Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Fate hitchhiking

" I'm going home tomorrow. If you still want to be here, it's up to you. Pack my things, I'll be home tomorrow morning." Ketus Gilang, when Nina refuses to go home.

After saying that, Gilang came out of the room and sat on the porch of the house.

Crying, Nina packed her belongings and Ilmi's.

" Loh, why are your clothes on?" Ask a Gilang

" yes. If I don't come home with you, you'll get angry and tell me everything that hurts." Ketus Nina without looking at Gilang.

Until the next day when they were on their way back to Gilang's house, Nina bought to keep quiet. Nina simply said yes or no to every question she asked.

" Want to stop by the park?" Tanya was lost as they returned home by passing through the city and the square.

" Hm."

" I don't need an answer Hmmm, I need an answer yes or no."

" Just go home and I'm tired. And I want to get some rest." Ketus Nina's.

Arriving at the house Nina went straight into the room without looking for her mother-in-law.

" Why your wife, then,?"

Samar Samar Nina hears her mother-in-law asking Gilang about her unusual attitude.

" Yes ordinary because I brought her home maybe she's still not satisfied with meeting her mother."

" Know that she still misses her mother Why did you take her home?"

" I'm lazy to be there, it's not my house, after all, it's too quiet far away from the highway. Go anywhere far. I'm bored." Ketus Gilang's.

Nina could only cry when she heard the words from Gilang.

Not wanting to continue to dissolve in sadness, Nina chose to unpack her luggage.

Nina also carries Ilmi's former clothes as a baby that she found in a suitcase in her house. Then look for Ilmi's baby clothes in her in-laws' house again.

" Hmm, it turns out this baby clothes are still quite a lot. So I just need to buy some, which aren't there." Nina Murmured.

Nina then put Ilmi's baby clothes first in a plastic bag. Because he will wash it tomorrow and will put it in a bag so if one day the brother-in-law invites him to return to Bali Nina no longer need to pack the belongings of the former Ilmi.

Three days passed, but Gilang still did not get certainty from his brother when they would return to Bali. While saying they have been babbling because their money has been thinned but the brother has not also invited him back.

" Maybe it's still a hassle." Said Ibu Gilang when Gilang nagged because the brother did not come to take him back to Bali.

" Yes, sister's good money a lot. Have deposits. As for me, I have absolutely no savings. I can't even save up for the preparation for childbirth."

" Oh, be patient who knows there will be a provision from the baby branch."

" Yes you why add children if indeed your economy is still not enough."

" Don't blame me, just blame Nina why she won't be KB."

The reader must know how Nina felt when she heard the words that Gilang had just spoken. How can Nina be blamed for the pregnancy that occurred, and blame Nina because Nina does not want to have KB. Didn't they agree from the beginning. And why in a crucial moment Gilang blamed Nina.

Nina can no longer even remember the last time Gilang defended her, or say good things about Nina in front of her family. Because Nina always knew that Gilang never praised Nina, Gilang actually made Nina look worse in the eyes of her family. Not just in the eyes of his in-laws and his sister or his family. But, say make Nina impressed bad in all the family from her mother.

For one full day, Nina busied herself arranging baby clothes into a bag. Nina paid no heed to Gilang's babble and her mother-in-law.

" Just let them talk about me in any words. Whatever they want to talk about behind my back. After all, doing good or not is always a matter of conversation. My behavior was never right Dimata Gilang or his mother. So it's better from now on I'm going to be a bitch. Soon I will have one more child who will cheer my days." Said Nina who was encouraging herself.

Two days later, Nina will return to Bali.

" Our luggage why so much. The car won't fit." Sister-in-law complained when she saw Nina's luggage.

Actually not much, just one medium-sized backpack, one small suitcase, and 3 small bags containing baby clothes.

" I don't have much luggage. It looks a lot because I don't have a big bag. That one backpack contained my clothes and Gilang. The suitcase contains Ilmi's clothes. The rest of the clothes belong to the baby. And the one in the black bag is the bed you gave me." Nina's Speech.

" Hmm, yeah, let the guys do it."

Nina: felt if the sister-in-law objected to Nina's many luggage.

If I had packed some of my stuff back then maybe this wouldn't have happened. Inner Nina.

And, until Nina came out to help bring her luggage. The in-laws and her sister and sister-in-law were also denounced for Nina's huge luggage. Nina felt herself in the middle of the circle of people who bullied her.

Nina simply smiled so that her tears would not fall, and also explained Why her luggage could be so much. But even Nina explained at length was useless. Because none of them understand, including Gilang who actually blamed Nina for carrying too much baby clothes.

On the way back. The brother-in-law always nagged not when he opened the luggage door, Nina's bag containing baby clothes always fell. The sister-in-law also often opens the trunk of the car to see the bird she was carrying.

Wherever, must be the poor who are always oppressed, if you can choose Nina does not want to go home with her sister-in-law. Because Nina must have understood what was going to happen, but because Big Brother Gilang asked her to go home together because one of their twins was no one to carry. And here's the fate of going back and forth in people's cars.

Next time, I'd better go home on a trip. It's okay to pay as long as nothing happens that might hurt the heart a little. Inner Nina.

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