101 Avatars
53. Different Healers

That night, five years ago, without knowing why, I was suddenly stranded into this world.  Not only me, but it seems that all the other avatars are also stranded to the real world.  Once the avatars entered the real world, there was only one on their minds, immediately prey and kill humans then replace their place.

But I don't know why I'm different.  I have absolutely no such cruel instinct.  Of course it is a thing that I should be grateful for not turning into such a cruel monster figure.  However, surely people will still call me a monster if they see my true figure.

Approximately, how will Syifa and Adrian respond later if my secret is revealed?  Will they get away from me and even attack me?  Will they be angry?  Or will they be sad?  Whatever it is, I hope they don't get hurt.

And I hope that time can stretch longer until I get my goal for all my avatar colleagues.  No, that's also true, but more than anything, I want them to last longer.

First awakened to this world, it was precisely the positive feeling I had.  Meet Kaiser Dewantara and Judith Dewantara, then be part of their family.

Honestly, when I first received the instructions from the program, I wanted to immediately throw it into the recycle bin if it was not protected by a super-sophisticated firewall that showed how much I cursed that instinct.  Why should I protect these weak men.  But in the end, when little by little the memories that prompted me to have that instinct returned, I thanked him instead.

I really love Judith, Syifa, Adrian, and of course my precious friend, the real Kaiser Dewantara.

I was first awakened from the capsule belonging to Kaiser Dewantara who was always in his on position which he rarely ever removed from the electrical connection.  You ask me why I came out of that place and not the other owner's capsule?  I don't know the answer either.  One thing I can remember, I move with my instincts.

You could say at that time, when the process of dimensional transfer, our consciousness seemed to be controlled by something.  I barely remember anything either.  However, after a long investigation, I finally found a bright spot for the answer.  It all started with him.

I rushed out of the Kaiser Dewantara room where the capsule was stored to follow my instinct to find the whereabouts of the brothers.  At that time, I could hear vague chaos from outside the house on the night of the Hoho game disaster.

But at that time, I did not know what my fellow avatars were doing out there.  At first I suspected, we were all awakened to the condition like me at that time.  Who would have guessed that the other avatar colleagues were controlled by such a sinister instinct.

Because it was focused by my own instincts, no, I had been playing too much with humans so that so talking like them, I mean the program commands embedded in my memory, I at that time did not make a fuss outside.

I just focused immediately on finding the existence of Kaiser Dewantara and Judith Dewantara.  Then I found Judith in her room.  I see, he's very scared.  I just broke the commotion outside.  Ah, Judith like this must be due to fear of the commotion that was going on outside.

Then, unintentionally, our eyes met.  I also tried to smile according to the manual taught by the program to me about how to reduce human alertness to unknown creatures by acting called the term ‘ramah’.  But what happened, instead Judith screamed loudly when she looked back at my face.

I immediately felt something stuck in the core chip of my life.  But at the time, I didn't know what it was.  All I know is, it's not something that's comfortable.  It feels awkward and I want to unplug for a moment.

After a long time of learning about humans, I finally understood that it was a feeling of inadmissibility due to the expression of one's rejection.  To overcome this, I just need to learn how to relate well to him.  Have I become a good family to Judith?  I wish I could hope so.

Immediately I sensed through my avatar senses that due to Judith's scream, my comrades who were nearby, were provoked by Judith's shout and were investigating the source of her voice.  Then I felt that weirdness too.

My other avatar colleagues, are not in their normal state.  Basically, we are indeed creatures who like to fight, but it is not until brutal to attack blindly in an unfamiliar environment.  But this time, through my avatar senses, I felt that they were all in pain and in a state of uncontrollable consciousness.

If it was in the game world, then there would be the reset power of Dream and Carnaval as the host avatars to resurrect the lost avatars in the fight so that it could be said we were immortal.  But does that happen in the real world too?  As long as everything is unclear, as much as possible I want to avoid the fight.

I also do not want Judith to be hurt by the actions of my own colleagues who are in a strange status, can not let if until another avatar into this house.  Therefore, I used my power to make Judith faint for a while so that she could be silent.

The existence of Judith Dewantara is confirmed, but the existence of Kaiser Dewantara has not.  Wherever I looked in the corner of the house, I still couldn't find it.  Only one possibility remained, Kaiser Dewantara was not in the house.

I then shared my consciousness with the trees around to look for traces of Kaiser Dewantara and finally found the track record.  From the information I got, it was true that Kaiser Dewantara was heading out together with a woman.  That means to find him, I have to look for him outside.

However, Judith is in her home now without protection.  It would be terrible if my fellow avatars came here in such a state.  Judith could be in danger.

But anyway, I can't go against the program's orders to immediately meet Kaiser Dewantara.  Finally, I put my consciousness connected to Judith's body to protect her as well as an alarm for me to be able to immediately know if Judith was in danger.

Long story short, I immediately left the place to find Kaiser Dewantara.  He finally found it, but it seems the conditions around him are not okay.

My other avatar colleague was rampaging in front of him while stabbing the body of a woman I saw in the memory of one of the trees was the woman who went with Kaiser Dewantara from his house.  While I was looking, Kaiser Dewantara was just glued to that place without any attempt to escape.

She is Bomber, the raging avatar, where the woman he has killed is none other than Andina Roselia, Kaiser Dewantara's fiancee.

I also immediately headed to the place because I was worried about the state of the Kaiser Dewantara with the existence of monsters raging before him.  Of course not the real worry I meant because I was just a bunch of data.  Maybe it was more precise when it was said, the stimulating effect of the program that did not want the mission to fail.

Arriving there, I immediately healed the wounds of Kaiser Dewantara.  After making sure the Kaiser Dewantara was safe, I stood behind him while looking closely at my fellow avatar who looked calm after he stabbed the woman.

A moment later, the two of us met.  I also prepare a counter if until the avatar number 1 digit is better than me it attacks.  But what I saw was that his expression immediately turned to pleasure.

Then he said, “Healer?  That's you?  Helpme!  Please help me!  I didn't do it on purpose.  I didn't mean to hurt this kid.  Please!  Please save him!  Wh why?  Why am I doing all this?!  Please, please, so that this child can survive.”

I looked at the woman lying on the street in front of the Bomber.  I also detected his life energy with my threads.  But it seems too late.  With nothing to hide, I tell Bomber what it is,

“There's nothing more we can do to that woman even if it's my medical ability.  There's nothing we can do about the dead body.”

After I said this, I saw him crying out in that creepy form.  But what is this?  I was instantly astonished because we were avatar beings created differently from humans.  We shouldn't have feelings so we can cry like that.