Rai Universe
CHAPTER 8. All That Is Just A Reason To Escape.
Tina still continues to launch her appeal to be able to get close to Rai. Although the man clearly showed the limits for Tina, the girl did not care at all. He believes that persistence will bear sweet fruit for him and Rai.
“What's the matter, Rai? Bengong aja from earlier.” Tina asked who switched seats near Rai.
“Nothing. Just tired of it.”
“The spirit dong, he said the defeat was a delayed success. You will win later, kok.” Tina was still trying to cheer Rai up.
Rai nodded slowly. Actually that's not the case. The feeling that melenakan last night is still intact in his mind. It's hard to forget. It was his first experience damaging a girl. And unmitigated, he did it perfectly. I don't know what's going to happen next. Even Rai himself was unsure of his expectations that nothing would happen.
Rai gnawed at his nose stem many times. He's really dizzy with all this. What can you do to calm your mind?
I don't know what it takes to do that with Esta. I don't know what made him tempted by the girl's body when the appearance was very ordinary, a little contained and not interesting at all. If it's just a cut on his cheek, that's not a good reason. The wounds were the same and they probably had the same hole in their hearts. But does it deserve to be justified in this foolish and sinful act?
Human beings are simply looking for an excuse to escape from an unexpected situation. Regardless of whether it is good or bad, instinctively our mind will find a reason to justify the action. There is no way to deal with it other than to accept and acknowledge the mistakes made.
Rai no longer even poked up the chatter that kept coming from Tina's mouth. Though he had promised himself not to be a jerk like his father who is famous playboy since he was young.
Rai tried to fall away from his father's tree. At least he feels like a better man than his father. In fact, he is still the son of an Afandi Prianggoro. It is a perfect Fandi drip fruit. A theory that supports the nature of a person is also lowered by both parents.
It is a stigma that cannot be changed. An attitude of a person will continue to be associated with his parents. As good or as bad as it is to measure a success in educating a child, it will be seen from the child himself.
Instantly, disappointment in yourself began to eat away at Rai's confidence. He was desperate for the wrong path he chose last night. He should have been able to hold back more. He really wondered why he could be tempted by esta. Completely marvel.
Though lust does not need any reason for the impingement of beer@hi. In front of lust, even the ugliest of men will seem very tempting. Lust doesn't look at those physical things. No, he doesn't need it.
The pleasure that was still left last night was really unable to swallow Rai's regret. This feeling really made him uncomfortable. Wisdom whatever the feeling, it kills the belief in Rai. He believes he is better than his father.
Rai could not stand with himself until he immediately stood without cue, thus making his friends immediately look at him in wonder.
“I go home first.” Said Rai who immediately grabbed his jacket and passed out of the cafe.
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Esta continued walking down the residential area not far from her school. He is looking for affordable costs to live in. He only has 600 thousand, plus the gift of Kanti, 500 thousand. A total of one million one hundred thousand rupiahs.
I don't know if it's enough to rent a room in a month. Even small does not matter as long as it is still worth living in. But in this metropolitan city, finding cheap costs is not an easy matter. The average price is above 500 thousand rupiah. While Esta had to split the money for her school needs as well as for her daily meals for the next half month before she got paid from Pakde Karya.
Long time ago Esta down housing for housing. He immediately asked when he found the cost but everything was worth above 500 thousand. He had been looking in his mobile application but the average cheap is very far from his school. It only adds to the cost of transportation to get to school
In front of the house, there was a middle-aged woman in a gray hijab who was sitting relaxing while eating something. Esta immediately went to the mother and asked about her room rental price.
Esta sumringah when she heard that the rental price per room was only 400 thousand. That includes a mattress and a wardrobe. Master Semang immediately drove Esta to see the room that was still empty.
The 2x3-square-meter room looked gloomy. With sea blue wall paint that has been much peeled off. There was only one room left empty. The remaining eight are already inhabited.
Esta looked around the inside of the room carefully. The room is still worth living in. Plus there was an old mattress and a small closet for clothing, so he didn't have to buy it anymore.
“So how?” Ask the mother.
“I'll take this, Buk. Can rent a month, right?”
“Can, can. All who spend here also take it per month, really. Only two people take it per three months.” Obviously mother kos.
“Thank you very much, Buk. That the price already includes electricity equal to water?”
“Not yet, electricity costs the same as water, plus wi-fi, 50 thousand a month. In the corner there is a public kitchen, the cost of gas later joint venture with others is up to you how good it is. By the way whose name is it?” Obviously mother kos again.
Esta nodded in understanding with the explanation of the mother kos. But there is something that makes it uncomfortable, the view of the boarding mother who is not separated from her face. Especially his forehead and cheeks.
“My name is Universe, Buk. Commonly called Esta.”
“Ooh, have you been to college or have you worked?”
“Still school, Buk. High School class 3. Here, I pay for one month yes, Buk.” Said Esta handed over 4 pieces of money a hundred thousand, and one sheet of money 50 thousand.
“Ooo, so. Yaudah, please come in. If need anything Mom is in front, yes.”
Esta nodded again. Mother then left him. Esta sat on the old mattress and placed her bag beside her. He dropped his body back and stared at the ceiling.
His legs felt sore because it was half a daily walk. He still has to continue his fight. This time alone, with no guardian and companion.
Esta tried to close her eyes to reach the calmness of her raging mind. But the soft shadow of the touch of Rai's lips made him instantly stunned again. He patted his cheeks to wake himself up.
In his bed, Esta opened up her social media from a butut phone that even the screen had broken. He found some posts of Tina and others who were having fun. There also saw Rai and his friends. It seemed like he was the only one who did not participate with them.
For the rest of the day, Esta fell asleep until nightfall.