Rai Universe
CHAPTER 85. Breaking Every Memorandum to a New Heart.
After driving Akash to the station to return home to Jakarta, Esta returned to the mess with Edin on the way. After that Edin must immediately return to Jogja to return the car he rented. While Esta was again busy with her work routine in laundry.
“So what time is the meeting, Sa?” Esta asked after she finished her bath.
“Jam 9, Buk.” Answer Nisa.
Esta glanced at her watch, which turned out to be 08:35. That means they don't have much time.
“But ready?”
Esta nodded. “Ayok.”
Esta and Nisa depart by Giri using a shuttle box car owned by laundry. They are headed to an app development company that is quite a distance away.
About half an hour later, they had reached the 2-story shophouse building.
A young woman, dressed in a blue shirt and white trousers, came to greet Esta. The girl approached Esta with her friendly smile.
“Welcome, Ms. Esta.” The woman named Leka said she was greeting Esta. “Come, we go inside aja.” Said Leka.
The meeting went well and perfectly. And it turns out Leka is the leader of the developer company. He leads meetings very well. He came up with ideas for his product that sounded amazing. While Esta expressed some wishes about the application they will make.
And finally, Leka agreed to all the terms of Esta. He promised to make the application as good as possible as requested by Esta.
After returning to the laundry, as usual, Esta sat in her room to read the report file from each branch. He turned to his phone as it rang. There was the name Oza that appeared on his screen.
“Halo, Mas?” Sapa Esta's.
“Udah at home?” Ask oza.
“Iya, Mas. Why Mas?”
“Nothing. Want it. I'm again traveling with Princess nih.” Oza exhibitionist.
“Oh, yes? Roads where?” Esta asked enthusiastically.
Oza explained their destination destination today out loud. Esta responded enthusiastically.
“Mas, sorry. I've got a lot of work to do. Then call her phone again.” Esta said she felt bad.
“Oh, so? Okay, okay. Call her phone later, yeah?”
“Oke.”
And the phone connection was cut off. After that Esta returned to focus on her work.
At about 15:00 pm, Esta came out of her room for a short break in her room. He felt very tired. He sat on the edge of the bed with a view toward the table. A book caught his attention. It was his binder during High School and he still keeps it well.
The binder contained a variety of short stories that he wrote. He was very interested in writing a story. But since marrying Rai, he has no time to learn.
Ah, again Rai.
Esta suddenly remembered the man's pen. He took the box from his desk drawer. Open it and take out the contents. He nodded for a moment while looking at that thing.
Esta thought, if she wanted to let go of everything, it meant that she had to cut off every memory she had with Rai. He decided to give the pen to Nisa. So that no one else would remind him of Rai.
There was one more thing he had to get rid of. That is USG photos that remain neatly stored in his wallet. He took out the photo, looked at her and hugged her for a while before she sincerely let go of all her feelings.
Yes, Esta is preparing to close the pages of her past. And from this moment on, he will open a new leaf. Akash said, he can't stay shut forever.
Before giving the pen to Nisa, she wanted to try writing a few words in her binder book. He never used the pen at all. He wanted to use it at least once.
Esta looked at the pen in her hand. He pressed the button at the top and prepared to write.
But a sound made Esta freeze instantly. He did not continue writing and instead listened to the sound coming out of the pen. Esta just found out that it turns out that the pen has a recording feature in it.
“Ta? I really don't want us to end up like this. I am comfortable with you. I already love you. My heart is full of you. I feel like I want to scream and get angry when you say you want to separate. I'm determined not to follow your ridiculous request no matter what. But when I saw you cry, I was not strong. My heart was broken right away when I saw the tears coming out of your eyes. I can't see you cry.”
“I love you so much, Ta. And I guarantee that this will last forever for you. My love is only for you. But if you think this is what's best for us, that's okay. I'm sincere that we should separate even if my heart breaks. I sincerely release you with one hope, hopefully you can really be happy after splitting with me.”
“I hope you won't cry again. I hope, in the future, there will only be happiness for you. But just so you know. I'll come back for you, Ta. I promise I'll come back for you. I will prove that my feelings are sincere with you. I'll get you back with me. In any hemisphere you'll be, I promise I'll find you.”
“As you said I should be stronger. And once I become strong, I will really pick you up. Wait for me, Esta. I love you.”
Esta was still glued to her chair. Facing the pen whose recording was over. His heart returned.
Why when he wants to escape from the past, there are things that make him have to remember?
Yes, that was his wish. At that time he was determined to return to his former life before getting to know Rai. He forced his heart to hate. Bestowing all wrongs upon the man only for his heart to be strong.
About feelings, his love is only focused on Rai Kenandra. He secretly even dared to hope that they would be found again. By not knowing his shame he dared to hope so. He himself wanted a farewell. I really don't know shame.
But now, he had intended to let go of that hope and open a new leaf.
With an annoyed grunt, Esta strengthened her heart. He just threw the pen in the trash. He really wanted to escape the shackles of his past. He did not give it to Nisa and would throw it away.
Esta's attention was distracted by a knock on her bedroom door.
“Mbak! Mbak!” Screaming Giri with a panicked voice. Make Esta wake up to open the door.
“Why, Ri? How panicked is that?” Ask Esta who panicked.
“Emergency! There's an angry red om-om dateng. He said his clothes were broken after being washed here. He was angry to meet with Ma'am. He said he wanted to ask for compensation because it was expensive clothes.” Giri blazed while panting as soon as the door of the room opened.