Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
I'm sorry, son

" Hiks hyks hyx.."

Nina who just put Ilmi to bed became surprised, because Ilmi who was just about to play suddenly came home in a state of crying with ears in jewel Gilang.

" What's up?" Ask Nina.

Brug !!

Gilang threw Ilmi on the bed.

" You're not so good as a mother, the child is let play up to the top boarding. Not her in teaching to read, you even enjoy sleeping." Ketus Gilang's.

" I didn't sleep, I just slept with Akifa."

" The reason is you. Watch out if I see Ilmi play upstairs again." Ketus Gilang, then immediately to the back for lunch.

Ilmi was still crying in Nina's arms.

Why always blame the mother, is a mother like me really not good at taking care of children?

" Look out for you to play upstairs again." Said Gilang while pointing at Ilmi before she finally returned to work.

" Learn yuk." Nina's Speech. Ilmi shook her head.

" Oh yeah, let's go to bed."

Nina looked at the clock, at 13:00. Nina finally decided to sleep for Ilmi to sleep as well.

His afternoon...

" Please take care of Akifa for a while, I want to continue washing dishes and cooking for dinner." Nina's Speech.

" You don't know if I've just come home and want to rest." Ketus Gilang's.

Not wanting to argue Nina ended up doing the work that afternoon while holding Akifa, even though she knew very well that Gilang had been home since 2 hours ago. Isn't keeping Akifa not difficult?.

" Dad, let's go to the gang." Ilmi Rengek.

" You don't know if I'm tired. I want to rest. Because I have to get back to work soon. You're too much shit."

Nina's heart really hurt to hear what Gilang said, was not Gilang longed for a child. But why now Gilang attitude changed whether his attitude changed because of economic crush, or because I could not give the offspring of a boy.

Nina remembers very well, Gilang also blamed Nina's birthday. Because Nina's birth day with Gilang's birth day if combined and calculated according to Java, causing them to have no savings. And Gilang believes that because a marriage that almost turned 6 years old can never have a penny of savings.

The last few days Gilang more often angry because of his fatigue. Working with his friend did not make Gilang better, it only further aggravated the situation.

Every night, Gilang always asked for a massage Nina, if Nina refused Gilang immediately angry and said all kinds of things.

....

" Let's go to the beach." Said Gilang one afternoon.

" Come on." Said Ilmi excitedly.

" Next 3 o'clock. Wait for me to finish my job."

" Ready boss." Ilmi.

After putting Akifa and Ilmi to sleep. Nina packed up immediately. Put in a change of clothes for Akifa and Ilmi. As well as cooking side dishes for their supplies on the beach later.

Drrrttt drrrttt drrrrttt

" Hello yeah?" Nina's Speech.

" Are you ready?, the child is still asleep, is he awake?"

" Sleep still."

" Oh yeah, I'll be home soon."

" Yes." Yeah."

Shortly after Nina turned off her phone. Ilmi wakes.

" Mom, have you come?"

" hasn't. But I'll be home soon."

" So to the beach?"

" Then dong. There wash your face.," Nina ordered, because nina was busy putting the lunch box into the bag.

" Lo, sister's awake too." Said Ilmi who just came out of the bathroom after finishing washing her face.

" Hello?"

Nina holds Ilmi then puts her back on the bed because Nina is about to change clothes.

" Temenin is his sister." Nina's Speech.

" okay."

Nina quickly changed clothes as she heard the sound of Gilang's motorcycle. And sure enough after Nina had just finished changing clothes Gilang went into the room.

" Lo, Dad's son is up." Said Gilang who directly carried Akifa.

" Bring me a change of clothes." Saying Crossword to Nina

" Already, I just brought you pants."

" Yes, then let's go."

" Come on."

Gilang first came out while holding Akifa, while Nina carried a bag and placed it in front of the motorcycle. Then they walked to the beach not too far away.

Arriving at the beach, Nina immediately took off the diaper worn by Akifa. And let Akifa be brought by Gilang to play water.

After making sure the bag is safe. Nina immediately approached Gilang and Ilmi who were seen having fun while playing beach water. Nina began to feed Ilmi and Akifa in turn.

After her food ran out, Dina immediately returned the lunchbox to the bag. Then take a cell phone to capture the moment.

Hmm, if our family always looks this happy. My days will be much more colorful. Children are very happy Gilang sweet attitude, surely I will not vent my frustration to Ilmi. Forgive mom, mom, you really aren't a good money mom. Inner Nina.

But hope remains hope. Most of what we expect is not in accordance with reality.

Nina who was hoping for a big change in Gilang's attitude could only swallow a bitter pill. Because they are always bickering when it comes to money.

" Just yesterday I gave you money. Cook it's over." Silang.

" Dad gave me 300 grand. To buy bathing needs and Akifa alone is 100 thousand. Shopping at the market is also 100 thousand. Not yet for Ilmi, if she asks for a snack."

" oo." Gilang snorted in annoyance while giving Nina a red piece of money.

" Save nda. If this continues how we can save. You can't ya set aside a portion of the shopping money."

" Can, I can save. But I always use that money again when I don't have money for shopping or Ilmi's pocket money."

" Yes at Ilmi's dong jajan control. Don't lose."

" Try you if you give me the right money."

" I've been giving money to you all this time, right?"

" Yes, I mean don't half-love him. Don't wait for me to ask and then you just gave me money."

" If I don't have any money and I haven't got any money how can I give you before you ask."

Nina chose silence. Because if it continues also free because Gilang will not want to lose and do not want to be blamed. Nina knows exactly how much money Gilang would get if the job was done, but says she never gave all that money to Nina. For some reason but always Nina only got a third of the results obtained Gilang. It is not enough for his life with two children.

Nina starts to rack her brain, trying to surf the virtual world and find out anything that can make money.

Then, Nina began to be interested in applications that offer a mouthpiece to those who can write or create interesting stories.

Nina directly installs the novel content application in blue and green. But our expression does not correspond to reality. It turns out that Nina is very difficult to get readers on the writing application in green. Be she tries writing in the blue color app. In the hope that he can produce the results of writing.

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