke canteen yuk, Ta. You must be hungry, right?” Take Akash out of the blue.
Esta just nodded. Then he and Akash walked out of the barn. Leaving the haunted Rai alone.
There was a strange feeling that slowly infiltrated Rai's heart. Somehow he did not like to see Esta who immediately agreed to Akash's invitation just like that. He felt like he wasn't considered by Esta, and it was annoying.
Wh why? Why would he want to be considered by Esta? He set those limits when they were in school.
I don't know, obviously he didn't like to see Esta walk with Akash and leave him. He also disliked Akash's acceptance of Esta's condition. He envies seeing Akash's kindness and maturity.