Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
decisions

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Drt. drt... Drtts...

With her eyes closed, Nina held up the phone.

"Yes hello"

" When are you leaving? Let uncle order it".

" Day uncle, tomorrow nina still has to pick up the mail at school."

" All right, let uncle know when it's done"

Tut's. Phone connection is turned off.

Chequek..

bude came in and told nina to take a bath, because it was getting dark.

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Next day

"Assalamualaikum "

"Milkahmur"

Bude yells from the kitchen.

"Who's bude?"

Nina who helped bude in the kitchen was curious who was visiting so early.

"Let's see" said Bude who was still struggling in the frying pan.

Nina walked over and opened the door.

"Yongki ?"

"Hi, you're not ready yet?, shouldn't you go to school today"

Yongki barged in and sat on the chair.

"Where do you know?, Ah must be wulan"

Nina, who was still standing at the door, sat next to Yongki.

"Who's coming nduk"

Shouted bude from the kitchen.

"Emm yongki bude"

"Then bring him breakfast, bude is done "

Nina and Yongki walked into the kitchen, seeing that the dishes were arranged on the table.

"Sorry son, this is all there is" said Bude who put the plate in front of yongki.

"It's been more than enough bude, sorry yongki troublesome bude"

"Let's eat together"

Silent

Only the clang of the spoon reads.

"Bude, today nina is going to school to pick up some files. The day after tomorrow we will go to Bali. It just so happened that uncle had booked travel"

nina made a sound after the food on her plate had run out.

"It's been, let bude who cleaned up, you guys just leave" said bude when nina will clean their breakfast plates.

"It's okay bude, it's still too early and the file retrieval schedule is... Aww "

Nina glared towards yongki for daring to step on her foot.

Yongki gave the code to leave now.

Nina could only sigh.

"You wait in front, I'll get ready "

Yongki was waiting in front, not forgetting he first said goodbye to bude.

A few moments later.

"Where are we going ? It's still 08:00, file retrieval starts at 10:00"

Nina sat directly behind the yongki motorcycle seat.

Without trying out the yongki directly forward his motorcycle, until they stopped at a park in the city center.

"Let's sit there and eat a lick"

Yongki held nina's hand to a seat on the edge of the park, more precisely in front of the seller's lizard.

"The lilok 2, as usual"

"Ready"

Cilok seller spirit, because tau yongki and nina are his loyal customers.

"Are you still mad about me not being able to propose to you"

Nina flinched and took a quick glance towards yongki then cast a glance in the other direction.

"No, it's normal "

"But your attitude changes, you're usually the most chatty. Look, you're not even sending me messages anymore"

"I just miss my grandmother, you know since my grandmother died I want to hurry2 to Kalimantan. I wanted to visit her grave, because the last moment I wasn't on her side."

"At least you answered my message "

Yongki was still trying to melt the frozen atmosphere between them.

For her nina has turned cold, indifferent and so a little quiet since the incident she who refused to propose to nina.

"I'm busy packing my things, I can't get your message back"

"But you always reply to messages from the wulan"

"If you're taking me here just to argue, it's better to take me home"

Nina who was about to stand up and leave, stopped because her hand was choked by the yongki.

"Sit down, I'm sorry"

Silent

Both of them are equally speechless with still2 thinking.

"I want to break "

"Uhuk uhuk ... ,"

Yongki immediately grabbed the water bottle.

"What do you mean?, Break ? Break what ?"

" I want to break from this relationship"

"Why ? Is it just because I don't want to propose to you? Don't be selfish nina, you don't know how bad I got and shame me on my parents, I failed many2 times in the army. Try to understand me, understand my position?"

Yongki tried to temper his emotions.

"Hem!. Understand your position?, Then what if I ask you to understand my position ? I am always flocked to questions and neighbors talk about how j*langnya me, who always come home the night when with you, until they ask how much I fare once a date ?!! "

Shouted nina who was already unable to contain her emotions.

"No matter how hard I try that my relationship is not to make me a j*lang still they do not believe ", added nina still with an annoyed tone.

Can I end it now. I'm tired. Inner ida.

Drrtt...

"Yes, nov what's wrong?"

"------"

"Hmm, well I'll come"

Put the phone back in the backpack.

"Who?" Tanya yongki broke the silence.

" Novi, get me to school, file retrieval is about to begin. "

Nina stood up and left the yongki who was still sitting with a hard to decipher gaze.

With gontai yongki steps towards the bike.

Inevitably he also drove his motorbike to nina school.

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"Do you seriously want to break "

Yongki's hand blocked nina's arm, as nina had just gotten off the bike.

" Yes "

"Is there no other choice? " stare with puppy eyes.

" Break or break ".

Menjawap without seeing the gaze of yongki, ida did not want her firmness to fade with that gaze.

Duars

It feels like rain fire stones, maybe that's what yongki feels.

"Nina I beg you"

"I'm sorry yongki, but this is your decision. Like her we need time alone to self-introspect each other"

"But every pair that breaks always ends up breaking up"

That's exactly what I wanted. Inner ida.

" You live your life first, fight to get into the army, and I will fight to make my life a mess"

Nina walked into the schoolyard without looking back.

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