101 Avatars
80. The Wanderer

Having a physical form is more fun than being in an astral form.  Ever since I got into this robot body, I can feel what it's called.  Vision and hearing.

With the two new things that I obtained, I also used it to get closer to Kaiser Dewantara.  Of course the boy had absolutely no idea that I was alive.  I acted as his playmate by harnessing his imagination.  Those times were wonderful for me.

However, those good times did not last long.  Three months later, Grandpa Gilbran was mysteriously killed, leaving him in deep sorrow.  I was always by his side to support him until the time was finally able to heal the wound in his heart.

However, at the age of ten.  The accident happened again.  This time, both of his parents were taken to life in a tragic accident.  No, it was clearly a murder.  Kaiser was once again overwhelmed with grief.  I, who was just a toy robot, was only able to provide support to him by being by his side without being able to do anything.

What a shame the fate of the boy.  At that young age, he had lost three family members he loved.  And it was not in a natural way, but in the way of death by murder.

Ever since both of his parents died, the boy's sincere smile began to disappear.  Although he still often smiled gently, but I know best, the boy did not smile again through his heart.  His heart was locked in the void.

Until finally he turned 12 years old, he decided to investigate the mystery of the death of his grandfather and his parents by leaving for Indonesia.  At that time, my best friend Kaiser did not take me with him, but left me to Judith.

I felt abandoned at first.  But I know very well what my friend is feeling.  He left me to his only brother because to treat his worry about his only brother who left him by being with me.

“All right my friend, if that's what you want, then I will protect Judith here during your departure.  You do not have to worry about us here and just go to finish your business quickly then come back here safely.” Thought.

However, our farewell was shorter than I had imagined.  Three years later, Judith followed her brother to Indonesia.  In the end, I was able to reunite with my best friend.

However, something unexpected, now my best friend is no longer as dark as before we were last separated.  He was finally able to regain his smile through romance, beautiful flowers for teenagers.  I'm also happy about it.

The woman my best friend was expecting was apparently a gamer.  In order to attract his attention, he also began to play a game that is often played by the girl he loves.  Hero of Hope game aka Hoho game, that is the name of the game.

One day out of curiosity, I tried to move my body when there was no one in the room to try playing the Hoho game.  I turned on the computer screen to connect in the capsule.  But after that, my consciousness suddenly faded.

After waking up, I knew I was in a dark room.  But what is this?  There was a new feeling I felt that felt foreign to me.  Touch resistance.

Since when can I feel the touch?  That's not all.  Since when do I have hands, feet, and all these flexible joints?  Am I not a toy robot that can only move my hand in ninety-degree rotation and move forward and backward through the wheels at the base?

But why not just flexible hands now, I can now feel the legs, neck, back, complete body like a human.  What the hell is going on?  In that darkness, I kept wondering.

Instantly, I also felt attracted to various places to get there and come.  I don't know why, even though it's my body, but I feel like I'm moving on my own as if someone is controlling me.  And for whatever reason, I had to fight against those forms and entities that felt alien to me.

Even more frustrating, in the end, I was always the one having bad luck.  Crushed due to the opponent's missile, mutilated by the sharpness of the opponent's sword, or even killed instantly by poison.  Not only that, sometimes I feel like my body is divided into 2, 3, 5, 10, 20 consciousnesses, and even more than that, and I could feel the terrible experiences that were experienced throughout the bodies simultaneously, being defeated horribly.

Every time I was destroyed, my body was renewed as it was, but that terrible end-of-life memory of being destroyed by an opponent, remained as it was stuck in my memory.  After my body recovers, once again the cycle of fighting is defeated with a terrible repeat.

Whatisthis?  If it's a fight, why can't I move my own body?  In fact, if I was able to move on my own, such opponents, would be meaningless to me.  I will easily defeat them all.

Slowly, I finally woke up.  Ah, apparently I have become one of the game characters in this game Hoho.  Perhaps subconsciously, my astral figure mingled with the awareness of one of the characters in the game.

My nosy thoughts.  I don't want the players to control me.  Therefore, whenever any other player tries to control my body, I will disrupt their synchronization process so as not to be able to use me.  As a result, the percentage of players who were able to synchronize with me decreased drastically.

Well, although there are still some players who managed to synchronize because from the beginning, their synchronization rate towards me was already high.  But I still have another trick.  I mess up the use of my moves so that there are hidden moves and some are delayed long before they can be activated.

I fiddled with such a system in my body that it was as if, I only had defensive and healing powers without a single attack power.  As a result, I became a game character that is not popular anymore in Hoho game.

This is okay.  Even then, I might be locked up in the dark forever, it's still better than having my body infiltrated in such a disgusting manner.

But one day, I was reunited with Kaiser Dewantara.  This time, the one who mingled with my consciousness and controlled my body was her.  For some reason, this time I can feel more synchrony than previous players who have mingled with me, even with the system that I have been ruffled so much.

Unexpectedly, the boy turned out to be quite good at playing games until I was finally able to be in a winning position so that I no longer had to lose and was crushed horribly.  In fact, with the specs that I've been making such a mess, he can still win by using it.  As expected, my best friend was indeed a very brilliant person.

Every time Kaiser Dewantara plays me, that's where I can re-leash my miss figure to him.  Even now, I can only look at her from behind the scenes, that's enough, as long as I know that she's okay.

“I hope after this, there is only happiness that will wait for you two, Kaiser, Judith.”  My sincere prayers are with both of them.

But what happened, was just the opposite.  The night of the Hoho game disaster suddenly hit the entire city of Jakarta and I along with the other avatar characters from the game were released into the real world.