Rai Universe
CHAPTER 64. The Whole World Sneered, Making a Million Feelings Sick
“Esta!! Ta?!”
Dor's! Dor's! Dor's!
“Esta?! Open door!”
Dor's! Dor's! Dor's!
“Ta, plis open the door. Ta?!”
Dor's! Dor's! Dor's!
“Download aja, Rai.” Said Mpok Nur who was no less panicked with him. “Esta! Open dong! Ta?!”
There was still no response from Esta. Rai and Mpok Nur could see from the window that Esta was hugging her knee and a whimper in the corner.
Brak!
Brak!
Brak!
Rai tried to break down the door of his house because Esta never opened the door.
“Ta! Please open the door.” Pinta Rai's. He was very worried about Esta.
“Rai! How?” The voice of Akash just arrived and ran over to Rai.
Rai shakes. Then he asks Akash to help him break down the door.
The two men then went shoulder to shoulder to shoulder to force to break down the door. Not only them, but there are several other neighbors who help.
Brake!!!!
Finally with a lot of effort the door managed to open. Rai immediately rushed in and went straight to Esta. He immediately hugged Esta's body which was still as excited.
Mpok Nur also did not miss. He went in and approached Esta and Rai.
“you're okay? Udah, uah. Don't cry.” Lirih Rai is calming.
“Iya, Ta. Hitherto. Don't cry anymore.” Mpok Nur helped calm down.
While outside was already noisy by the whispers of people who wanted to know why Esta locked herself inside the house and locked her up.
Seeing the noise, Mpok Nur immediately drove away the neighbors. Forcing them to leave Esta's house.
Akash just stood up. He looked at Esta who looked sad and very hit was crying in Rai's arms.
“Rai, mending brought to room aja deh.” Advice from Mpok Nur.
Rai nodded in understanding and he immediately carried Esta's body. Akash helps her by preparing the bed.
After being laid on the bed, Esta folded her body again and drowned herself in the blanket. He continued crying.
“Rai, you are out. Let Mpok the Nemenin Esta. Maybe he wants to tell the same story Mpok and can be a little calm.” Mpok Nur.
Rai agreed with the idea. He and Akash went out of the room and let Esta along with Mpok Nur.
“Ta? You why? Here's the same story Mpok.” Mpok Nur stroked the back of Esta who was behind him. The warm touch was able to make Esta turn around and look at Mpok Nur. Still with tears continuing to seep out of his eyes. He got up and sat down to face Mpok Nur.
“What's my mistake that big, Mpok? To the point that people judge me right away. It's not easy for me either. It's also heavy until I'm ready to die.”
“I'm not strong, Mpok. Look at my gujingin people. I don't want to be this guy either. Who wants to believe this? It's so heavy for me. Huhuhuhuhuhu.”
“Sabar, patience. You must be strong. For the sake of the baby in your stomach.” Mpok Nur rubbed Esta's back. He was also shedding tears at the roar of Esta's cries that sounded very heartbreaking.
“I'm ready with the consequences. But this is too painful.”
“Iya, yes. Mpok. The patient Esta. You must be strong. You can definitely miss all of this.”
“Huhuhuhuhhuuhuhuhuhu.” Esta's roar of tears was becoming more and more. It felt like he really couldn't accept all that talk. Moreover, the allegations made by Fandi. That's what makes him sicker than anything.
After a long time Mpok Nur tried to calm Esta down, Esta finally calmed down. She is no longer crying.
While outside, Rai was spilling all his worries on Akash. Akas urged Rai to tell him everything.
Akash was furious after hearing about Rai's father. He was also no less angry with Rai.
“Please protect Esta, Rai. Only you can protect him now.”
“I know. I'll make the same calculation as that guy.” Rai said grimly. What he meant was his father.
Rai did not know what his father had done to Esta. But seeing how devastated Esta was, it must have been something so painful that Esta acted that way.
Rai felt so furious that he wanted to go out and go to his father's house. Luckily Akash stopped him immediately.
“Where are you going?”
“I have to make the same calculation he.” Grumpily Rai.
“I understand, Rai. But not now. Prioritize Esta.” first Akash warned.
Fortunately, there was Akash who could advise him. Otherwise I don't know what he'll do considering his emotions are at their peak right now.
Rai and Akash immediately turned to Mpok Nur who had just walked out of the room. Rai immediately asked about Esta's state.
“Where, Mpok?”
“Esta has gone to sleep. Let it go first. Wait until he wakes up. Mpok go home first. If there is anything call Mpok yes.” Message Mpok Nur who then came out of the house.
“Then I go home too, Rai. Inget, don't be rash.” Akash.
Akash is worried about Esta. But again, he had nowhere to even worry about the girl. Esta chooses to accept the feelings of Rai who is her husband. So Akash no longer wants to cross that line. He must know himself and keep his distance. He would just keep an eye on them from a distance.
Letting go of feelings is not as easy as one might imagine. But Akash is convinced that Rai will protect him and make Esta happy. He will only see it from his place.
Now, in the house only live Rai and Esta. Rai waited for the sleeping Esta while occasionally stroking the girl's hair. He also interrupted Esta's tear marks and removed the hair covering her face.
“Rai?” Lirih.
“Ta? Are you awake? You all right? You're okay, right? If anyone is sick say. We're going to the hospital now.”
Esta shook her head softly. He tried to wake up with help from Rai. He looked straight at Netra Rai. His gaze pias with a million visible pains.
Rai couldn't see it. He immediately grabbed Esta's body into his arms. He felt the pain Esta was feeling.
“Maafin me. Sorry me. I shouldn't have left you alone.” Said Rai yanng continue stroking Esta's head.
“Huhuhuhuhuu.” Esta again sobbed in Rai's arms. He hates Rai because of Fandi. But he also could not immediately blame the man because Rai did not know anything.
Esta was just feeling devastated. His shoulders felt heavy as if all the mistakes were on him. It was as if he was the only one who had to endure it all. It was as if the whole world was sneering at him.