Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Fight again
" What do you mean?, accusing my mother of talking about you that you don't." A voice full of emotion.
" It's true that way." Nina bela.
" I never accuse nina who doesn't, no. You just make it up." Said mother galang.
" I guess, all this time you can make peace. Turns out I was wrong. Nina, you're still like you used to be. Likes vengeful." Speak still with emotion that ignites.
" Why revenge?" Ask mother.
" First thing, first fight."
" Oh, you have an ugly heart. Your heart is rotten, full of vengeance. Envylike. Envy is not good. You're not trying to take my heart" Omel's mother.
" You can't be led." Say again.
" Why do you always get angry when I go home." Nina's speech.
" That's again, that's what's discussed. I told you if you go home without a husband it's a sin law. Pamallic. Ask your mother if you don't believe. If the woman is married it can no longer go home to her own house, except with her husband" Ketus galang
" But you never want to stay there longer. All my brothers ask a lot of questions about you. I was married, but they never knew my husband. In fact, if I take you to my stepmother's house or my father's grandmother's. You never want to." Nina's speech.
" Obviously, why did I linger there for so long. Your house goes into an alley, too quiet. I'm bored. And yes, which brother do you mean huh?, also which family are you talking about. I've never even tasted money from your family. Our marriage alone, all my family donated. And your family?!!, what donates?!, not even one rupiah is there."
" Don't you when you came already told me how my family is doing." Nina is still trying to defend herself. I hope my husband understands and understands.
" After all, I came home because I miss my sister, I also want to be with my family, just like you." Nina again.
" If you're still heavy with your sister, why did you marry me. Huh!!!" Galang ripping table.
" Already, a woman like you can't be led." Say again.
" I've never said anything weird about your wife." Say mother.
" Be quiet, Mom, I know what you look like. How many years I've been your son, of course I've understood your nature, ma'am. Nina's the one who's vengeful, easily hurt."
" Yes le, your wife, since you left, ate her just a little. I thought it might not be good, because I don't cook, I don't know if it turns out your wife is easily hurt. Win it I never reprimand it, later I say chatty."
Hem, never scolded me, but talked about me in the back. Inner nina.
Looking at the galang that said softly, made the inner nina so sick. How not, nina even forgot. When was the last time, gilang said softly to her. Even Nina forgot, if her self was a wife. Nina felt like a pel*cur, who was given money, after serving in bed.
" Yes I am vindictive, I cannot be led. I like to be envious. I'm easily hurt. Because what? I never get the attention of my family, I'm from a broken home family. You don't even treat me well anymore."
" and now, what do you want?" With a trenchant tone.
" I want to come with you, to Bali." Nina was all her might holding back her tears.
" You think it's easy to get you there, huh?. It takes a lot of money. You think it's easy for me to get money." Ketus.
Nina chose silence, in continuing to argue also for free, will further hurt her. Nina chooses to go into the room, bringing her science with her. Closing the door, and locking it.
" Daughter, you're the mother's only encouragement. Mother is determined, will not let you, become like mother. The less affectionate." Nina cried while hugging ilmi, who had fallen asleep.
I have to be strong. I cannot be weak. For the sake of science, for the sake of science. Inner nina.
" O ALLAH, if all this is due to my own fault, then I am ready to accept everything that will befall me. However, if this is not entirely my fault, is not the door of my husband's heart, YOU ARE THE HEART-REVERSAL.
O GOD, if this is a test from you, give me spaciousness, give me thousands of patience, and strength so that I can live it." Nina's cries broke again, in the third of the night.
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" Ilmi, do you want to come?" Said brother galang on ilmi.
" People don't fit." Saying ilmi. Makes all of her chuckle.
" Yes, ilmi follows with mother yes, when when." Said the father.
" When, when, when when. Yes long. Dad, how the hell is this." Ketus.
" Daddy still looking for money." Galang.
" I don't know, I'm mad at you." Say ilmi, then go to play.
" Hey, where are you going. I'm leaving soon." Screaming ferociously.
" Of course, let it go. Then cry if you know, you're gone." Nina's speech.
" Where's my bag?, have you cleaned my clothes?." Ask galang.
" Already, let me get it." Say nina, then pass, and about to head for the room.
" This, please input this as well. I'll just wear shorts. The air must be hot. Long trips, and I love drunken trips." Say ferocious, while giving trousers to nina.
" I'm leaving ya." Galang kissed nina's forehead.
" Yes, heart of heart". Nina said, then drove the shipyard, until the galang brother's car drove and was no longer seen.
" Lo, why don't you come?." Said one of the neighbors, who happened to see the galang and his brother had returned to Bali.
" Looo, it's still a long time. His father is still looking for money. Her mother let her work here for money." Say mother.
Nina chose to enter, rather than serve or hear the talk of her mother or other neighbors.
Travelling this time, feels ordinary. If first nina will cry after delivering the departure of the galang. This time, however, Nina felt ordinary. As if there were no more vibes of love or longing.
" It's gone, ilmi's father and her brother." Said mbak train, when nina came to pick up the items needed to make a brush.
" It's. Just now, then I'll be here." Say nina, who sits looking at the brush that is ready to send.
" You have no plans to go to Bali anymore." Tanya ratih, while giving a box of ingredients to nina.
" I don't know, mbak, later I said to follow, but the real thing is not. Later, I said no, it followed." Nina said, trying to smile.
" Yes too."
" Yes, I want to go home. Later keburu ilmih search."
" Yes, the heart of the heart.."
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