Way Back To You
This Wound Will Not Heal

The moaning and *******sound out loud from inside a 4x4-sized motel room located in the suburbs. Liam cupped his palm over the woman's head, gripped her hair and slowly fused their bodies together.

Sometimes Liam kissed her lips with a hungry desire, then moved down to her neck to her chest. The heavily intoxicated woman –that's how Liam has sex with all the women he's made sober that they're not aware of his identity, wriggling his body while occasionally raving about things that are not so clear. Liam was always in control of all the bodies of the women he slept with, and he moved wildly over their bodies.

As Liam is about to reach his peak, he goes down to take the safety he always provides in his wallet. Suddenly she saw Hanna standing in the corner of the room, looking at her hatefully and tearfully holding her stomach. Liam was sculpting, his body was frozen and his desire suddenly evaporated.

“Quickly dear...” he heard the moaning voice of the woman who was still lying on the bed.

Liam turned his head – feeling disgusted with the woman he had slept with, then when he turned back his gaze, Hanna's shadow had vanished, no longer there.

“Sial..shial...shial..

Liam punched the wall of the motel many times. No, Hanna really drove him crazy. Everywhere he would see the shadow of the girl, cry her and the tears at once telling her if she was so depraved and a bastard.

Frustratingly, Liam rolled the still-drunk woman's body into the blanket but let her head pop until she could still breathe. He himself instantly cleaned himself in the bathroom while occasionally still yelling at himself.

Hanna made herself a different figure, another figure that even she herself did not understand. Liam never, never, will stop his sexual activities in the midst of his satisfaction that will reach the top, just because of the shadow of a woman. But Hanna seems to be in control of her feelings as well as her common sense. How could that happen to me?

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Bobby tried to break through the crowd of people who crowded the night club by tilting his body. Every now and then he has to stop for dealing with sexy girls who greet him with a little extreme –because they often touch his body and even some kiss his face. All of those things were common sights that he used to see in night clubs.

Normally, Bobby would politely decline, but if they had already acted over the line, he would have gotten rid of their hands decisively. After struggling for some time, he finally made it through the sea of humans and stepped firmly towards the corner of the room right in the back area of the club.

"If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have come here." Bobby said.

Bobby sat down next to Liam who seemed to be half drunk. The foster cousin just grinned, showing Bobby a neat row of his teeth.

"Tumben you asked to meet me.”

"We haven't seen each other in a long time, why are you so stingy?"

Bobby chuckled as he clasped his hands onto Liam's shoulders.

“Let me guess, female problem?”

Liam still doesn't say. He again downed the whisky in his glass until it ran out, making Bobby shake his head. Bobby and Liam are foster cousins. Liam's adoptive father and Bobby's father are brother and sister, and Liam is indirectly Bobby's brother. Although they have no blood relation, the relationship between the two is more than that. The two often meet, tell each other their problems even though sometimes they do not find a way out of the problem, and many more.

“Why? Someone comes to you again and sues you? This time what? Harassment, false pregnancy, or persecution?”

Liam looked at Bobby, then downed his alcohol again. “She's pregnant.”

Bobby clucking. He ordered the same drink Liam drank. “I think because of what..”.

“She's pregnant, really pregnant and it's my son.”

Bobby's eyes blinked, his whole body suddenly frozen. No, his cousin had never made such a fatal mistake. Not likely. He always reminded Liam of his caution in sleeping women and Liam always obeyed him. What's happening now?

“You sure?”

“A hundred percent.”

“Surely it?”

“Dia...new first time do that with me.”

“Could have him trick you. I don't know it turns out you can just trust him.”

“She's a fine girl..” Liam looked at Bobby solemnly.

Being at the club was not his choice, but he was forced there and that's where they met.

“...he already showed me his USG photo.”

“Thanks.” Bobby smiled at the waiter who served him his drink.

“She's really pregnant and it's my son because of my feelings definitely won't be wrong.”

Bobby tried to understand Liam's direction. He thought Liam was making out because he looked so drunk. But as drunk as Liam is, he won't say things that could even ruin his career. But this matter was too unreasonable since he knew Liam would always try to be careful.

“When he asked to see me, I thought we would discuss things that were light and happy. But it was not, we even had a big fight because of this.”

Bobby's forehead wrinkled. “Meet?”

This is not Liam's style at all. He will never intervene to clean up the actions of the women he has been invited to sleep. He simply sent his manager along with his legal counsel. But why is this time different? Why would Liam want to go to any lengths to meet him? What was his attraction towards Liam so that Liam could turn out like that?

“It looks like this girl is a bit special.”

“Indeed.” Liam agrees.

Hanna is not wild, not domineering. He waited for Liam to do it, as if he was asking Liam to lead him and teach him. Gosh, why is the special side I think of even Hanna's greatness in bed?

“So....what's your plan?”

Liam looked at Bobby once more. She shook her head, “ntahlah.”

Then he drank his drink.

“She's already blocked my number.”

The thing that made Liam choose to get drunk was that he had not been able to contact Hanna since their last emotional encounter two days ago.

“How about the address? You don't know where he lives or his job?”

“I know his home where.” Liam. It was there that they met and fought, of course.

“..but when I got there, the complex security guards detained me by saying if there was someone who ordered to kick me out if I came to visit. He... frustrated me half dead.”

“Wow..apparently the girl can too.” Bobby looks interested.

No girl has rejected her cousin. But this girl seems different, or she may not know about...

“Did he know you as Hazer? She knows you're a public figure?”

Liam nodded his head. “He knew it, but still decided to kick me out.”

That means the girl is actually pregnant with Liam's child.

“Liam, listen. I know you were hurt in the past and it has greatly affected your view of women in the present. But, have you never thought of healing your inner wounds? I mean, lest this girl can cure you. Why don't you try it?”

Liam laughed, as if mocking Bobby's words just now.

"I won't heal." he looked at his cousin with a broken heart.

"...I carry a wound that is too deep. This hatred of mine might not be able to go away."

"And you allowed that hatred to hold you back and hurt you?"

"I'm a regular!"

Liam was just about to chug back his alcohol, when Bobby held his hand. "That's enough. You could die here."

Alcohol won't kill him, but Hanna can do it. In Hanna's hands, she won't dwell. The girl had even controlled it even though they had not met again. If things continued like this, he would definitely die from frustration.