I Desire the Love of My Husband
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Bian went back to the hospital, his mind was currently very unguided, what Dion said to him was very disturbing.

Bian entered Zahra's nursery, the woman appeared to be asleep with an infusion hose in her hand.

"Zahra," called Bian while sitting next to him.

"Zahra, can you still hear me?"

Bian looked around, no one was accompanying him there, but Bian had told his parents but they did not seem to come.

"Zahra," call Bian again.

His hands raised rubbed Zahra's head.

"Zahra, I have to explain everything, don't you know what happened, I'm sorry but I didn't take away your chastity."

Bian did not get any response, even for just a little movement, Zahra was silent maybe she was asleep.

"Zahra, you answer me, I should know what you think about everything, I don't do that dirty thing."

Bian grabbed Zahra's hand, why was there a bit of sadness to see Zahra like that, because Bian felt guilty.

"You must have heard me right now, you're deliberately silent because you feel angry with me, aren't you Zahra?"

Bian closed his eyes, Bian did not deliberately meet with Zahra to take care of his marriage, Bian did not know if it turned out Zahra did not want to eat and drink.

And why Zahra wasn't dressed, was it possible that Dion had lied to her, that Dion might have been referring to everything she said to Bian.

"But for what, what did he do that for."

Bian was silent, at that moment his memory returned to play the words of Sintia while at the venue earlier.

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"Why, if you don't want that woman to get hurt, you should stop her from being with Bian."

Dion frowned, why was that the sentence again.

"What do you mean?" ask Bian.

"I mean, you want to know?"

"What, just say it."

"Emmm, you should know, if your wife is your friend's girlfriend, right, Dion?"

Bian glanced at Dion there who was also glancing at Bian, Bian frowning, what he was doing to Zahra, what they were close together like that for.

Bian shook his head and pulled Zahra away from Dion, Zahra fell in Bian's arms, both of Zahra's eyes closed because of his dizzy head.

"Don't be rude dong" said Dion.

"What are you doing?" ask Bian.

"What I'm really saying is, they both have something, they're so desperate to cover everything from you."

They turned their heads together, Sintia must have deliberately been willing to make them noisier, and it seemed like Bian did not need to respond to that.

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Bian shook his head as he rubbed his face, why was that what came to his mind at this time, why were the words of Sintia dancing beautifully in his mind.

"Can't Ra, did you really have a relationship with Dion before you met me?"

Bian again shook his head, how could it be like, wasn't it before there was even Zahra Bian and Dion always together.

They always spend time at the hangout, and Bian never hears anything else seeing Dion with Zahra.

But why can Sintia say that, on what basis does Sintia say all that.

Bian clucked and ruffled his hair rough, why did Bian have to come to such a frustration, though,

"Zahra, wake up, you don't sleep now I know that, let's get up."

Bian ripped Zahra's body, why the woman was just silent, even after Bian spoke at length Zahra remained silent.

"Zahra, you don't make me angry anymore, you know if I'm angry, I can do anything with you, what else now you're my wife."

Bian hit the iron bed, it was annoying to the woman in front of him, whether the doctor had drugged him or maybe he died instead of just sleeping.

"Zahra, wake up."

"What's up, sir?"

Bian turned his head and saw the nurse enter the room, what time is it, why is there still a nurse entering.

"Don't bother the patient, let him rest first."

"Is he made unconscious now?"

"No, it's just that it might be his good sleep."

"No way, I've been talking at length with him since, if he was just sleeping it would have been able to hear my voice, but this is not."

"Sorry sir, the patient is not in good condition, maybe now the patient feels more comfortable so he can sleep peacefully."

Bian shook his head, what was true like that, but why was there not even the slightest response, Bian had torn his body apart if Zahra could not feel it all.

"You better wait outside, let the patient rest first, the more calm the rest will be the faster the healing process."

There was no answer, Bian did not want Zahra to be silent, Bian just asked her to talk not to ask her to run.

"Please wait outside, sir."

"Let me out."

"Alright, but don't bother the patient anymore."

"That's it, just go."

The sister nodded and passed away leaving the two, at least she had already reminded Bian not to bother Zahra.

Bian looked at that face, his two eyes were so closed, was it true that Zahra was sleeping at the moment.

"Zahra, I promised to look after you, we're married now, what else are you afraid of?"

Bian rubbed the back of Zahra's hand with his thumb, the marriage was undesirable, but Zahra knew the reason and agreed as well.

"Zahra, we can talk about everything in a good way, you open your eyes yes, I promise I won't be rude anymore to you."

Bian rubbed Zahra's cheeks slowly, hoping that Zahra could be distracted from her sleep, and could talk about everything well and clearly.

"Come on Zahra, if you're so big, you're free to do anything to me, you're angry, you want to hit me, you want to mock me, go ahead, but let me apologize for everything, I admit I'm guilty."

Bian keeps Zahra's hand on his forehead, he remembers everything he did to Zahra that night, and they both are conscious, Zahra can't possibly forget if Bian didn't ruin his future.

"Let's get up, Zahra."

I don't know when Bian should talk to himself like that, it's like a madman talking to a statue that will never answer.

"Zahra, I'm sorry, I won't do it again, I'll respect you, let's get up now."

Bian let go of Zahra's hand, he got up, maybe if it continued like that, Bian would be completely crazy, Bian kicked the gurney leg, he then came out without looking again.

"Brengksek," Bian's people slammed the door.

Zahra opened her eyes, her tears just dripping, yes, Zahra had heard everything since, but Zahra did not want to answer him in the slightest.