Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Don't know anymore

It is difficult to live the household ark, if everything is not able to go according to plan or go according to what we want.

Maybe in my household, communication is lacking, but how can I communicate well if the interlocutor always wants to win alone. Do not want to lose or do not want to be cornered.

In a fight I always had to give up. Because if I don't, it's gonna hurt me even more.

...

" Basic you're an ungodly wife, you anj*ng."

" I told you I'm a little unwell, can you ask for it tomorrow morning or tomorrow night."

" Keep away from me I'm tired of seeing you."

Brake !!

Gilang slammed the door when Nina was unwilling to serve him.

" Hiks hyks..."

Nina cried in silence, knowing that she had been guilty of not serving her husband. But his inner self forced him not to obey the wishes of the husband.

Drrrttt drrrttt drrrrttt

Nina's phone is ringing.

Nina raised with her right hand.

" Yes hello?"

" Are you crying?" Ask someone from across there.

" No."

" Don't lie."

Nina was silent, somehow someone who called her always knew when Nina was crying or sad.

" Sina..."

" Hiks hyks hyks." Nina was crying again.

" What's the matter?, fighting with Gilang again?"

" Yes." Yeah."

" Oh my God, why again this time?"

Nina then tells what causes diabetes figures with Gilang.

" You too, why also refuse Gilang's request?"

" Yes, I have to. She was always kind and sweet to me when she wanted to be just a husband, but when she didn't want me she came back with her cuckoo and selfish attitude. And after he finished fulfilling his wish he just left, no more hugs in sleep. Or a good-night kiss. So why should I continue to serve her when she wants me?, I feel like a prostitute. In love when needed, and in despicable in caci maki alone is no longer needed."

" You can't say that, try to understand Gilang. Maybe your household will be much better."

" Understanding it in any other way, all this time I've understood it trying to understand its desire. Always try to make her happy and comfortable. But what's the payoff?, she always berates me saying something to me. As if I were just a burden on her life."

" Yes I know, I mean..."

" You mean I have to be naked every day in front of Gilang?. Pardon me! I won't do it, just let him do what he likes. I'm tired, all this time I've always succumbed to him. But the more I succumbed the more my pride was trampled. She seemed to no longer appreciate me as a wife, and I was also aware of my position of merely hitching a ride with my daughter."

" Sina..."

" Don't say anything more, you're just judging from the point of view. But not from my point of view."

The next morning, Nina is shocked to receive a sudden attack from Gilang.

Nina continued to look away, as Gilang held her cheek, intending for Nina to look into her eyes while they were uniting. Nina immediately threw away her face.

Plaque !!

" The j*lang. You don't want to look at me?, do you feel disgusted with me?"

" Aren't you the one who said that I should get out of front of you?"

Glazed looks angry, he immediately finished his wish. Then get away from Nina.

Nina heard a voice in the bathroom, it looks like Gilang is taking a shower. And really after that, right,? Gilang looks rushed to wear his clothes and then out.

Brake !!

Once again Gilang slammed the door.

An hour later, Gilang came back and threw a few pieces of money towards Nina.

" It's money for travel, don't ask for more. I don't have any more money."

After saying that, Gilang left the house again.

Shortly after Gilang's departure. Eka's coming.

" Lo, what's wrong with you?" Ask Eka.

Nina tells Eka to come in and tell her what happened.

" So what are you going to do?"

" I don't know."

" Let's see later tonight if he's booking travel for you or not. If he orders a transfer for you, it means you have to go home."

" Is that so.?"

" Yes, I'll see you later."

..

In the afternoon, Nina began to clean up some of her belongings and also Ilmi. Be awake if he and Ilmi will really go home.

" Heh, why haven't you cleaned your clothes yet,?" Ketus Gilang, when he came home.

" Are you sure you want to tell me to go home?"

" yes. I'm sick of you. This is me calling travel."

Gilang handed over his cell phone

Nina then spoke to the travel driver. And when the driver said that he would pick up Nina and Ilmi within 1 hour. Nina immediately put her clothes and science into the bag.

Nina took a breath.

" At last, I'll be free from these shackles."

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