Way Back To You
I'm Not Sorry

As soon as Liam arrived at his apartment, he threw his jacket over the sofa. His body was still trembling, his chest rising down as it was still shrouded in anger, disappointment, and regret. He had no regrets about meeting Hanna, not at all. The girl made him feel a new experience that was really beautiful and full of sensation. It's just, the baby, the baby that's the regret.

Deep down, Liam actually knew that Hanna couldn't possibly lie to him if the baby's father in her womb was her. Hanna is not a girl who likes to change partners, and Hanna is also not someone like her, screwing many women alternately on various occasions. Not even his ex gave him a chance to touch her. All that is enough to confirm if she is a good woman.

However, the rejections Liam had experienced since he was born in this world made him unable to form good family relationships. He did not want to have a family because he thought his free life would calm him down without having to worry about many things. He also vowed not to make a mistake in his wild relationships by accidentally impregnating the woman. Because he himself does not want to be married, so automatically he does not want any children because of his behavior.

But now he turned to attack him. He impregnated Hanna. The baby was clearly the baby, Liam knew that for sure. But still he tried to deny it for various reasons. But Liam regrets that he made a bad impression on Hanna, as if he was a member of the mafia or gangster who likes to do violence. His way of yelling at Hanna, his yelling, and the strength of his hand as he pulled at Hanna's hand, he must have been extremely injured. Hanna must have thought it rude.

Liam stepped into the bathroom, turned on the shower and let the cold water wash over him until his whole body froze, and hoped that his brain would also cool so that he could think realistically. All of a sudden she imagined Hanna's face just now as she shed tears, and her way of driving Liam away. His heart must have been very sick. Liam lowered his head, he was really sorry now after thinking things through.

However if he were to return to Hanna's house now, he would definitely not open the door for her again. Learning from Hanna's determination, it was not impossible that she would also expel him.

“God....How's this?”

This was not the plan he was going to execute. She should be in the blanket tonight, rolling in Hanna's warm body. His entire body would feel burnt from Hanna's gentle touches, and enjoying the girl's flushed hue holding back the embarrassment was a pleasure in itself. Hanna's body felt very fitting on top of her and Liam was happy to look at her in such a position. Hanna's...

“Sial.”

Liam punched the bathroom wall. He gripped his own hair and sat down, leaving his body still watered by the cold water that turned out not to help him. The coldness instead evoked her memories of Hanna and all her wild thoughts about the girl.

“Hanna, why are you driving me crazy like this? Why do I always crave you?”

*

“Are you okay?”

Lona opens the door to Hanna's room quietly while bringing her a glass of warm milk. Hanna's room light had gone out, and she rolled her body in a blanket and barely moved even as Lona called. Lona knew Hanna needed time to be alone. That's why he just put the glass on the nightstand, then closed the door again.

Hanna's tears started to dry up. She was tired, because ever since Liam left her house she kept crying. Hanna did not expect Liam to accuse her of sleeping with another man. Although Hanna can't blame Liam –'s thoughts on them meeting at the nightclub, she hopes Liam trusts her a little. He handed his body to Liam for the first time, wouldn't that be enough proof if he wasn't neko-neko?

Was he too low before Liam that he could string it like that? If she doesn't want to admit this baby is her child, it doesn't matter, but don't accuse her of screwing another man, because it hurts Hanna so much.

Hanna took out a photo of the USG she kept under her pillow earlier. Her heart really felt so full right now, knowing that the baby didn't have a father. It turned out that they had to go back to the original plan because meeting or not meeting with Liam did not produce better results –malah better not to meet because at least Hanna did not hear the curse.

“Nak, this is your mother. This is..our first talk, isn't it? I'm sorry I haven't talked to you since I found out you were in my stomach. Son, listen. I hope you are strong in there and grow well, no need to come to think about what I am going through. What was wrong was me, but this mistake at least made me realize one thing. Not everything can go according to your plan.”.

Hanna wouldn't deny it if this kid wasn't part of her plan. Even if she is married, she is thinking of delaying the baby four or five years, until she is satisfied to enjoy her life together with her husband later.

“...But I'll be responsible for everything I've done. I hope you will not be disappointed even though there will only be two of us later to live together. I will take care of you, take care of you, raise you until you are able to take care of yourself. Forgive your mother..” because I was not brave enough to persuade your father, forcing him to take responsibility.

“. So, let's meet with joy and happiness in seven months. I'm waiting for you.”

Hanna smiled, carrying the black and white photo into her arms. She would not cry anymore and would not beg Liam again. That jerk just wants his body, nothing more.

Lona stood up, welcoming Hanna who came out with messy hair and was a little wet from her tears earlier. Hanna just kept quiet as she put an empty glass on the table. Her best friend was so sad, at least that's what Lona thought. Her eyes were swollen, her hair was disheveled, and she did not even see the smile on her sweet face.

“You want to tell me what really happened? Some neighbors said that they had heard noise from your house. You bickering? About...fetus in your womb is this?”

Hanna nodded slowly. He leaned his body on Lona's shoulder, the most comfortable place he could find right now.

“He rejected this baby, saying if he wasn't the father of this baby in my womb.” muttered Hanna.

“You only slept with her, why could she say all that?” Lona was surprised not to play.

What kind of man is actually sleeping with Hanna? Why would he meet such a man?

“He thinks...I might sleep with another man.”

“Bulshitt...” shouted Lona.

He straightened up Hanna's body and looked at her seriously. He knows Hanna. Dragging her to the nightclub alone took up to two weeks, how could Hanna sleep with another man? Hanna won't have time for any of that.

“What man is mentally ill?” mentally ill is even better, at least Hanna will not expect more from mentally ill men.

Hanna responded with a small laugh. He had expected Lona to be furious and in accordance with her attitude that Hanna knew, it could be that tomorrow Lona had already appeared in front of Liam's house to censure him.

“I've been sincere, tau.” Hanna looked at Lona's goal.

“Lagian, from the beginning I already have a plan if I can not find it. Due to the fact even like this, yahh, let's just say I never met this baby's father.”

“Han..” Oh my God, this friend of his is really very good.

All of those men had actually already thrown away such a precious diamond. Just look, - Lona swore, they would never meet a figure as good as Hanna.

“You are sure of your plan?”

Hanna nodded. “Very sure.”

Lona takes Hanna into her arms, trying to give Hanna peace through her warmth. It's okay Han, if they leave you there's still me. I'll be by your side and let's take care of the kid together. Even better, he will have two mothers at once who love him very much. His life will be perfect, trust me.

“Do you regret?” whispered Lona.

Hanna shook her head gently.

“People say all things happen according to their respective purpose. Maybe God is more trusting this baby growing in my stomach, so, I have no regrets at all.”