Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Trying to make peace with yourself

A few days passed, Nina decided to try to forget everything about her disappointment.

Nina reopens a photo of the past, when she and Gilang are still not husband and wife.

Nina opened photo after photo on the laptop screen. While occasionally closing your eyes trying to remember every moment that ever happened.

But really Nina found nothing but disappointment. Perhaps the Wound in her heart was so big that even the slightest fond memories could not make Nina feel much better.

" O Lord, why can't I repeat the memory of my togetherness and Gilang. How can I try to make peace with this situation if I can't cultivate my feelings anymore on Gilang."

Nina then closed her laptop. And try to get out of the house and accompany Ilmi who is playing.

In the evening, Gilang invites Nina and Ilmi to play in the city park.

" Dad, let's swing." Pinta Ilmi shortly after they arrived at the city park.

" Yes, wait a minute." Nina's Speech.

" Well, mother. What's that selling?" Ilmi asked when she saw the bakpao merchant.

" It's like a bakpao."

" Why?, llmi want?" Tawar Gilang's.

" Want."

" This is buy, I will accompany Ilmi to play the swing." Say Gilang while giving a piece of money in blue.

" All right."

Gilang directly led Ilmi to the playground, senjatane Ilmi approached the trader who allegedly sold the bakpao.

" Excuse me sir, sell the bakpao?" Ask Ilmi.

" Yes, how much do you want to buy?" Ask seller.

" What is the taste?" Ask Nina.

" That's a list of flavors and their prices." Show the seller.

And how surprised Nina was when she saw the price of a bakpao.

" Brown flavor 10k, strawberry 8k, green beans 8k, chicken 10k. Oh, my God, this is bakpao or meatball. The price is equivalent to a bowl of meatballs I used to buy for Ilmi." Nina's

" Chocolate 1, green beans 2 yes sir." Nina said after a long time she decided to buy what.

" All 26 yes.." Say the seller while giving 3 seeds of bakpao that has been wrapped in a plastic bag.

" This is the money."

" Turn back twenty-four thousand huh.."

" Yes." Yeah."

Nina recalculated the change in front of the seller.

" Yes, it's fitting."

" okay. Thanks if you buy less."

" Yes." Yeah." Nina said as she passed.

" Buy your head again. Mending I bought Kenzo chicken noodles. 26thousand got 2 bowls plus 1 bowl of meatballs." Ogre Nina.

Then Nina walked through the park looking for the whereabouts of Gilang and Ilmi.

" Mother..." Shouted Ilmi.

Nina then approached those sitting on the grass near the balloon seller.

" Where's the bakpao "Tanya Ilmi.

Nina then gave me a plastic bag containing the bakpao.

" Why buy three?" Ask Gilang.

" Yes do want to buy how much, people are the cheapest price 8k."

" What?, this bakpao is 8k?" Said Gilang who was as surprised as Nina when she first found out the price of the bakpao.

" Yes." Yeah."

" Huu, it's expensive, the taste is also the same as the usual bakpao we buy in front of the supermarket right?" Say Gilang while eating green bean-flavored bakpao.

"His green lizard is from America, because it's expensive." Nina's Speech.

They spent the night laughing. Success makes Nina forget her disappointment. That night Gilang really made Nina's heart happy.

On the way home, Gilang pulls Nina's hand and puts her coiled up on her stomach, code for Nina to hug her.

Nina did what Gilang wanted. Hugging Gilang all the way home.

Nina rested her head on Gilang's back.

Hopefully after this our relationship will be better. And hopefully Gilang can turn into a better man. Inner Nina.

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