
Hanna wakes up on Lona's bed, a little confused, but she soon realizes that last night she fell asleep in Lona's apartment. He's still here, which means Liam didn't come looking for him or pick him up. Hanna held onto her head which felt very painful –maybe the effect of her crying.
What he experienced was like a dream, but unfortunately this time it was a nightmare. It would be a lie if Hanna said she wasn't hurt. For whatever sake, he was very disappointed with Liam. How could Liam come back to make him hurt? All doubts in Hanna's heart returned one by one, but Hanna still convinced herself that she would not leave Liam.
Everything has its own reasons. And he also hoped that Liam would have a reason to treat him like this.
“Available?” Lona greeted Hanna with a smile.
Hanna nodded, sitting leisurely in the dining chair. Saturday morning, a very relaxing weekend and Lona was preparing breakfast for them. Hanna silently looked at Lona, finding that a black arch was drawn under her eyelids. Allegedly Hanna, Lona must not have slept all night.
“You want to take a walk? Today is Saturday, so we can go wherever we want.”
Hanna shakes. He wants to return to his home –his private home. He wants to rest, sleep, read a book. He did not want to go out and spend the rest of his energy that had to be saved, who knew he was still facing the problem that made him fall back. “No Na, I want to go home.”
“To your home and Liam?”
Hanna is back. Why would he go back there? Liam didn't look for her, didn't contact her, didn't pick her up here –she should have known where Hanna was. So why did he go back there? “No, go home by myself. Besides I haven't been there for a long time, maybe it's very dirty.”
Hanna blew the steaming fried rice. Lona's cooking is pretty decent for a sling size woman like her and Hanna likes it. But still nothing can beat the taste of Liam's cuisine. Dan..astaga, why do I remember all of a sudden?
“Good. I'll take you there later, I'll stay there tonight.”
“Thanks baby.” Hanna said sincerely. If Lona doesn't exist, I don't know what the world is. Lona everything to him. His best friend could exist in all sorts of situations with him, understanding and understanding what he wanted.
“Anytime.”
As Hanna and Lona disembark from the apartment, they find Liam's car parked in the front parking lot of the apartment. The two looked at each other. It's still so early, why is Liam's car there?
“I'll check his car.” Lona.
He tried to peek while squinting, and was quite surprised to find Liam and Bobby sleeping inside. It seemed like they had already arrived here since last night, yet perhaps they did not dare to interrupt Hanna and Lona's rest. Lona tapped on the glass, making the two passengers inside gasp in shock.
“They are inside.” Excitement Lona flat. Hanna approaching. It was good that Liam was here, he would ask what he should ask. All day yesterday he kept wondering what Liam really wanted, and it's a good time to ask.
“Gosh, you guys stink once.” Gutting Lona while fanning her nose. “You were drunk last night?”
“Drink a little.” Bobby replied with a smile. “Hai Han.” say hello Bobby.
Hanna just nodded small. He chose to stare at Liam who was standing not too far behind Bobby. Why is he hiding? Is he scared? Or.has he realized his mistake?
“There's something I want to talk to you about, Han.” Liam finally spoke.
Good too, he finally opened his mouth. I think he's mute.
“Speaking what?” sahut Hanna flat.
“Before I apologize Han, if my request might make you a little.disappointed.”.
Deggs..
There was a small bang that struck Hanna's heart. Although Liam has not said anything, somehow Hanna's feelings began to feel bad, exactly what she experienced yesterday.
“After I thought all night.me..I think we might.part first.”.
“What did you say?” Lona. She thought they had both come to apologize to Hanna, but she was wrong.
“Maybe it's good we parted for a while now until the baby is born. After that we can have a DNA test for.”
Hanna twisted her body before Liam's talk was over. He forced his legs to move even though it felt light as boneless to make it difficult for him to walk. Both eyelids began to blur, along with the clear liquid that filled it. Is that as low as Hanna in Liam's eyes? Dna test? So all his words during this time were just lies? Is that just sweetener?
Hanna thinks Liam will be her last port –not just because she's pregnant with Liam's child. He struggles against his ego, persuading himself to believe in Liam, hanging all his future hopes on him, yet what does he get this? All the disappointment, the betrayal, the heartache. Does he deserve all this?
“Hanna.” Liam pulls Hanna's hand, trying to persuade Hanna.
“Let go of my hand!” hanna flat said.
“We have to talk Han.”
What is Liam to talk about? All this bullshit of yours? This request beyond your reasoning? Even though I was pregnant out of wedlock, I also had my pride. I'm not that low. “Nothing to talk about.”
“Hanna, this is for the good of each of us. I mean, Jhon was your ex for three years and I was just.”
Plaque..
This time Hanna could not help herself. He stared at Liam sharply as he slapped a slap across Liam's face. Lona screeched a little, running towards the two of them followed Bobby. “Hanna..” she kept Hanna away from Liam. Lona's heart barely dislodged seeing Hanna slap Liam because usually Hanna is a calm figure and not easily ignited.
“I am indeed pregnant.” The clear circles fell down, scattering on his cold face. “...but that does not mean you.” he pointed at Liam, pressing his chest with sharp intonation “..you can doubt me.”
“Hanna.” Lona held onto Hanna who was trembling incoherently. Not feeling his tears also fell to find Hanna suffered greatly – half because of her actions. He is very worried about the development of Hanna's fetus because since last night – and the last few weeks Hanna is often stressed.
“You want to ask for a DNA test after my son is born? It won't! Dream all you want, but this kid is just my son. He's not your son. NOT YOUR SON, okay?” Hanna looked at Liam with a fiery gaze, a blend of heartache, disappointment, sadness, and anger.
“Hanna.”
“Stop saying my name. You are not worthy even to call it. From today on.” all over Hanna's body trembled, her tears unceasingly flowing. “..don't appear in front of me. Don't say my name, don't call me, don't call me, don't look for me. Get out of my sight.”
“Hanna.” Liam is still trying to grab Hanna.
“Go to hell, bastard.” Hanna brushed it off violently.
Hanna passed by with tears. Sick, really sick. Shit, Hanna's murmur in the heart. He continued walking despite his misguided steps, partly because he could not see the streets clearly because of his tears, partly because he was so upset that he could not think normally.
“Hanna.” Lona held onto him, grasping his hand very tightly. So tight, that Hanna felt her palm almost crushed. “I'm sorry Han.” whispered Lona.
Hanna's tears started to pour after hearing Lona's apology. He stopped, looking at his best friend with trembling lips holding back all the pain in his chest. Hanna surrender. He fell down in the street because his legs could no longer support his body. Hanna roared, screeching loudly while hitting her heart. Lona cries sobbing and desperately tries to hold Hanna's hand so she stops hurting herself.
“Hanna..... Don't..”
From a distance, Liam hides himself behind the walls of Lona's apartment building. She leaned back, closing her eyes at Hanna's sobs that made her almost forget her plan. Were it not for Bobby holding his hand, he would have rushed into Hanna's arms, begging with his knees in front of her and holding Hanna tightly.
“You have chosen this path from the beginning, then you have to finish it until the end.” Bobby patted his shoulders.
“Come. They can be suspicious if we're still here.” Said Bobby again, half dragging Liam's stiff and cold body.
Hanna, my son, I'm sorry! But I had to do this for both of you. Soon, we will regroup.