Way Back To You
My Way Back To You

The rain drops still fell until morning. Throughout the night the rain poured out of the sky with almost the same volume, lightning continued to strike and the rumbling thunder broke the silence of the night. Even the power went out for a few hours, but this morning it was on. Hanna still did not open her eyes even though she knew it was morning.

It's a weekend, he can relax on his warm bed let alone rain still falling out there. The atmosphere is very supportive to go back to sleep. Hanna flips her body, hugging something she thought was her bolster, until..

Hanna's eyes blinked as she realized she was hugging Liam's body. Liam was awake, looking at him fixedly with a tilted position facing him. His head was refuted by his elbow and he smiled at Hanna. “Good morning.”

Hanna pretended not to be intimidated by Liam's smile which made her heart scream inside. Hanna raised her hand, placed it on Liam's forehead. “Your fever is missing.”

“Mm, because you took care of me.”

Once again Hanna screamed in her heart. He tried to flip his body back to its starting position but Liam held it back. “I still want to see you like this.” he said.

“Do not overdo it. I haven't.”

“Not forgiven me? I know..” Liam stroked Hanna's face. “I'm not asking you to forgive you as soon as possible because I know myself enough. I'm just saying I like to look at you like this.”

Hanna's face flushed red, she was sure that now her face was like a ripe tomato. He pulled the blanket, covered his body up to the nose and left only his two eyeballs. Liam chuckles at it and grabs Hanna's body easily.

“What do you do?” peekit Hanna.

“Gulfing you.” Liam did not care about Hanna's moving hand pushing her body. “Don't be too hard on yourself Han, I know you want me.”

“Believe yourself pretty good.”

“That's why I keep chasing you, because I believe in myself.”

“Do not move.” Liam held Hanna's hand and hugged her body tightly. “Come sleep a few more minutes. I'm still sleepy.”

Hanna bit her lips as she could hear Liam's heartbeat very clearly. He always liked to fall asleep on Liam's chest. It feels warm, comfortable and safe. Hanna could let go of all the things that made her mind chaotic just by hugging Liam. Hanna closed her eyes, falling asleep again as the sun rose to try to defeat the dark clouds that were still struggling.

Liam, why are you always able to destroy the state of my heart? Why can you make me fly in an instant, and then in an instant make me fall again? Why can you manage my mood at will?

*

“I don't want to if I have to involve the baby in the womb.” Jhon exclaimed, creating an echo within the narrow space under the bridge. The woman behind the concrete bridge can be heard laughing, mocking.

“I think you still like it.”

“I really like Hanna, but that doesn't mean I have to get rid of the baby.”. “..Look, I've done what you wanted even if I had to. I do want Hanna but this is not the way.”

“What do you mean?”

“I don't want to get involved any further.” he approached behind the pole. “.. I don't want to be labeled a criminal for killing innocent babies just because of your greed.” Jhon still has a conscience and he won't touch baby Hanna.

“Silent..” shouted the woman full of anger. “Don't try to spy on me.”

“I didn't say you, it's a fact that you're too obsessed with Liam.” Jhon shouted back.

The woman's hand clenched until it showed veins poking out on her skin. “What did you say? Obsessed?”

“You can still change..” Jhon's tone of voice is low. “Liam is not yours, you just love the side of Hazer that is in Liam. You don't like it at all.”

Slender. “If you need help to heal you, I can help you.”

The woman's fist became. He smiled, then the smile turned into a horrible laugh. The woman was open for a while until she suddenly fell silent.

“Did you just advise me? You don't know what I can do with your life?” his voice sounded intimidating, full of threats.

Jhon was surprised when the woman took out something from behind her thick jacket pocket. In the dark dim –because the day has also begun to twilight, he mandapati his breath hunting by his own fear. The two female eyeballs were polished by the cruelty and looked shiny filled with anger, looking at her with the slightest displeasure and without mercy.

