I Desire the Love of My Husband
I'm Not Going to Try

The longer, the more exhausted Zahra's power to be able to keep Bian away, the chaos he felt had made him weaker.

Zahra slowly kept quiet, she let Bian touch her body freely, the man was so wild toying with her body.

"Just enjoy it" whispered Bian.

On the approaching night of the morning, Zahra had to be willing because for the second time, Bian forcibly removed his clothes.

Zahra's eyes closed, why he did not just die after his parents, maybe then Zahra did not need to feel the pressure like this.

Zahra's eyes grew stronger, as he felt the pain of Bian's actions, after this it was no longer useful Zahra revolted.

"Don't keep holding him back, won't you not want me to get angry?"

Zahra didn't budge, she didn't do anything, Bian should have understood what she was currently feeling.

Bian's movements are increasingly uncontrollable, making Zahra groan sick, Zahra's little movement to keep Bian away, no meaning at all, Bian also does not care about Zahra's cries are so clear.

"This is the truest" whispered Bian.

He tried Zahra as he pleased, was not Bian also a normal man, he would definitely want something like that, what else against his own wife.

The longer Zahra's moans have changed to *****, Zahra's voice feels more and more like Bian's craze.

There was no agreement he remembered, all had been forgotten because of their current intercourse.

Bian treats Zahra as he pleases, nothing is missed from the woman's body, Bian does not care even though repeatedly Zahra asks him to stop.

"It's fun, I should know if it's so much fun."

Zahra shook her head, she squeezed out the bedsheets she touched, Bian gave her absolutely no gap to breathe.

With these activities, it feels very able to eliminate Bian's irritation, relieve dizziness in his head, and eliminate all the pressure he felt.

Yes, Bian has indeed broken the agreement he made himself, the promise that Bian will not touch Zahra even if a little, the promise has been lost now because Zahra is in control of his game.

"Sss aaa ...," said Bian.

Bian's movements slowly slowed down, it was able to make Zahra breathe a little, until finally all stopped, Zahra turned her head as Bian lay beside her.

"We should have done this in the first place" Bian said, smiling.

Zahra gulped her saliva with great difficulty, she pulled the blanket and lay her back to Bian.

After everything, Zahra had lost everything, there was nothing she could do but accept it.

Zahra never thought he would release his honor with compulsion, Zahra always took care of everything, but now there is no more.

"Stop crying, your own husband did it, what to cry about?"

Zahra was silent as Bian hugged her, how much she wanted Zahra to be angry and hurt her at the moment, but what Inggrid's response would be like.

It could be that the woman did not accept and was angry at Zahra, and eventually Zahra would be hated by all of them, there would be no one to defend her.

"Do I have to apologize to you, do I have to prostrate at your feet to stop your crying?"

Zahra was unmoved, she was only focused with her own cries, whatever she had to think about right now, it was all so nauseating.

"But I must apologize to you, I'm sorry because even though all this has happened, I still can't return your feelings."

Zahra squeezed the blanket she held, couldn't Bian just shut up, her words only made Zahra more hurt.

"One more time, you had a chance to ask about the woman, you're right Zahra, I do like her, I don't understand why it can be that easy I'm interested in her when we just met."

"I'll try to forget how I felt about her, but I won't try to reciprocate your feelings, I can't Zahra, I don't direct my feelings towards you."

Zahra closed her lips, could Zahra just scream now, venting her heartache that just came.

Zahra could still resist the disappointment of Bian's disregard, but this time, what Zahra could endure was the heartache of her own husband.

"Stop crying, can't you hear me, why don't you obey me?"

Zahra remained silent, her crying was already very difficult for her to speak, Zahra never thought if Bian could do all that.

His treatment and words, should not Bian vent to him, now will be what Zahra's life after all taken Bian.

Bian clucked as he sat down, Zahra's cries irritating him greatly, Zahra completely disregarding his orders to be silent.

"Snorts, whiny boy."

Zahra felt the movement of Bian coming down from the bed, before long, Zahra heard the sound of the door opening and closing again.

Zahra bit her index finger, her deepening cries made Zahra unable to control her voice.

No one would be allowed to hear her cries at the moment, or would be the many questions she was getting, and that would only make her even more depressed.

"Sintia wakes up" cried Vanessa as she tore Sintia's body apart.

It was morning, as they promised last night, this morning they would run around the complex of his house.

But what happened, Sintia actually felt at home in a thick blanket owned by Vanessa, their intention to forget about sleep turned out to fail, Sintia could not fight drowsiness.

"Hey wakes up, are you unconscious, Sintia wakes up or I call the Doctor."

"What do you call a doctor?" ask Sintia weakly.

Vanessa frowned, why not answer since, Sintia just pissed him off.

"Let's get up, get up, get up, I'm ready aren't we going to run off in the morning now?"

"Yes, wait another 10 minutes."

"Son, the sun will get hot if it gets any more daylight, and it's not good for health."

"Hey, you're not a doctor, you know where it all comes from."

Vanessa clucked, the next morning had to be upset because of the actions of Sintia, why so lazy cousin.

"It's just fine that you don't get a boyfriend, lazy like this."

Sintia frowned, she immediately sat down and looked at Vanessa with eyes that were still difficult to open.

Vanessa laughed at him, yes, of course his cousin was ridiculous, he could not control himself so it was a joke like that.

"Laughter, I'm funny."

Vanessa is silent, and pulls Sintia down, pushing her slowly to the bathroom.

"There's no time, now run or nothing, tomorrow I have to go back to work."

"Yes, I know, career woman, you're very busy."

Sintia closed the door, Vanessa could only breathe out, so it was still like that her cousin after so many years had not met.