
Maybe because Esta is still a child, when the night continues to run, all she has in mind is, what about her work? He was worried that Pakde Karya would scold him for not going to work without telling him first.
So when Rai was chatting together with Salamah and Citra, Esta could only daydream. While Gus Kholiq has been delivered home by Pras to Pondok Pesantren Darussa’adah.
“Tonight nginep here aja yes, Esta?” Tawar Citra's.
Esta who was still worried about her work did not hear the question. Only after being hit by Rai did Esta come to her senses and immediately turned to Citra.
“Tomorrow should be school, Aunt. There is also PR that has not been completed.” Reject the subtle Esta.
“You are alone?” Ask Salamah.
“Iya, New.”
“Rai, tomorrow boyong your wife moved here. You guys stay here with us.” Salamah Tawar.
Rai nodded slowly. Esta objected to the idea.
Around 11pm, Esta forced Rai to drive her home to the boarding house. Although Rai's family asked him to stay the night, he insisted on going home. Be Rai just obey him.
“Tante, I'll wear the shirt first. Later when I wash, I return.” Said Esta saying goodbye.
“Yes, Ta, it's okay. Just pack it if you want. It's okay, too.”
Esta smiled then got on Rai's motorcycle and put on a helmet. It feels strange and very difficult to ride a motorbike with a game like this. So to make it easier, Esta rolled up her robe until her calf was seen. Making her grandmother and daughter-in-law just bsia shake their heads.
“You bought something gak?” Tanya Rai on the sidelines of the noise of the vehicle.
“Neg. No money.” Honest Esta.
“I buyin. Want what?”
“Totally?”
“You bought what?”
“Nasi fried goat.” Esta said without shame anymore.
The rest, Rai was silent with beautiful eyes looking for food that Esta wanted. Fortunately they found a roadside stall that was still open and sold goat fried rice.
“The fried rice is two, Bang.”
“On wrap yes, Bang.” Pinta Esta on seller.
“Why not eat here?”
“Let's if there's a friend of yours who saw, how? In the pack, I ate at kos.”
“Yaudah, up.”Esta and Rai waited for their order while sitting on the green plastic chair on the edge of the tent.
“Rai, if we, do not have to stay at your grandmother's house, how?”
“Why?”
“It seems uncomfortable if I live there. I live in a boarding house, it's okay.”
“Make you, said ‘nothing’ it must have no meaning at all, huh? We are married, and we will live in one house.” Rai Assertive.
Rai was silent while sighing. “Ya already if you do not want, we stay in kosku aja.”
“Kok is?”
“Inget words sir Kiayi earlier.”
“I'm afraid someone will see, Rai. You want us out of school?”
“That issue has not happened yet. What matters is that we are careful. You choose, want to stay at grandma's house, or stay at my boarding house?” Rai further asserted himself.
Esta's confused. If you live in a grandmother's house, it feels awkward and uncomfortable. Meanwhile, if you live in Rai's boarding house, what if at any time Rai's friends come and find him there?
“I want to stay in your room, but what if your friends come?”
“Yaudah, we moved kos. Easy to.”
“But if grandma is angry, how?”
“How much do you think? Let me talk to Grandma later.”
Women's minds are complicated. The design is like that. He has a lot of worries because he thinks about things that are not necessarily happening.
Esta let out a breath. It doesn't seem like a bad idea. But, Esta also thought about the social impact if the people around them saw that there was a pair of High School kids living in the same house. What do they have to say to trick them?
Uh. Foolish time with all that. Since when did he hear the ravings of people who never gave him rice to eat?
The order they were waiting for was finally completed as well. Rai immediately paid with the severance given by the grandmother earlier. After that, they headed back to Esta's boarding house.
“Tina could have a seizure if you know you're married to me.” Seloroh Esta while still on the bike.
Rai just shut up. He was lazy to respond.
“Yes geez. I can't imagine how excited the people of one school know this all.”
Rai still did not respond. It focuses on the road that is still crowded even though it is almost midnight.
“Ta, you don't feel burdened what the hell? How can you be so ordinary?”
“If I feel that way, then this child will be lost, is that it? There's no point in that, Rai. Sad indeed indeed. I want to be angry and wrong you, but can all that erase what we have done? Don't you? No matter how upset I am, and as sorry as we are, things are not getting better and will not be back to kayak again. Indeed in this case I am the most at a disadvantage. But, back again. There is no point in moneyel.”
Rai remembered Esta's roar of tears as she hugged her grandmother earlier. He did not know behind the sadness that seemed so deep, Esta turned out to have a strong thought.
“Keep why were you crying?”
“Humanawi. I am still a teenager and pregnant, MBA (Married By Accident) again. Who is not sad and disappointed? Abis nangis, yes already relieved.”
“If there is free time later, nyicil settle your things. Tomorrow I will leave school for us and if we get it, we will move.”
“Iya.”
Esta, who had been restricting herself from the beginning, placed her hands between her chest and Rai's back so that they would not cling to each other. He thought, why did they get to such a situation? Because what are they doing like this? What is the real reason? That makes them out of control and unable to hold back.
The wound? Is it the wound that makes them like this? The wounds were still not clear of the cure and increasingly made the hole in his heart bigger by the day. Isn't that just an excuse to run away? Every incident, there must be an impingement to blame.
Two human children who were supposed to be busy with their world are now forced to think far ahead about a serious future. Leaving behind all the worlds of pleasure that they had previously lived in. Forced to think more mature than children his age in general. Dreams that have been hung as high as the sky, will now be more difficult to reach even though they have fallen asleep.