The woman raised the gun slowly and pointed it right at Jhon's head. He again smiled as if he was enjoying the situation very much, a sly smile. A sweat ran down Jhon's bleached face. His heart was galloping very quickly once he knew his days might be finished there.

“Maybe you can close your eyes.” exclaimed the woman. “There are last words?”

Jhon swallowed his own saliva with great difficulty. His legs wobbly until powerless to hold his body weight. Even Jhon did not realize his tears had fallen and the woman again laughed at him.

“I will comply with your request.” Jhon said in the end because he still wants to live.

There was a beam of regret in his chest when he ended up dealing with this crazy woman. Had it not been for him having his adult videos while with Carissa and threatening to spread them, Jhon would not have been willing to obey all his will.

The woman laughed out loud. For a while Jhon was able to breathe a sigh of relief as he lowered his gun, but his breathing returned to hunting as the woman again pointed him right on his forehead.

“Did I say I still need you? I asked, do you have any last words?” said cold.

This woman is crazy, crazy. Inner Jhon. He's not only evil but completely insane. His mental seems disturbed. Jhon had no other choice, in the end he closed his eyes, resigned.

The entire feather stood up while the cold iron stuck directly to his skin. He was silent –waiting while counting the one-on-one in his heart. Then he heard a clicking, silent voice. The atmosphere was quiet and he was still alive. Slowly Jhon opened his eyes which were immediately met with a terrible laugh from the woman.

Shit, he's playing me. It was just a toy gun.

“Follow my command, or the original will follow.”

The woman disappeared in the dark of the night, leaving Jhon still trying to regulate the rhythm of his heart. “Sials. Basic sick woman.” shouted Jhon. “I'll repay you for anything.”

*

“The book is suitable.” Liam who was sitting enjoying his coffee looked proud while Hanna wore the clothes she bought and showed it off in front of Liam.

Hanna looks beautiful and graceful. All sides of Hanna's body are very attractive, especially baby bump that looks adorable and funny. Liam pulls Hanna's hand slowly, making Hanna get closer to him. Liam put both his hands on Hanna's waist, hugged her body and kissed Hanna's stomach gently. “Hai, Nak.”

A curling smile on Hanna's face, she was very pleased with the way Liam greeted their baby. He could not help himself anymore and placed both of his hands coiled around Liam's neck, replying to him with a haru look.

“Please tell your mother to forgive Dad. I promise I'll treat your mother better.”

Hanna held back her laughter. He turned his face as Liam looked at him so that Liam would not know if he looked happy. “Your mother looks to enjoy all things with Dad.” Hanna's eyes glared, about to protest but that was a fact. “..But somehow he was acting indifferent to Dad. Isn't your mom a little selfish?”

Hanna again glared her eyes, once again about to protest. “What did you say?” Liam stuck his head to Hanna's stomach, as if their baby was replying to her conversation from within. “So your mom just pretended? Did he forgive Dad? Well, your mother is great as well as her acting.”

Oh, my God, why would Liam know he forgave her?

“Enough.” Hanna distanced herself before she was dragged away by the emotional feelings that had penetrated her. “Do not teach our children to behave like you.” He pretended to be angry.

Our kids. Those two words made Liam soar. The words slid from Hanna's mouth and created a calmness within Liam. She hasn't lost Hanna. Those words were like a claim that Hanna had indeed forgiven him.

Liam stand. He twisted Hanna's body and grabbed her waist with one hand while the other hand cupped her face. He looked down, kissed Hanna gently. “I love you Han.”

Suddenly their kiss turned hot. Hanna was still trying to maintain her logic, trying to free herself from Liam's embrace. “Did I say I forgive you?”

“Pasti already.” Liam again landed a long soft kiss on Hanna's lips. “Hanna, have I ever said that no matter what happens, I will always find my way back to you?”

Hanna nodded, she remembered Liam ever revealing it. “Then no matter how big your efforts are to expel me, you will not succeed. I will always come back to you.”