Way Back To You

Way Back To You
I'll be waiting for you


Accompanied by a can of cold cola, Hanna sat alone on top of the twenty-five-story high-rise building. The night breeze hit her hair, flying her up to occasionally hit her face and making Hanna grimace in pain. He sighed while tying his hair.


Gymnopedie tone that he heard through the earphones could not make his heart comfortable, although before when he thought of something, listening to classical music can help him relax and think clearly. But this time, all of that made her want to continue crying even though Hanna did not know exactly what she was crying about. She just wants to cry until her chest feels looser –she thinks maybe this has something to do with her hormonal changes because she is pregnant.


His gaze was straight, seemingly blank as Hanna did not know what she should do. Earlier in the meeting room, Mr. Hara was furious because of his financial statements were messy. He had been struggling with financial statements for many years but this time he made a very fatal mistake. Luckily Bobby who also participated in the meeting postponed everything on the grounds that he was not feeling well. Though Hanna was very sure, Bobby did it because he did not want Mr. Hara to scold him.


“Basic boy fucking.” Hanna swearing.


All the mistakes he's made lately are because of Liam. The man left an enormous wound on his chest that was so painful that it sometimes made Hanna unable to breathe while she remembered him. The words of Liam who said he slept with another man always ringed in his ears and made Hanna's blood instantly boil.


“I hope I won't see you again.” hilariously later.


Hanna opened her canned drink, and prepared to drink it when suddenly someone held her hand.


“Stop.”


“Pak Bobby?” Hanna stunned.


Bobby holds Hanna's hand, then takes the cola drink from Hanna's hand and throws it in the trash.


“You should not drink soft drinks, especially during an early pregnancy like this. It could harm your baby.”


Hanna really doesn't know. She thought that cola could increase her strength because her stomach was empty asking to be filled, but since Hanna was still nauseous, she could not eat anything. Stupid him. If Bobby wasn't around, what would happen to him?


“Why? The problem at the meeting or the problem of the father of your baby?” Bobby looked at Hanna's goal.


Both, inner Hanna. Hanna just smiled her smile, then looked back down. He is powerless to resist as Bobby opens his suit and slips into his body. The two then sat side by side, but for some time they just kept quiet, until..


“Thanks Sir.”


“Bobby only.”


“Thanks Bobby.”


“For what? I didn't do anything for you.”


For all the things you've done for me. You can be present at times when I need someone like you to have telepathy with me.


“Have you not found your baby's father yet?”


Please don't talk about him. That bastard's man doesn't even deserve to be called Dad because he has no sense of responsibility at all. He even accused me of a no-no.


“Not yet. After I thought about it, it seems like I do not need to look for it –more precisely do not need to hold her responsible, I will take care of my own baby.”


“And I have offered myself willingly to.”


“Bob, please.” Don't make me go crazy and desperate.


“I didn't know you were joking with me or not.”


“Do you think I'm kidding?” Bobby twisted Hanna's body.


Had you not been in this situation, I would have loved to embrace you, take you into my arms and never let go of you again. Hanna, I'd really like to kiss you to convince you, if everything I'm saying is true. I really love you.


The eyes can't lie, and it looks like it's true. Hanna can see the sincerity of Bobby to him through the shady eyes but very longing –because that's how she looked at Liam at that time. But still Hanna felt she had to reject Bobby, not only because she was pregnant, but also because she did not have any feelings for Bobby.


“You can already see my sincerity? Or...you want me to prove it?”


Bobby's voice sounded very low, begging expectantly to Hanna. It makes Hanna's chest tight filled with guilt on Bobby. However she does not want to cheat the man –and since she also does not want to be involved in romance anymore, Hanna thinks Bobby deserves someone more than her.


“I will wait for you, until you accept me!”


Why don't you understand that this opportunity will never exist? Bobby, please don't be like this. You're making me even more miserable and frustrated.


“Hanna..”.


Bobby held Hanna's hand tightly.


“I know these times have been hard on you, but I've been waiting for years too. I want to be with you through your hard times and I want you to trust me if I really like you sincerely.”.


Bobby's words hit Hanna's heart, adding a little more weight to her heart. Why does this guy like it? What did Bobby see of him?


*


“I want to meet Hazer.”


Lona held her briefcase, with a serious look sweeping around the room where Liam was shooting. After a day of tinkering with the internet to search for data on Liam or Hazer, Lona is finally able to find the address of Liam's photo shoot from a fanatic. Of course Lona had to pay him –because the damn fans didn't want to cooperate with him without compensation, and here he is now. Everyone seems busy doing their job. No one had even acknowledged him, even those people continued to do his work as if he had never been there.


