Rai Universe
CHAPTERS 106. Finding the Point of Doubt.
On Rai's fourth day at the hospital, doctors let him go home. And because Hera wasn't there, so Esta helped take care of the man. Esta rarely goes home because of Rai. Fortunately, there is still Nisa who can take care of her work.
Esta drove Rai back to the hotel. Though actually the man had whined to be allowed to stay in the mess only. He still does not accept Esta's closeness to Oza and her daughter.
Yesterday, he sneered at Oza when he came to pick up his son. He did not like the sweet attitude that Oza always showed to Esta. It was like feeling defeated before a match.
“Why can't I stay on mess?”
“Color I don't want others to bother because of me.” Reply Esta who is tidying up Rai's dirty clothes to take home le laundry.
“Why did you bother?” Ask Rai in wonder. Esta turned to face Rai while sighing.
“Yes, if you're there, you should sleep in my room. I have to sleep in Nisa's room. I don't want to take Nisa. He would be uncomfortable if I kept sleeping in his room. Don't be a pussy. I have to go home.” Esta answered while standing up and carrying a plastic bag filled with dirty clothes.
Rai looked scowled at the side of the bed. He stared at Esta's pias. But by the time the woman had grabbed the door handle and was about to get out, Rai immediately grabbed her and hugged her from behind.
“Rai? Lepasin.”
“Can't you keep me here all day?” Rangek Rai who still tightened his embrace. It didn't matter that Esta's face had turned red and her chest was about to jump.
“Can't. I spent a few days working.”
“Kan no Nisa.”
Esta instantly let go of Rai's hand curl as the man loosened his embrace. He then turned around and looked at Rai.
“I can't burden my work constantly with Nisa. He also has his own job. Anyway I have to prepare materials for the seminar tomorrow after tomorrow.”
“Aaaahhhh. Later malem can do it.” Rai was still whining with a frustrated face.
“You why the hell? Whining as a child.”
“Color I'm comfortable with you.”
“You were not spoiled like gini.”
“Who said? I was also spoiled from a long time ago. I was just a prestige once. But now it's not. I don't want to keep the prestige in front of you. I want to show you that I'm comfortable around you. I won't stop myself from showing all my feelings to you, Ta. Let you know how big my love is with you.”
That answer instantly made Esta speechless. Staring in the netra Rai that presents sincerity. Shady, and comfortable.
“I need time. You've taken all my time, Rai. So give me time to think things through. I need time to think. I don't want to take any more wrong steps. I don't want my decision to make us sick. I've had enough money because you left first. Because of my decision, we both ended up sick. And I don't want to do that anymore. There is still a little doubt in my heart. Give me time so I can do something with this doubt of mine.”
Rai remained silent. It was a relief because Esta finally expressed the contents of her mind.
“Judah. I'll wait for you whenever you're ready. I won't bother you in the next few days so you can focus on it. Spirit Esta!” Rai said while raising his fist.
He stood behind the door after closing it. Smiled softly as he imagined Esta. Imagining it makes her heart break and she likes it. He never got bored of that woman. Thinking about Esta always made her excited and excited.
After that he walked towards the window to notice the frenzy below. Maybe he could see Esta there.
Esta waits for a taxi on the side of the road in front of the hotel. Again he looked up. I wonder where Rai's room is. His heart always trembled when he was near the man.
Esta immediately got into the taxi that had stopped in front of her. He went in and asked the driver to take him home.
Esta's arrival was greeted by Giri who had missed her dearly. The man immediately tangled spoiled to Esta.
“I really miss tau Mbak. For a few days Esta was never home. If there is no Ma'am Esta tuh, it feels lonely gitu.”
“Halah, your style.” Hardik Esta's. He used to hear Giri's appeal. “Where is Nisa?”
“In.”
“Yaudah hunt back there. I'm gonna take a shower, keep sleeping for a while. You are sleepy already a few nights less sleep.”
Giri just nodded. He immediately returned to the office and continued his work. Let Esta be busy taking care of and pampering herself.
Esta put her body on the bed. Look at the ceiling with a blank look. His thoughts turned back to Rai. He was looking for a point of doubt within himself in order to make the right decision immediately.
Maybe because he was still tired, so he could not decide what he would do. Finally Esta got up and went into the bathroom.
Water that feels very refreshing wet the entire body Esta. His freshness even flowed into his heart.
After taking a shower, Esta sat at her bedroom table while drying her hair with a hairdryer. But suddenly his gaze was fixed on a photo that poked out of his binder book. Curious he immediately pulled her out.
Esta frowned at the photo of USG that she had thrown away was still there. Wonder why the photo was even tucked in his binder book? He remembers throwing it in the trash with the recorder pen.
Esta flipped through the photo and found a piece of writing behind it. It wasn't his writing because he never posted anything on the photo.
‘Dedek.. PAPA kangen'S. You're fine there. Papa promises to bring Mama home so you can often see you and iyut.’
Not feeling, tears began to pool at the end of his eyes. His heart was like it was sliced after reading the writing. It turned out that Rai also harbored a longing for their son. He thought Rai had forgotten about it all along.
Forgetting the things that made them bond with each other. Forgetting the thing that made feelings grow in their hearts. Forget any happy memories that lay by in their short marriage.
Why couldn't Esta see that flash of sadness on Netra Rai? What because he paid too much attention to his own sadness that he could not read Rai's feelings?
He thought it was only him who was hurt. It turns out that Rai was also injured and lost. Same seems. How selfish he had forced the man to let go.