Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
I'm an evil mother

Slowly land, Nina began to be able to dispel emotions after her anger. Nina is trying for a best friend who doesn't cry when Akifa is fussy.

By the time Akifa was 3 months old. He never fusses at night.

Nina smiled happily. But that happiness was always ruined by Gilang.

" That's you, how to sleep through his work. Ilmi it you noticed taught again to cook you good at sleeping while Ilmi you let play there like a wild child." Said Gilang, when Nina had just put Akifa to sleep.

" Yes I know, I just put Akifa to bed."

" The reason you are."

Nina simply fell silent because she did not want to continue their debate.

Finally Nina who initially wanted to rest for a while so went out to look for Ilmi and started teaching her to learn to read again.

" Basic is not a truss." Umpat Gilang when he heard Nina slightly snapped because Ilmi did not want to listen to Nina's words.

Nina was silent, until she finally decided not to continue the study session for the day. And told Ilmi to take a nap together with her sister.

Day change day. The longer Gilang's attitude always makes Nina disappointed. This makes Nina often scold and yell at Ilmi when she can not read or forget to write letters.

Until one night, Bima cried while hugging Ilmi, she knew that her anger towards Ilmi was due to her frustration with Gilang.

However, Nina was not an angel-hearted human. He regretted it at night but repeated it again during the day.

" I was a bad mother. I always scold and yell at Ilmi." Nina said one night crying in the bathroom.

The following month, that month is the third week of the fasting month. Hina's mother sent some money because she wanted Nina and her children to go home to celebrate Lebaran with her mother. Because Nina had never felt what it was like to be with her mother for several years, and when the mother had just returned home. Nina and Ilmi were unable to return home because it was still in a hot situation due to covid.

After going through a bit of debate with Gilang, Gilang finally allowed Nina to go home.

And that year was the first year for Nina after so many years Nina finally felt the Eid together with her mother. However, that year also became the first year for Nina and Ilmi to celebrate Lebaran without a husband.

Unfortunately, when Nina fell ill on Lebaran day, it made Nina unable to sail to the house of Nina's brother. Eventually Dina just stayed home with Akifa accompanied by her missing through a video call.

One week after the fall. Nina gets word that Gilang and her brother are going home at the end of this month.

" When do you want to go home?" Ketus Gilang's.

Hah, Ilmi already knows that this will happen where Gilang will always be angry if Nina does not return to Gilang's house.

" Yes already. Your money is still there, right?"

" There is but a little stay."

" Ck, why the hell are you always wasteful in Bali not in Java. Yes I'll send money later and please be thrifty."

" Yes." Yeah."

The day Nina had to return home to her husband arrived. Although Nina is reluctant to return, she still has to go back there to take care of Akifa's birth certificate and also plans to make her own KK. Because Nina was determined to make her own KK, and did not need to be one with her mother-in-law KK.

" That you, already know your husband is still like that moreover he does not give you a living properly, why do you still survive with him." Mother said the night before Nina would return home.

" It's okay, for now I can be patient because I'm waiting for Akifa's birth certificate and also a new KK. All this time I've been one with my mother-in-law."

" Yes, the important thing is that you always remember if you can not stand the attitude of Gilang then go home because you still have parents.And I am still able to finance your life and also your two children. Stay here with your sister then I will return to wander to meet your life and also your children." Say Mother.

Nina was silent, she was crying in her sleep.

If only we had our own home, I would have gone home to Mom. Because I can't stand a wedding. The second child opens the bridge to make my relationship and Gilang better. But it just makes my compliments grow. Gilang is getting worse. No. I don't want to give up now, I'd love to Mom. But if I go home to mom and mom decide to go back. Who will defend me when I am again judged by the Gilang family. I feel like I don't have enough people to support me. I'm afraid they're gonna take my son. Because Gilang always threatened to separate me from the child of the mother. I must how Inner Nina.

Being at home in-laws seemed to be in prison for Nina, because every move Nina felt many parties were watching her. But Nina tried not to care about it, because whatever Nina did must be bad in their eyes.

Amidst Nina's discomfort, Nina gets happy news. That tomorrow at the village hall there will be a Dispenduk. So Nina can make a deed and also KK without having to go to the city and wait a long time.

In the spirit of Nina went to the village hall and began to collect files for the requirements of making the deed and also create a new KK.

Nina smiled with relief, after finally waiting for approximately 3 hours, Akifa deed and also a new KK that only existed the name Gilang and Nina and her children became. Tired of having to go back and forth asking for signatures from RT and RW was also tired of queuing and jostling was no longer felt by Nina when she saw the deed and the KK was now in her hands.

Eventually, I had my own KK, so I no longer felt worried that I would one day walk away from Gilang's life. Because all my files are holding. Inner Nina.

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Oops, is Nina planning to leave Gilang's life?

I don't know, only time will tell...