“Halloooo, I want to meet Hazer or with Liam or whatever his name is!”


This time Lona made her voice firmer than before. The trick this time was quite successful, seen from some people who looked at him full of question marks. With a rush Noah came to him with a cellphone that was still attached to his hand. During Liam's shoot he continued to play the game of course, and Lona's voice made her barely fall from her seat. Not because of his screams, but when Lona mentioned Liam, that was when Noah immediately moved.


“Some of which can I help you? I'm Liam's manager.” He stuck out his hand.


“Where is Liam? I told you I wanted to talk to him.” Lona shook Noah's hand, of course, because she wouldn't shake hands with that depraved male friend.


“Liam..he is still shooting. Maybe in about half an hour it's done.”


“I want to talk now because I don't want to spend my precious time waiting for that depraved man.”


“Ehh, wait. You said depraved? Please don't talk carelessly, I can sue you later.” Noah pointed his finger right at Lona's face.


Lona gave a small laugh, looking at Noah cynically. “You sure you'll report me? Good, so when we talk at the police station I can tell your artist's behavior clearly to the police.”


“Liam..” Lona screamed back to be the center of attention.


“You want me to say it here or you come with me to talk four-eyes?” continue then.


“Hey, what are you doing?” Noah pulls Lona's hand and tries to keep her mouth shut.


“Noah, release. I'll talk to him.”


Liam appears to break up the dispute between the two. As Lona looked at Liam, she almost forgot her original purpose of coming there. It turned out that Liam was really very handsome, it was fitting that Hanna was infatuated with him and could not forget about him. But being handsome means nothing if he has no heart. It's all a pseudo-vainness.


“Let's talk in my room.”


Lona followed Liam's long footsteps. Indeed, Lona admits that Liam is almost perfect. Physically, Liam is far more than anything else than Jhon, Hanna's former lover. But in terms of behavior, both are the same, equally depraved and have no responsibility.


“You are...”


“Lona.” Lona cuek said as she folded her arms around her chest.


“Okay, Lona. What do you want to talk about?”


“I just wanted to say that you are so savage. After tasting Hanna's body, you left her just like that.”.


Just leave him? Isn't that upside down? Hanna left me, not me.


“...and after you found out she was pregnant with your child, you denied her, accused her of sleeping with other men and even of violence against her. You think if the rest of the world knows what your true nature is, how will your fans keep confusing you?”


Liam is sorry about that. Everything Lona said was her biggest regret right now. Yet he did it all purely because he was also in shock –and also because of an inner wound that not everyone knew. If Liam could turn the clock around, he wouldn't do Hanna, the soft, innocent girl who made him goosebumps.


“Lona, I'm really sorry about..”.


“Sorry? After you hurt her, you said you were sorry? Have you never heard that words are sharper than a knife? If you slap Hanna, she can forget about the pain on her face in a few hours. But with your very nonsensical words, even a lifetime will be recorded in the memory of Hanna.”


The only thing Lona couldn't accept was Liam's sentence accusing Hanna of screwing another man. That'sallthatis. He doesn't care about the others, whether he wants to take responsibility or not. But Lona knows Hanna, her best friend. She is the kindest and most innocent girl Lona has ever known –and she is the one who ruined Hanna's innocence.


That's why Lona will pursue justice for Hanna. He knew he had to take responsibility for everything Hanna suffered. And the first step was to come to this man of course.


Liam is speechless. Everything Lona said was true because she also realized how rude she was to Hanna back then. He said things he didn't really need to say. Instead of solving the problem, it just adds to the problem and widens the distance between him and Hanna.


“Listen, Liam. Hanna and I agreed that we would take care of the baby together. We don't need you or your money.” –Liam can hear the mocking tone of Lona's intonation suppression.


“...because we also have what you have. So there is no need to be rich pretentious, as if you could cover up all your mistakes with money. No. gabe. So remember these words of mine, don't come to her again, don't call her again, don't look for her again. He'll be fine without you. Understand?”


Lona leaves Liam still sculpting, not moving at all. Mistakes after mistakes he made made Liam's world a mess. Had they also known that he was very depressed about this and could barely close his eyes for a moment. But it seems like Hanna's hatred has overflowed on her, even her best friend was willing to come to her for Hanna's sake.


Han, if I can heal my heart, I might be able to be with you and start all over again.