Rai Universe
CHAPTER 32. Feeling In Alienated. Its Existence Doesn't Mean.
Esta is still busy fighting in dreams. He really felt very sleepy. He could no longer control his eyelids to open.
“Ta, wake. I've arrived, you know.” Lirih Rai's. He was still perched on the bike and let Esta sleep on his back.
However, Esta still did not want to wake up either. He just squirmed a little then continued his sleep.
“Ta?”
“Hemmhhhh.
“If I'm fat don't get mad huh?”
“Hmm...”.
Finally with great difficulty Rai tried to hold Esta. He left the plastic grocer still hanging on the handlebar of the motorbike and put their helmets just beside the motorbike. He'll pick it up later after delivering Esta home.
Carefully Rai carried Esta on her back. It turns out Esta wasn't that heavy even though her cheeks looked chubby. Rai even easily climbed the stairs to get to his room.
As bu@h d@da Esta clung to her back, Rai's memory darted to the moment when Esta fell asleep without a shirt and only used b h only. Damn it, beer@hinya immediately went up and made it stiffen. Rai even bit her lips to hold back.
Rai put Esta to bed very slowly. He straightened Esta's legs, took off her jacket and shoes and covered her well. He continued to notice Esta's slightly puffed face then turned towards the girl's stomach.
Slowly Rai placed his hand on the top of Esta's stomach. Although blocked by blankets, but he seemed to be able to feel the baby's pounding in it. He didn't know it would be this beautiful to be a parent. Did his father feel the same way, first?
“Se happy it?” Lrih Esta who knows when she woke up. What was clear, the girl had already opened her eyes and looked at Rai in pias. He noticed a faint smile on Rai's lips.
“Basic. Arrived in Dalem, woke up. From that moment on, it was hard to wake up. Intentionally want to be in a hold?” Goda Rai's.
“You carried me? Am I not the one who walks here by myself?” Esta did not believe Rai's words. He felt that he was walking on his own feet.
“Upload so.” Rai nodded then stood up by fixing the blanket that covered Esta's body first. The blanket was fine without touch.
“My snack, where?” Sue Esta.
“Still under. My hands are only two and I've used them to carry you. I'll take it.”
Esta nodded enthusiastically. Suddenly he felt like eating something. Actually he was not hungry, only his mouth wanted to continue chewing something.
A few moments later Rai was back with two helmets and one plastic bag. Esta did not go to sleep even though her eyelids still could not open completely. He stared at the snack with a faint look. Rai kindly opened a pack of snacks and gave them to Esta.
Esta directly devoured the snack in the form of potato chips. One by one he put it in his mouth. While Rai only watched it carefully.
“Why? Want?” Tanya Esta handed me a packet of chips.
Rai immediately reached out and plucked the contents then ate them.
“Rai?” Lirih. He called Rai but did not dare to look at the man. He just kept turning his eyes into a packet of chips.
“What?”
“You happy? With my pregnancy?”
“Kok not answer?” Finally Esta dared to look at Rai and their gazes met.
“I've been nodding, kok.”
“You don't hate this kid?”
“It is impossible that I hate my own children. I can't wait to meet him.” Answer Rai casually.
Ah, Esta almost forgot that all this time Rai's attention was on the baby. Why did he forget such obvious things and ask the obvious question? Makes him look stupid.
“At first I just wanted to say my guilt. I just don't want to retire later. But when I saw him at the clinic, my chest was tight and I suddenly felt really good. I love him more and more.” Rai pointed at Esta's stomach with her chin.
Apparently Rai was really sincere with his affection for the baby. I don't know why Esta feels like she's being alienated. Its existence is meaningless without a baby in its stomach. Especially for a Rai Kenandra, a man with a million charms surrounding him. What he is for Rai.
“Why? You're not happy?” Rai was like asking a stupid question. He cursed himself inwardly after the question was thrown out.
How could Esta be happy with her pregnancy? It was an accident that was very detrimental to a woman like Esta.
“I'm not happy, I'm not sad either. My feelings are ordinary. I'm just afraid I can't take the exam and not pass SMA.”
“Not to be afraid. If we keep this tight and careful, no one will know, at will, until we graduate. I promise.”
There is sincerity flashing in Netra Rai. Esta can feel it. But still that sincerity was unable to shake his worry.
Everything in front of them was still gray. Nothing is clear at all. Neither Rai nor Esta, could determine what path they could lay out for the future. At least for now, all they could do was remain cautious with the people around them.
“I'll take care of this kid all right, Rai. He must be seneng, apparently his dear papa is the same as him.” Said Esta while stroking her stomach. He smiled which inexplicably seemed bitter to Rai.
“Sorry yes, Ta.”
“Stop apologizing. Your responsibilities are enough, Rai. No need to feel guilty anymore. You have married me, you are responsible for me and this child, so it is enough money.”
“hemmppph..” Rai smiled faintly then held onto Esta's stomach.
“Hehehehehehee..”.
“Don't laugh constantly, later cry, you know.” Seloroh Rai's
The activity immediately stopped as the sound of knocking on the door made Rai turn her head and exit the room. He wondered who would come to see you these nights. He also walked to open the door.
His eyes widened when he saw who was standing at the door of his house. He was so shocked to his surprise. A surprise he never expected had appeared right in front of his face.
“Who's Rai?” Esta asked who was coming from behind the door. He was also surprised not to play. His body suddenly sagged. He stared at the man who was still standing with an angry expression in front of Rai.
“Akash?!”
Akash just stared at Rai and Esta alternated with hunting breaths. Obviously the man was holding back anger. He even nearly threw a fist at Rai. Fortunately, he could hold back.